Thursday Feb 19, 2009

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Happy Birthday anyways...
Not mine, it's just one more thing I'm not allowed to tell her. Her birthday is this weekend. I don't feel like explaining how I feel about that right now.
I'm fairly certain my subconscious is enjoying my random bouts of depression, interspersed as they are between long spells of fuzzy gray nothingness. That every dream that I...
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Monday May 29, 2006

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Today is my dreaded 25th birthday. Fwee.
I had a good weekend. Jess invited me down for a visit, and we had good times. I got to ride a horse for the first time ever! It was fun, and really different from what I thought it would be like. Horses are amazing, and somewhat bigger than I'd believed them to be.
Also, drinking was...
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bowie:

Happy belated Birthday! What's wrong with 25?
Thank you so much for commenting on my set!

opaque:

thanks so much for taking the time to comment on my set.
kiss

Wednesday Apr 26, 2006

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Had an interview early Monday morning. Thought I had zero chance of getting the job. Got the call back this afternoon. I start Monday.
Waiting for the other shoe to drop, but hoo-fucking-ray for now. ZOMG. Rad.

Monday Apr 10, 2006

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"If we are not empty, we become a block of matter.
We cannot breathe, we cannot think.
To be empty means to be alive, to breathe in and to breathe out.
We cannot be alive if we are not empty.
Emptiness is impermanence, it is change.
We should not complain about impermanence,
because without impermanence, nothing is possible."
Nhat Hanh

Friday Apr 07, 2006

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This morning I had to take my kid brother down to the airport and watch him fly away back to the war. I am extremely upset and depressed right now.

Sunday Mar 26, 2006

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I've had a pretty good week. It could have been better, certainly, I could have really done without a couple of people who are for whatever reason seemingly determined to try to upset me on a semi-daily basis. I dunno what that's all about. Sunday night I stayed up and helped Jessica with her finals essay, which was actually kind of fun in...
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aya:

Thanks for the sweet set comment kiss

dalila:

thank you for commenting on my set! biggrin

Friday Mar 10, 2006

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Well it snowed here again last night, and on into the early morning. Kind of odd for March, but it's pretty well in keeping with the odd weather of this winter. confused
friedhamster:

Odd weather indeed. Been all wacky here too.

Friday Mar 03, 2006

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There's something almost cathartic about cleaning out my friends lists. I could be blunt and call it ridding myself of dead weight, but that's quite a bit more harsh than I'd intend. Anyways I removed the people I don't talk to anymore, on LJ, SG, and Myspace. I doubt anyone will notice, but eh just in case if people want back...
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tigerlily:

ha! i love that the one friend you kept is named "fried hamster" biggrin .

and thank you! blush

Friday Feb 24, 2006

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Been a rough couple of days. Think I had entirely too much to drink on Tuesday night, so I was feeling the aftereffects of that most of Wednesday, and then just kind of generally under the weather on Thursday. Had a bit of a rough talk with the girl, but I think we worked things out okay. I'm no closer to answers than I...
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friedhamster:

Cool profile picture.

Wednesday Feb 22, 2006

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Art show tomorrow with Sadie. Should be an awesome time. Having a great week so far. Waiting for fate to drop the other shoe, though.

Sunday Feb 19, 2006

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Had a great weekend. There were some times when things got kind of rough, but that's how life is sometimes. The details aren't really mine to share, so not going to go into it more. I've had a lot of sleep in the last two days, though most of it in short stretches, 2 or 3 hours at a time. I'm...
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