Tuesday Aug 10, 2004

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my world just fell apart.
and i don't know how to pick up the peices.
i don't even know if i am capable.
i need for my brain to shut off.
anything that has been done or seen in the past 12 hours, please let them be undone and all memories lapsed.
beer and xanax just isn't enough.

frown frown frown
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thelibra:
honey
check yr email
then call me
xoxo
the_alchemist:

anything that has been done or seen in the past 12 hours, please let them be undone and all memories lapsed



This is all I can hope for at this point too. I love you. kiss

Friday Jul 30, 2004

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wwweeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
beer. i have been drinking beer. its still early yet. the good news is that i have spent all day packing up my apartment bc i have to be out by sunday.
the bad news is that i have to be out by sunday bc i work my 24 tomorrow. doug is downstairs painting to try and make the downstairs apartment livable before i...
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kolic:
Beautiful tattoo and a very nice breast smile
quiescence:
Glad to see that you're enjoying my birthday as well. wink I hope the move goes well.

Wednesday May 19, 2004

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fuck that!
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thelibra:
hey...you're back!! smile

i wasn't sure if you were coming back so i deleted you from emergency services...you are more than welcome to reapply and i'll approve you STAT! smile

xo
kestrel:
Just tell him I said hey, we miss him. smile

Wednesday Apr 07, 2004

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djdigdoug:
I guess it only works temporarily, huh?

love kiss

Edited to say: Thanks for the testimonial! You're awesome, but a little obsessed with my penis aren't you? Hehe wink

[Edited on Apr 07, 2004 8:02PM]

Wednesday Mar 31, 2004

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Alright Alright Alright!
i am a loser! i haven't updated in over a month!
they warned me and said this year in medic school would be the worst in my life..... and they are almost right. besides the fact that it has eaten up every ounce of energy and sucked the absolute life out of me, it won't be the worst. the only thing that...
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hooliganboy:
Dont sweat cardiology, algorythms, EKGs, megacodes (which have no bearing in a real life arrest) its all so overwhelming at first. I promise one day soon youll just look at and go "oh, I see, I totally get it now, man that was easy". It happened like that for almost everyone I know. Drugs work pretty much the same way. Hang in there, im sure youll be fine, and it really is worth it. I had a blast at work last night, and now im off to save the ghetto once again. Ever need help let me know.
pb:
most doctors don't like the Jackass kinda stuff. but, i used to have a doctor for a judo sensei and that guy was a sadist biggrin

what prompted the jump from the balcony..and in your bathing suit, no less.


-pb mad

Friday Feb 27, 2004

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anyone heard a good joke lately?
heh heh heh. tongue
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amatul:
hey see you ar saccos for bowling, right..?
djdigdoug:
You really need to update your journal woman!

love kiss

Sunday Jan 04, 2004

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i have a reoccuring theme going around in my head. just one word. but i seem to be able to apply it to all aspects of my life. curious what the word is?

beleive.

not sure exactly why. but thats my reoccuring theme.

seems so appropriate some how.
and on that note. i am done.

just...... beleive......
iago80:
I don't believe I've ever heard of that word before!

*playfully pokes you in the arm* kiss
mulhollanddrive:
That's a good theme...much better than DESTROY!!! Roll with it! Very hot! x!x EL SUICIDO LOCO x!x

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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so, lets talk about sex for a minute. what ever happened to cheap and meaningless sex? i was all about it. until not too long ago, i actually met someone, and looked right at him and said, "i can't just sleep with you". he asked why, and my reply was that he is someone that i would want more from. yeah, its true. a definate...
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pip:
So I should follow through with my plan to gte pretend married to attrract women. It would work woulnd't it? Girls are confusing. Good lukc and here's hoping you can find a guy that is available.
djdigdoug:
tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue

CHeck out my new "faves" I'm trying to find a blonde for you biggrin

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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Christmas, ay? For the birds! No matter how hard I try today, the holiday spirit is just not in me! May have something to do with my sister, the miscarriage, and the lack of excitment from any of us since she miscarried just a few days ago. May also have to do with her contractions, pain, and hemorraging which is leaving us all on edge...
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djdigdoug:
Cheer up sweetie! I promise no more drunk-dialing. I was incoridgable, I'm sorry. blush Forgive me? Ok, cool. We're over it. Anyway, can't wait to see you. love kiss

Nice profile pic BTW. love

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Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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So, um, yeah. Took me forever to get this damn picture to fit, that I can't even write an entry. Another day. Another time.
tadzi:
what? another head? i think that makes like three of us now.