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no, not yet. i know, i know, i'm just putting it off. but i've got lots of legitimate excuses--like all my essays (although, 1st batch is turned in), and i still have to file my american taxes (nightmare), etc etc etc. and after all this stuff, it will be finals at uni...grrr. i think i may have to wait until the summer, unless i start to feel too overloaded and need a break for a night

i guess i'm kind of viewing it as yet another stress in my life right now (as i've never been before and all that, new experience, etc) and i just need to calm down for a minute.

i'm thinking of going to kinkfest though (even though its a while away). i kind of want to find a buddy to go with. i'll see.

thanks for the comment on my photos

but full-body shots??? No no no nooooooo! that would mean showing my lumpy bits and that's never guna happen!

what that? people up north who like to make young ladies cry are a nicer lot of people?

no, seriously, i can't wait to move out of london. i have to finish uni and then find a job somewhere that doesn't tie me to the big city. i want to live on a farm, have some dogs, and drive a tractor to work. it sounds so peaceful.

i know the new rocks your talking about. new rocks are so sexy. i have a pair nr boots--they're really shiny. i'm a sucker for shiny things. the metal on the toe broke not too long ago and now it sticks out like a weapon. now i can kick londoners in the back of the calf while they are standing in the middle of the sidewalk instead of moving with the flow of people.

thank you for the bday wishes! no pressies for me, unfortunately (at least not here). my mom's too fucking nuts--her gifts to me are usually clothes fashioned in her style and size (about 20 sizes bigger than mine!). since i was about 12 or something, shes been buying gift for me that were actually for her, but we all know she's nuts so no one really says anything. and my dad just doesn't like shopping. oh well. they did buy me a plane ticket to america, so i can't complain.

i'm mention your other name to MsGoth. thanks again

i dont like people being poor at time keeping!! unless they tell me in advance! lol. i hope youre right though.

whats happening in forthcoming weeks? fun?

thanks for the hug, and yes i am...just ordered revision guides from amazon, plus a few extra books and videos for interest, so am making my way through them!

hmm, yeah, somewhat of a come down. i still have problems getting my head around the D/s / Sex / Love.. "fuck this is amazin, i want it every day", type thing. but yeah, amazing weekend, still sore as hell, which can only be good right?

was gutted i missed Lash, but didnt think it would be a good idea in the end. do still wanna go though!

tee hee funny. gotta love them chavs.

beads sound wonderful, get more more more more! so are you gonna show me these then? xx

Ok smartass here are your questions....

1) What is your favourite toy to have used on you? - stainless steel butt plug and my $100 "does it all but the dishes" vibrator...at the same time

2) What do you want out of life - self control over my issues and to finally learn to love myself

3) Describe the most beautiful thing you have ever seen - my mom

And now your turn....

1) If you were a crayon what color would you be?
2) What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
3) Do you prefer relationships, flings, or one night stands?

I can answer those....

1) Why " Ok smartass here are your questions...." - me trying to flirt

2) Whats the crayon thing? - someone was never a kid

3) What were the reasons behind the questions you asked me? - maybe I am hitting on you.

Uh oh! I am out of questions!

ooh i agree, you MUST post the pictures

what did they make you wear?

You have to post the pictures....its time to see what you look like and if I need to make a trip across the ocean.

Not my fault you are not here to occupy my time so off with other cute boys I must go for now.

Tease.

Fashion show ehh? Must be quite a looker then. I know I have you guys and its why I feel slightly less alone when I can be on this everyday to tell my saga of living in the middle of nowhere.....

Tell work that....I could be dying and I would still have to go. Why don't you stop by before my flight and sock it to me?

Oh and pics are coming when I get back home....

Edited for being a retard.

[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 1:08PM]

wow, is it that soon already? im like way hella hectic with work, can you let me know the details of EVERYTHING thats going on in Feb so i can plan in advance and see what i can do? email me if its easier, i got a couple of business trips to work around and stuff, but i REALLY wanna come, to something at least!

sorry been bad getting in touch lately, grr work. hope your all ok and havin fun.

Could have gotten me a plane ticket to the UK for my bday!!! Hehe......anyway thank you for the happy bday wishes.

Merry Christmas toots x

Thanks for the words of cheer...yes I am feeling a bit more up. I won't get myself in too much trouble....a fling lasts only as long as you want it to. Or until they move back home.

edit for drunkeness gah

[Edited on Dec 22, 2004 10:24AM]