shawna

Less than ten days til my birthday. That means less than ten days until my subscription runs out.

I guess it's okay though, as I don't really use this site much any more.

I really don't have time to update.
I only have a month left on this subscription.
School work sucks.
I need a job.
I wish I had more time.
*sigh*

Ever have that feeling that you're just not good enough?

I do.

A lot.

It seems that anytime I ever try to do anything, I always fuck it up, whether it's a friendship, or an activity. Nothing goes properly and I end up feeling like shit, even though I was just trying to be nice.

Do you think there are people out there who are...
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Yesterday I signed my very first lease ever!

Sam let me sign on to her apartment's lease, since I practically live there anyway, and at the end of the semester I've really got no where to go. So now I guess Sam and I are stuck together for at least a year...

I have an apartment! And it's pretty awesome!

Housewarming gifts are always appreciated....
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A woman is born with all the eggs she'll ever have.
Because of this, your mother could say she's known you her whole life, and she wouldn't be lying.

I never thought of this before, til someone mentioned it yesterday.

Neat, huh?

Valentine for Earnest Mann
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You can't order a poem like you order a taco.
Walk up to the counter, say, "I'll take two,"
and expect it to be handed to you
on a shiny plate.

Still, I like your spirit.
Anyone who says, "Here's my address,
write me a poem," deserves something in reply.
So I'll tell you a secret instead:
Peoms hide. In...
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I'm debating whether I should renew my membership when it comes up in April (on my birthday). I just don't think I can afford it, and, come summer, I'll be on dial-up anyway, so what would be the point?

What do y'all think?

So today is St. Valentine's Day.

In light of St. Valentine's horrible decapitation, I think the best way to honor him is for all of us to give some head. That's right. Find someone, and start sucking.

It's better than caving to the principles of commericalism. Seriously.

I give new meaning to Singles' Awareness day, eh?

Ayres is gone! *whimper*
Now I need to find another girl to fill my void.

Any suggestions?

So yesterday I left my apartment building to meet Sam to go shopping.

I walked out the door and across the porch.

I started to walk down the walkway.

I forgot there was a step, and fell flat on my face.

Now my ankle is all swollen and sore. My knee is scraped up and bruised... but at least I didn't hurt my forehead.

*sigh*...
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God, I need a good fuck. *sigh*

Why have I been so horny lately? Is Mercury in Retrograde or something?

*wants some sexy sex*