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I like a guy. very fuckin much.
He says he likes me. very fuckin much.
I don't know whether to believe him or not.
I have reasons to trust him completely, but my past experiences taunt me with "He'll screw you over just like Laird."
He's not into boyfriend girlfriend dating right off the bat. He just goes on individual dates.
It...
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clio:
Keep your head up, doll!

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A special note to my best friend:

you need to forget lax. he is nothing but trouble for you and I'll be damned if i let you go thru this shit with him again.

don't go out with him. don't give him an opportunity. he doesn't know how to treat you like a real person.

i'm not saying all this...
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I am officially tired of all the emotional bullshit. I just need to turn off my personality and turn on the robot I know I can conjur up somehow. God damnit. Napolean Dynamite is on...shit....I'll post more later

LATER:

Ok, so about this being tired thing. I'm busy. I am a busy talented person, and I take pride in it. I...
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Ah Ah AH...
Well, things are slightly looking up and down for me.
I just want this semester to go away!

Turns out the charity event with the big shot baseball guys (hott baseball guys might I add) was a fluke. They wanted a jazz band instead.

C'mon! Harps are great for all occasions! haha, nah, I'd probably milk the money for all...
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Ok, so I found out I'm playing on three senior recitals this semester. Holy shit.

These people are very good musicians, too.

Holy.

Shit.

And, I might be playing a charity event that includes Jeff Bagwell and Craig Biggio.

zomgbbQ.

That's huge! I thought the United Way gig was huge, but not compared to this!!!!!

I need to start exercising so I can...
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Alright. I have not been on this site in SO long. "Sweetie" decided to not get off his ass and be the RIGHT boyfriend for me, so he's out. A new man is in. This guy is a security guard yumyum!


well, my tonsil has been acting like a bitch lately, so I'm gonna sleep a bit. I just browsed around and saw...
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It has been a long time, hasn't it? hmph. Well I moved and Sweetie and I have been together for ten months. my best friend has found out some shit about her ovarian cancer and she might have HPV. I called my aunt about this, because I had lived with her and I trust her almost as much as my best friend; she just...
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poe:
I think that is the most DELICIOUS picture I've ever seen eeek UGH I can't even look at that. It's going to drive me nuts.
vikinikiller:
sushi!
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Well, what an interesting week. Last night I stayed at Sweetie's house and we slept soundly together. My emotions have been getting the best of me as far as the depression goes. I'm in a mild...scratch that...major state of confusion about who I am and where I belong.

Sweetie knows about this. I think he understands as he is in somewhat...
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