Saturday Dec 22, 2012

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halbermensch:

really, I feel a bit naughty finding these pics so sexy. Ha. Truly wonderful work. could only come from a wonderful and sensitive soul, which does shine through. happy belated birthday.

inkar:

You are incredibly beautiful bb - no worries - :-)

Sunday Sep 30, 2012

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Natural Beauty and why it pisses me off.

A rant by Shilo.

I am the first to admit I'm not naturally pretty. Hell, it takes so much work just for me to pass as a female human being it's not even funny.

I don't feel comfortable, or happy, or myself without my dyed hair, my drawn on eyebrows, my hair extensions, and...
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waldo_jeffers:

Yuletide Greetings!! smile

azera:

@shilo Touche' I feel the same way, Fuck 'em I say!! Can't wait to see your work with @smashbase (yes I was creepin') ...  ^_^

Tuesday Sep 25, 2012

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Hey! It's been a while...

Still in a bit of a weird situation SG-wise, so not shooting another set until I'm 100% financially independent for part of my deal with my mum, for want of a better word. She means a lot to me and I don't want to upset her, but so does SG and being myself! I hope I can...
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veganjihad:

i wonder what john q and rocco would think of crumpet?

shilo:

^hahahah we might find out sooner than later if security find out i am breaking my buildings rules and she has to come stay with you!!! dun dun dun

Thursday Aug 02, 2012

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I hate my job. I hate my controlling, not-even-boss telling me to "grow up" and being rude and disrespectul.

I hate that I have cried practically nonstop since getting off work.

Most of all I hate feeling like I have no control.
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contax:

Starting looking for a new job. When you get one all lined up, burn this bridge, and tell your boss to go Fuck Off and Die! It will be worth the gap on your resume trust me.

halbermensch:

I just love how everyone is blaming you for having to have a job (umm but is anyone offering in that same breath to provide a job? hello?! people need money!).

second, people abuse power. And, when that happens - which it does in the workplace - it can have an effect on the person who is obligated to work for that person. Harassment for example is real.

third, yes it's a fact. you are beautiful. but how is it that being beautiful should somehow render someone impervious to damaging abuse of power in work environments?! Being beautiful, which you are, is a separate matter entirely.

, thank you for putting this out there - it takes courage to own this stuff and be real about it. most people when they feel shitty about things either pretend it's not there (denial) or blame themselves (internalization). I like this quote from Dimples: "be yourself & love yourself for all of who you are." great advice. I think it's tough - especially in this economy. One thing I like about the "all of who you are" is that while he is there being a class-A asshole at work, your whole being and all the things you do - that is a lot more than any job. and it's sacred. all of it. I'm sorry you're going through this and hope it may pass soon.

Wednesday Aug 01, 2012

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Read this first of all.

My friend is in town, staying with another friend, and after hanging out I figured Id make sure he got back to his friends place in Wicker safely, so I went with him. Within a minute of getting off the train, I see a wanted poster for this guy. After this, Im pretty freaked out but me and my friend...
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dimples:

Ohhh lady I know all about your dilemma frown Chicago can be such a drag sometimes. I really enjoy the wicker park area too

skinny_mean_man:

wow thats scary. i'm glad nothing bad happened.

Friday May 25, 2012

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waldo_jeffers:

Happy Birthday!!! smile kiss smile

ffbear:

Happy birthday girl.. wink

Monday Apr 30, 2012

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rorriss:

WOOOOOOW LA CARA MAS LINDA ERES BELLISIMAAAAAA

artishard:

Mad embroidery skills, well jealous of your Troll.

Thursday Apr 12, 2012

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The future is scary. But I think I know what I want to do. I've done a lot of reflection on myself and my life right now and I think I need to stop worrying about what other people think, maybe even including my mother. I need to do what makes ME happy.

Drop out of this school, start at another that won't...
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selin_catnipple:

Congrats!!!!!!

shojootoko:

everything is a competition. You can have a negative view and treat the competition negatively, or you can have a positive view and treat the competition positively.

you can take it or leave...

Thursday Mar 29, 2012

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terry:

nice!lovewink

noel:

To cute love