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brent0n:
someone reactivated my account also. i think that means we're awesome. ;D
sisfor:
im just glad someone reactivated your account for all of us! biggrin
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I'm on www.deviantart.com with all of my pictures. If you want to visit, sign up is free. When you get logged in type in skizzyk.deviantart.com to get to my page. It's what I've been doing with my time lately and I enjoy it. Would love to share it with you.
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Today in the day was a little better. I got up and cried a little bit but then realized I turned this over to God and stopped. But tonight, I'm crying again. Hearing "Our" song doesn't help. It's on shuffle and it came on. Basically tomorrow I sign the lease and Saturday I'll be out of here. On to my new...
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haraggan:
I'm sorry about all of this. I really hope it starts getitng better soon.
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Soooo....Today's Character Defect: Hurtful Today's Opposite: Again...Happiness

I don't think I need to explain this one. I tend to be hurtful at times and I regret that. I was definitely hurtful during my active addiction that's very true. I probably hurt everyone around me during that time. I lost important relationships to me. But, now that they're lost...
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squareroot:
Hey, congrats on getting those sutures out!!
zombie_nirbhao:
keep smiling
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Today's character defect: Pleasure-Seeking Opposite is quite surprising: Happiness - I'll have to explain this one for sure...

Happiness is the opposite because usually when I'm pleasure-seeking I'm depressed so the opposite of depression is happiness. So seeking happiness for the day was easy. I went to aftercare with the rehab that I was in and saw a bunch of friends and...
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zombie_nirbhao:
congratulations.

I agree with pleasure seeking as an opposite to happiness. a person cannot have or appreciate what she is looking for.
squareroot:
kiss
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I'm working on my sixth step in NA and I have to journal or blog my exepierences about getting rid of all these fucking character defects every fucking day. If I don't, I have to start over. So I will journal about the opposite of my character defect. I'll even tell you what my actual character defect is just so you'll...
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squareroot:
I honestly don't know, and i think it is something that every person needs to decide for themselves. In my relationship, there is nothing wrong with flirting; it is human and even necessary: a way to blow off a little steam and to stay engaged. The important question is, are you hurting anyone? I don't think that flirting (and the accompanying sexy thoughts) is harmful.
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Well I think it's almost over. The withdrawals that is. It's been tough. Definitely. I'm still wuite anxious at times. I'm practicing the first step mostly to get past it. And smoking a lot. Yesterday was my 5 month sobriety birthday. It's been a long hard road but, it's definitely been worth it. This five months has rought a...
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squareroot:
Happy Birthday. Do what it takes.
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The Easter Bunny says Hoppy Easter bitches! smile smile smile smile smile
zombie_nirbhao:
that is, indeed, wonderful
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Tonight was a weird night. A close friend is visiting from Tennessee so we went to the improv and then to a bar. It was SO weird. Weird is the only word I can put to it right now. Mind you, I am still SOBER throughout all this so going to these places is still quite a challenge for me especially when everyone else is...
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zombie_nirbhao:
you are strong! you didn't give in!
majorboredom:
i'm glad you resisted the URGE. that's pretty awesome! the cravings can be really bad. not that i actually know anything about using or addiction. i have been watching that Celebrity Rehab show though... it's kinda heartbreaking.
if your desire is to maintain your sobriety then you CAN stay sober! you have thus far.

...and remember:
"Drugs are bad! Mmkay?"
smile