So I joined a gym last week. I go four times a week. I'm feeling pretty good so far. Got the endorphines pumping now on a somewhat regular basis and I've lost 4 pounds so far 
GO ME!
My art is making me really sad. I wish I had some idea of what to do. I just seem to be experimenting without any real progression....
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GO ME!
My art is making me really sad. I wish I had some idea of what to do. I just seem to be experimenting without any real progression....
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mneylu:
*high five* for still hating school!!
unique3:
oh I know. I'm just WAITING for the warmer weather!
I just feel so damn depressed all the time. It started getting really bad once school started. I really don't want to be here. It's driving me absolutely crazy. Nothing makes it right and that's the worst part. I feel empty sometimes and too full of thought and emotion and filth the next. I can't make anyone happy let alone myself and I don't know...
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vellin:
There will still be cheerful moments in those sad days and just try to focus on the those cheerful moments when you're really down <3
p.s. my cut is already like that, just not the color
There will still be cheerful moments in those sad days and just try to focus on the those cheerful moments when you're really down <3p.s. my cut is already like that, just not the color
jman310:
Hey, I know it's been a while since u wrote this, but thought I'd still leave a comment. I obviously dont know you, but from reading your blog I can get an idea. I can relate to you, esp on the happyness thing, making others happy, not urself, etc. Its great that you care so much about others, never stop doing so. Also, you were meant to be born, dont doubt yourself and say that you should never have been born. Your a great person. I know you cant really see it at this point (or maybe you have by now), but there is an answer that will get you happy. Whether its finding someone to talk to, finding something you'll enjoy doing, or whatever the case may be. Just always know that there's always hope and you will find your answers.
Hope your life's treating you well since when you wrote this. I saw that you said the 3rd was your worst day ever. I hope things have gotten better since then too.
Hope your life's treating you well since when you wrote this. I saw that you said the 3rd was your worst day ever. I hope things have gotten better since then too.
OK, I guess it's time for a major upsdate.
Christmas was ok, though I realized perhaps for the first time that my Aunt Brenda is seriously mentally handicapped and it's hard to pity her because she gets angry at everything she doesn't understand and thinks any correction is a serious criticism of her character. My Uncle Grant doesn't like to proven wrong and will never...
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Christmas was ok, though I realized perhaps for the first time that my Aunt Brenda is seriously mentally handicapped and it's hard to pity her because she gets angry at everything she doesn't understand and thinks any correction is a serious criticism of her character. My Uncle Grant doesn't like to proven wrong and will never...
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cherianna:
Thanks for the advice hun. It means a lot. So much drama in my life it's ridiculous.
faye:
I actually have NO idea what Rilo looks like
Last exam is tomorrow.
Still not feeling any better.
I feel lost and empty.
EDIT:
Everyone should read this. It's so true.
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/12/16/books/review/Itzkoff-t.html?ex=1355374800&en=76fd41086086246e&ei=5124&partner=permalink&exprod=permalink
Still not feeling any better.
I feel lost and empty.
EDIT:
Everyone should read this. It's so true.
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/12/16/books/review/Itzkoff-t.html?ex=1355374800&en=76fd41086086246e&ei=5124&partner=permalink&exprod=permalink
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slingshot:
Happy holidays! Hope you get a much needed rest!
punkinfanta:
well hopefully i will get to find out soon!
and yes, i will share the machine hehe
and yes, i will share the machine hehe
I'm scum
I'm filth
I'm horrible horrible person
And all because i worried too much
Because i cared too much and that led to worry
I wish i was never born
I wouldn't cause pain then
Everyone would be safe from me
I wouldn't be able to taint and poison anyones life then
I hate myself because I always fuck things up in the end...
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I'm filth
I'm horrible horrible person
And all because i worried too much
Because i cared too much and that led to worry
I wish i was never born
I wouldn't cause pain then
Everyone would be safe from me
I wouldn't be able to taint and poison anyones life then
I hate myself because I always fuck things up in the end...
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redrobin13:
I hope you are ok.....you've never been anything like those things to me....message me if you wanna talk
twelve:
Though you are, perhaps, (hopefully) feeling better by now.
Though you are, perhaps, (hopefully) feeling better by now.
So ya, school is so stupid. I'm really hating it but I have to finish and get my stupid Bachelors.
I'm hating school. I mean really hating it. Sigh.....
I'll update later when I'm feeling a bit more happier.
I'm hating school. I mean really hating it. Sigh.....
I'll update later when I'm feeling a bit more happier.
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mneylu:
Thanks for the rejected set lovin!
brightredscream:
I really hope that you can get some happiness....♥
I can just never do anything right.
But then I figure out that I do nothing wrong.
I think I confuse myself more than often.
Blargh!!
P.S. Thank you all for the lovely comments on the previous blog, i'm glad you enjoy my art work, i'll try to keep creating things that not only I love to make, but you all enjoy to see!!
But then I figure out that I do nothing wrong.
I think I confuse myself more than often.
Blargh!!
P.S. Thank you all for the lovely comments on the previous blog, i'm glad you enjoy my art work, i'll try to keep creating things that not only I love to make, but you all enjoy to see!!
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brightredscream:
Well thank you very much ♥
I think the no bangs will be the choice
I hope you're well sugar!
I think the no bangs will be the choice
I hope you're well sugar!
vellin:
i miss you too but i don't think i'll be as active as i was before until i figure out what i want from this site. if i'll shoot an other set or not...
Thank you everyone for your kind words. It did help.
Now I'm studying for a stupid 20th Century sculpture test next Monday (among other assignments). So I'm very busy and not at all happy about it. I'm sorry I missed bowling but I had other things I needed to take care of. I don't want to talk about it.
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Now I'm studying for a stupid 20th Century sculpture test next Monday (among other assignments). So I'm very busy and not at all happy about it. I'm sorry I missed bowling but I had other things I needed to take care of. I don't want to talk about it.
This will be a picture heavy...
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dragonflower:
fucking fantastic artwork! 
issay:
your artwork is great
agy:
Hey! Roller skating was awesome! Next time we should skate together and do silly things! 
LOL I worked on the Hulk movie. What a hemorrhoid (pain in the ass) that was!
LOL I worked on the Hulk movie. What a hemorrhoid (pain in the ass) that was!
schuldig:
other pictures
Sometimes I just shouldn't open my big fat stupid mouth.....
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OH! And I'm sick of school!!!! It's driving me crazy and I don't want to do it anymore! Why do I keep beating myself over the head you may ask since I hate it so much? Because I might as well finish....that's the reason....pathetic. I'm pathetic...Somedays I don't feel like I'm cut out...
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OH! And I'm sick of school!!!! It's driving me crazy and I don't want to do it anymore! Why do I keep beating myself over the head you may ask since I hate it so much? Because I might as well finish....that's the reason....pathetic. I'm pathetic...Somedays I don't feel like I'm cut out...
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sorrow:
yes clowns will die this halloween!! anyway thanx hun, charm should have pics up soon!
I was gonna load some more pictures but the site is being stupid and not uploading them so you will all just have to wait.
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brightredscream:
I would LOVE to get paid for doing nothing
I would also love to front a band...
I would also love to front a band...
kekelyn:
I've found out..sleep; sugar and..more sleep..and lots of advil works.
Previously I'd posted that I couldn't post pictures, now I've figured out why. It's my fault, ya ya ya....anyway.
This past long weekend was so fun! Rented and bought movies, went walking, shopping, eating LOL!!! George was up the whole weekend until Tuesday. He even saw me off to my first day back to school.
This is him doing his best to promote a make-your-own-wine...
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This past long weekend was so fun! Rented and bought movies, went walking, shopping, eating LOL!!! George was up the whole weekend until Tuesday.
He even saw me off to my first day back to school. This is him doing his best to promote a make-your-own-wine...
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izzy:
www your bunny hat sounds cute!!!
and, thanks =D
and, thanks =D
kekelyn:
They, the DR's, think my BC is causing my severe nausea, stomach pains, daily headaches and migraines. However, I've been off it 3 weeks..and still no real improvement..so I highly doubt it was the BC; it is apparently a guessing game.