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I've been writing again. I wrote about 5 pages last night and then about one more today. I'm hoping maybe this might actually be something. Hey, it's not like my life is going anywhere besides down the toilet right now so what do I have to loose? I've been a busy emoitonal wreak lately, which makes it a little hard to pinpoint the bullshit that...
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Well, I hate my job now. My promiced promotion is on hold because my district manager is a fucking crazy twat. It's okay though because I now have a second job a Liz Claiborne shoes and I like it. I am starting out as the relief key but my manager says that there is a big possiblilty of me moving up. I just need it...
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Still working the same job but starting to have a light loathing for it. I'm reading more which is good. I am still single and sexless. Still broke. I am going to the bar less. I am smoking less. I also have been thinking nonstop of bad memories and have been terribly worried about the future. I have desided that the only way this is...
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Ok, where do I start? First a complaint. I wish there were more than just twenty spots for your favorite SGs. Okay, well I finally wrote a poem after about a six month drought. I was sitting reading Augustan Bouroughs, drinking PBR, and listening to some drunk guy ramble when I finally felt it. So, I worte a erotic poem that makes all my guy...
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Alright. So, I'm going out of my mind. I've been working retail at Lane Bryant which was great until I was told that I pretty much would not get promoted or get a raise because I have no managerial experience. The last two weeks I have been goin nuts working there with rich bitches screaming and being rude to me for no reason whatsoever. Friday...
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My new job has got to go. I got my first full pay check yesterday, and even though it got me out of overdraft and left me a little to play on, it's just not enough. I have decided to start to put out applications for a sit down job like a secretary or a call center. Those jobs are really not me but I...
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Well, I've lost enough weight to where I have gone down a size in pants and shirts. Which is very good. One things that is kinda bothering me is the fact that even though my weight is going down, my boobs are about to hit a F cup. People say that it's just my hormones and that is the reason that at the age of...
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Okay. I'm going to make this short and sweet. I got a new job. I get my first pay check Friday. I like the job but need something that pays more. So, I will be working on that next. I have Thursday off which makes Thursday the official laundry/catch up with a million people day. I am going to Vegas in August if my friend...
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All right. I have not been on here in a little while which pisses me off because I love this site. My mind has been elsewhere. The job hunt is still on and I am very close to running out of money. I had a horrible interview at Lane Bryant the other day. The woman just stood in the middle of the sales floor and...
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I have been out drinking every night this week except for the day before yesterday. ugh. I can feel my liver crashing. I plan to slow down though. I have not had any responces from the places that I have turned in applications to, oh it get's worse. My friend Sarah's mother has a job kinda supervising over companies like the one I just worked...
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