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Sorry everyone for the abrupt post. I was upset and needed some time for myself to think and try to get things back to normal. I don't really want to get into it but I'm going to try and get back to my normal routine on here and respond to everyone asap.

As for what's going on in my life:

- I've reccently started my...
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nymph:
I haven't read any of those, but I'm in the middle of Life of Pi, and it's amazing. Congrats on the soon to be BFA! xoxoxo
junecarter:
im facebook looking for you right now!
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OK.
I've sent out cards to everyone I had an address for. Anyone that hasn't given me me an address (unless I already had it for another reason), if you would like a card, this is your last chance. biggrinbiggrinbiggrin
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wolverine43:
Happy New Years smile
fragilesong_:
Happy new year!! <3
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So it's been a few weeks since I posted on here. Birthday was crappy but things are better now. I don't want to get into why it was crappy, just want to get on with living.

I finished The Lovely Bones. Thank you _LouLou_ for lending it to me. smilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmile

Since then I've read Coraline by Neil Gaiman and I'm currently readingBanwreaker by Jacqueline...
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fragilesong_:
how are you doing, love? smile
wolverine43:
hope you are having a good weekend smile
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Worst birthday ever.
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vesta:
Come to Toronto and we can celebrate your un-birthday kiss
rubix:
shocked worst birthady ever!?!?!

do tell!?!?!
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So I'm feeling better now. I just feel stuck where I am, physically and in life. Gets me really down sometimes. Thank you to everyone who commmented and wished me well. It's nice to know that others care. smilesmilesmile

What's new...

I've finished my final essay. Going to tke my final exam on Decemeber 9th. One more English class and I have my Bachelor of Fine...
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melia:
Oh wow, one more exam!!!!???

Yippeeeee! That is going to be Epic! Good luck.

That book sounds really neato. I am going to have to check it out.
kaleidoscopic:
Glad you're feeling better! kiss kiss kiss
It's good for both of us to be less absent smile

I was a wreck before I graduated from college...with just a BA. But I did write an honors thesis, and it sucked my will to live. I can't believe you have an exam too! You are a major trooper! Best of luck with that kiss

Sorry to hear that your job is not so fun. Hope Christmas works out well for you. It's not doing too well here on the other side of the border.
But we do have a nice new shiny Obama in charge. And that brings hope with it.

At least there will be smarter, more capable and compassionate people in power if not in the general population.



In answer to your above questions...I'm okay (could be better physically but meh, such is life), and I'm trying to find somewhere to live so I can go back to school.

Bye bye for now!

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I feel lost and alone and abandoned all the time. I feel unhappy all the time. I feel unworthy and unlucky and any other 'un' word you can think of.

I have no creativity left. It's gone. FLown the coop.

I feel souless. Lifeless. Less in everyway.

I feel like I have nothing left. Even my memory and mind are slipping. Once I was merely...
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maligne:
I feel that way sometimes too.....hang in there *hugs* miao!!
rubix:
that was my only my 4th time on a plane!!! its s fun!! i always get all giddy during the take off!!! smile
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So the snow went away in a day. That's good. smilesmile

I sent in my application for Interest Relief from my student loan, so that's good. Fingers crossed that I'm approved.

Other than that, I still hate my job, I'm still saving to move to Toronto - OH! I had to use some of my savings to buy a new winter coat, but it's such a...
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nymph:
good luck on the interest relief, student loans are a bitch frown
On the up-side, Flight of the Conchords are effing amazing tongue
brightredscream:
Sooo far from perfect - but thanks sugar blush
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It snowed here today.

All day.

Alot.

Poo.
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lyric:
where are you that it snowed? i just took the dog out and could see my breath and there was frsot... tho lastnight felt warmer then the last? mabey becuase I sleep with 3 duvets! hahah

anyways We have Ds' myself my husband and my son... tho my son trashed his and kinda trashed mine.. anyways this mod chip will work in the new DSI aswell it just lets us play free downloaded games... instead of buying games.. turns out im getting 90 bucks for the games I have that I dont want anymore so I basically got it for free =) and am hopeing for the dsi for my bday lol
rubix:
haha i love yor enthusiasm for NOFX... i love em too!!!!

it snowed!!!?? oh no.. that means its coming my way soon!!!!! eeeeek
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So....

The National Student Loans Centre has sent me a letter saying I owe them nearly $600 a month for the next 9.5 years.

Sigh....

That plus $475 for rent, around $70 a month for cellphone, however much I can afford for my credit card, +food (if I can afford it), and my $53.50 bus pass every month on $10 an hour and an average...
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wolverine43:
WOW that sux, if there is anything I can do to help let me know
twelve:
I'm probably going to have a similar bill. Not looking forward to that at all.
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I hope everyone enjoyed the Halloween Haunt last night! I unfortunately couldn't go becuase of work. Sigh...this job is killing me in a most slow and exruciating way. frownfrownfrown Thanksgiving orders were crazy and I had to organize them all. Went off without a hitch really but a very stressful day.

Anyways...

_LouLou_ lent me a couple books and I'm now reading Blindness by Jose Saramago....
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bender99:
I didn't make it to the Halloween Haunt either, I was really disappointed I didn't go it sounded like fun. I need a new book, I need to spend sometime walking around chapters looking for one. I don't really want to vote for the Liberals but I really don't want another conservative government. I have voted NDP for the last few years and probably will again but I am considering the Liberals.
missybecca:
I have soo much homework this weekend and I have been trying to fit it in around all my social obligations of Turkey day!