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Okay, I'm slacking...
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_alice_:
it was embarassing again?
shit, what happened?
i don`t remember any particularly embarassing moments other than me trying to figure out that damn mixer that looked like a sound board confused whatever .
gypsygrrrl:
a cc of my comment to Uber:

what's up with you lately? Seems the volatile nature of the Morose Gang has seeped into the forefront. Whatever will I do? It feels silly being the lone morose... blackeyed
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you thought you could get out by having a vividly bright profile pic - but downcast head is still morose, no matter what colour you look at it in. tongue
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The house was incredibly still. I stepped out, visited my friend Zoe, got high, drew pictures, listened to music, watched MST3000 and lauged and laughed. Good friends always manage to find a way, don't they?

Anyways, I'm posting pictures on the old flickr account almost daily:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/fuckr/

And yes I am the little tyke on the 'coppers bike. I was serious even then! The "Portland"...
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_alice_:
i wish i could come by tonight to see you guys, but i`ve been at school since 8am and i just got home an hour ago blackeyed
i`m in no shape to be drinking right now....
you still be there on thursday?
i`ll probably be in the same state as i am now, so it should be hilarious once i get a few drinks in me and forget how to dj.
_alice_:
did you have a hangover on friday?
it took me a day and a half to shake mine blackeyed .
damn that shane and his vodka shots.
next thursday is the public grand opening, too, which probably means i will be getting even more drunk. i`ve set next friday aside for some special time with the toilet, we haven`t been spending enough time together lately.
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Yesterday everyone seemed to sleep all day so I slipped out to wander the streets which is something I love to do whenever I'm visiting somewhere. I took my camera and shot some good pics along the way - something to make me feel normal again.

It's cold here right now, the rain comes and goes and the sky is grey but I love it....
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rin:
i like the feeling of contentment that comes with wandering somewhere. i like to sit by the river too, but in doing so i'm usually reading or writing, with a tiny dose of cognitive throught going on too. your trip even sounds a bit peaceful.
rin:
it WAS so nice! and i just had the loveliest, loveliest sleep.
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So here I am in Portland. Getting here was great. I found out about the accident on Monday and managed to get a flight. I realized in the evening that my current passport was in my safety deposit box and then I realized I had no idea where my key was. After looking everywhere for it I just went to the airport knowing that technically...
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gypsygrrrl:
I don't know what to say... so sad.
I had no idea that such a tragedy had happened in your family. Just want to send you warmth and, for what it's worth, my empathy.

Listen, take it from a wierdo gypsy: things will settle soon and life will choose a lane for an extended time for you, I promise. How do I know? Because you seem to have your head on straight - and that's very important in times when it is all too easy to lose your head.

stay true, be you.
_alice_:
wow, and i thought i had a bad week.
a drink when you get back sounds great. i think we`re all feeling a little anti social at the moment anyhow, so by the time you get back i`m sure we`ll all be sick of sitting at home by ourselves.
wink kiss
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Ugh. Well the parade of the past year continues - I'm off to Portland to say goodbye to people that shouldn't be gone yet. I feel remarkably settled about it though there are definitely times when I wish life would pick a fucking lane for a few months. Take care you lot...
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gypsygrrrl:
it was a surprise to hear from you all of a sudden. I have to admit, I had to google "vociferous" just now. I don't know... to be honest, I just don't know.

I never liked attention... yet this place seems to create some sort of cynically imposed stage where we are seen as performing. You tapped into my wavelength perfectly tonight. (or at least I think you did - maybe I'm just projecting out of necessity) surreal
thank you, sincerely.
(i know, i know, then what am I still doing here?). call it temporary dispair. it's amazing how the madness spreads like a fucking disease if you take even the tiniest lick. Fuck... I feel stupid.

are you
ok? I've been wondering

the edit is about the members comment. members? I'm not sure I'm clear...

[Edited on Sep 07, 2005 11:56PM]
_alice_:
are you in portland now?
i guess we will need to put this outing of ours off for a little while longer.
hope things are ok, or at least going smoothly down there..... whatever that means kiss
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My interim post will remain light: I should change my current crush info...
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gypsygrrrl:
btw, looks like another "creative lane change" for Slow. You better dish, girlfriend!
rin:
i think the sans-serif font is a safe bet.
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My mum had a boy when she was 16. After being sent away by her father to have the child, she put him up for adoption. I know that over the years she has often thought of him - where he was; what kind of man he had turned out to be. Fourteen years ago she put her name in a database that would allow...
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_alice_:
i hope things are going really well over there with your mom and brother.

i`m very happy to hear that shane and brent would consider having me there to dj. i`ve been excited about this place opening for the last 5 months, and if i got the chance to actually work there that`d be even better smile

i`m looking forward to next thursday... i`m hoping for a full recovery by then blackeyed
looks like it`s going to be fun, i think Seska will be joining us along with a few other crazies if we`re lucky!

[Edited on Sep 03, 2005 5:37PM]
gypsygrrrl:
hey - thanks (re: pipes) - it sorta looks like a knot in a rope, doesn't it? that's what my buddy said to me today. nice.

tonight is the night you and your mom meet this brother of yours. Intense. Make sure your mom drinks a glass of wine or a shot of scotch before-hand wink kiss

[Edited on Sep 03, 2005 11:40PM]
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Uh, and just like that *snap* I have a brother who's 5 years older than me. Life can be pretty nuts sometimes. More to come...
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_alice_:
good, i`m definitely going to talk to shane then... and yes, we do know eachother from the merc. i miss those days frown .

so what do you think about ming tomorrow night? it`s closest to everyone... i think. wait, who else is coming out?
confused

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_alice_:
ok... i really don`t want to do this, but i feel like shit today and i can`t go out tonight. i`m all feaverish and my stomach is trying to turn itself inside out. feels kinda flu like blackeyed .
i still want to go though, can we reschedule for next thursday?
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Early morning wake-ups and late night bed times make Slow a bitch. F-huuuuu-ck. Yes. Withamuthafucking-h.
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_alice_:
ha! i totally didn`t recognize you.... was i drunk last time we saw eachother? it was at bier haus, which means i must have been drunk. plus you guys got out of there pretty quickly.
i`m starting a new night at grey goose next thursday. you should come down and i`ll buy you a drink... it`s much less scary than bier haus, i swear. there are still a few flat screen tvs i could do without though whatever .
gypsygrrrl:
hey - remember I was telling you about my grandpa (the godfather wink ) - i found a pic of him on the net - he's the big dude in a suit in the foreground - bottom left. The pic is some kind of gypsy party thingy from the early 70's i'm guessing.

papa

just thought I'd share smile
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Another fun weekend. Out with Brent and actually managed to get in a cougar-free evening... Claw-mark free and hepped up on some free offerings from the lovely barstaff at TMG, it was a quick Tubby Dog then onto Rin and Uber at NNL - though I think that I actually talked more to Rin that UL - he was smiling large which makes me think...
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rin:
and yes, the visors are a nice touch. although i liked the too-short track pants and molester mustache one guy was sporting. puke
gypsygrrrl:
hey! guess who's been up a full 24 hours now? I'm completely retarded right now. so retarded, infact, that I'm using words like "retarded". I'm starting to sorta hate SG again... whatever
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It's colorful. I think I probably get the boot from the Morose Club. It doesn't display a single good side. Whatev... I need a change smile
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rin:
HELLO.
rin:
well, that's good! apologies are kind of for suckers, anyway.
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Ba-doom-pa. I'll be here all night.... smile
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girly:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!! kiss
gypsygrrrl:
what are you talking about? I'm totally still within the parameters of our"gang" (I actually had that thought, too, after I posted it):

-cut-off
-B&W
--somewhat introspective (or downright morose)

ok, so the last pre-requisite is not quite being met, but your pic doesn't look very morose, either... you've got that, "hey man, I'm a nice guy who can take your bra off with my teeth" look happening... it's very charming, actually tongue. Who took that pic and what was it's original purpose? looks like part of a set from a shoot.