Monday Jun 22, 2009

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I'VE SEEN THE TEXTS YOU SENT SCOLDING HIM FOR SHARING INFORMATION WITH ME, AND SAYING THAT YOU SAID THOSE THINGS IN CONFIDENCE (ALBEIT, I HEARD FROM A FEW SOURCES, NOT JUST HIM) SO I KNOW YOU WERE RUNNING YOUR MOUTH, I HAVE PROOF OF YOU ADMITTING IT, AND YOU STILL CAN'T JUST SAY IT- PATHETIC!
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP LYING. I...
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sardu:

this is my page, with my blogs, not an email to you, so your final 'point' there is mute.
(therefore i've deleted your comment)
you would have a leg to stand on with all this if you weren't absolutely off topic and ignoring the main point, and coming to my page to continue to harass me. You asked me not to write you back; i didn't.
and didn't put your name in the blog, so by you commenting you let everyone know who i was writing to (smart move...???)

if someone is going to bad mouth me behind my back, especially after sending me an ass kissing letter, i'm going to call them out on it.
Talking about me is one thing, but the fact that you also made a bunch of shit up.... you pretty much asked for this, so stop crying about getting your just deserts.

i didn't reply originally because of your disorderS (multiple, not anxiety, and i still don't believe you have that at all, you make up everything - which is why you have Suicide Giurls as a safe haven; you can create your completely delusional world here where people will believe whatever they read. I'm almost glad for you that you have something like this; it gives you an escape from your reality)- i felt more pity than anger.
but then you kept doing it, i did nothing to you to deserve it, i never bad mouth people, especially other women, so as far as i'm concerned, you are now getting a heavy dose of much needed reality.
You lied more than once at Kustom, everyone's aware of at least 3 huge ones, you tell people you quit both there and lush when the reality is you got fired, from both.

When i said you couldn't get your shit together, i meant on a personal level; like sticking to meds, trying to fight your pathological tendency of lying about pretty well everything in your life,not creating more and more drama (for you and everyone) not doing drugs that interfere with your mental state *up the nose* .... etc.

As for your lawyer retort; no it's actually not a conflict of interest- also even if it was(which again, it's not), do you not suppose maaaaybe he'd just hook me up with another lawyer, that he works with???


We're both being immature with the blogging; it's true-
however, the email wasn't immature; it was me standing up for myself, against someone that consistently misrepresents herself to me and just about everyone she meets.

i have a right to do that; all you had to do is say; look shan- you're right i was shit talking you, i'm sorry and then we could just ignore each other and the whole situation. But instead you drag this out...over and over.....

so for the last time; i hope:

UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE HONEST (it'll be a huge positive step for you) AND SAY YOUR SORRY, AND THAT YOU'LL STOP, THEN ACTUALLY DO THAT. AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, DO THAT AND THEN WE CAN BOTH DROP IT, OTHERWISE, THIS IS A SMALL CITY AND YOU'RE JUST MAKING THINGS UNCOMFORTABLE FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED IN THIS. ESPECIALLY YOURSELF (that's not a threat, it's just that i know how self conscious you are, and how you have high highs, and very low lows and your constant lying is just proof of you need for everyone to like you and approve of you). IF YOU CAN'T DO THESE THINGS THEN : FUCK OFF. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE IT'S ALL BULLSHIT.

As for anything else you wrote that i'm not touching on it's because it's all very off topic, i'm sticking to the whole reason i wrote back to you (finally,i know) in the first place, because that's all that matters. You want to throw rocks i don't care, as i said nothing you say to me hurts because you breath lies, and negativity.

oh and talk about my anxiety disorder all you want, it doesn't bother me, nor does it make me lie and manipulate people like you do, it just makes me nervous and shy with the odd panic attack; but seeing as how i'm constantly getting help for it, it's dissipating. As for your stuff, i'm sorry if you felt i had aired out your private matters, but as long as i've known you,when you aren't name dropping, talking about partying or drugs, or how everyone thinks your so pretty (which you are, i just wish it reflected on your insides), you talk about your disorderS with people, so i wasn't aware that you were attempting to keep it a secret. That said, it's the disorders you have that factor into your behaviour. Maybe with out them you'd be less of an asshole, but seeing as how you can't even be truthful and admit what you did; i really believe you just don't have the capacity for honesty, and humility. Which is really too bad, and i sincerely hope you can at the very least use this experience of getting called out on your behaviour to your advantage and grow by accepting what you did, admitting it and apologizing. If you can't then i hope you get another opportunity to do it before you end up fucking yourself over by spinning a web you can't get out of.


I'm sorry it had to come to this teen-age like blog war.... i really thought you might just say sorry...


anymore of you writing me that isn't you acknowledging your mistakes and apologizing,
and i will be saving them as proof of harassment and i will get a restraining order.
i've talked with exes of yours, and it seems we all want the same thing, you to leave us alone; and by the sounds of it, it'll be really easy to get the ro.

Wednesday Jun 17, 2009

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dedicated.

to....
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coleen:

Heyyy, fellow Winnipegger! I think I left a comment for you once before actually....you look familiar...

coleen:

Oh, and I realize my profile thingy says Austin, but I live in Winnipeg too. Just in case that might be confusing....

Thursday Feb 26, 2009

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haha! I have finally, more accurately updated my profile here! it makes sense now, but is still HELLA long!

i went grocery shopping today, and i noticed alot of things. Safeway almost always has bad asparagus. Also, you can buy a run of the mill, most likely gmo's definitely chemically drenched lemon for 59 cents. Or you can get an organic lemon for 79...
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lazarusisdead:

I'm addicted to bananas. I like to eat at least two a day at work, one in the morning, one in the afternoon. And then I take the peels home to put in my composter. Unfortunately, by composting bin gets sort of full in the winter because it's too cold. I've heard that bananas are absorb chemicals like crazy but it's hard to find organic bananas sometimes. So I guess that means I'm going to die someday.

There would probably be a wider selection of new fruit to try in the summer as opposed to the winter (and less expensive too), so if you keep it up until around May before you run out, just think of the new selection that will open up to you! smile

ardour:

You give good advice, but my anger is mostly directed at situations rather than people. Except for selfish people who leave their shopping carts in the way of others because they're lazy! Nah, really, people are flawed, I find it really hard to get angry at them. They're mostly they way they are because it's what they're used to. So I just get angry at the situation, which is all intangible like.


Thursday Jan 15, 2009

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ok, c'mon!!! this girl does not look like anyone else that is currently active is insanely cute and would be a refreshing face to see on the front page, she worked really hard on this and her friend did some really dece. photography.
She's all kinds of cool, funny and sweetness, and is a lady that deserves to go pink. Shake it up...
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stevie_mcc:

hello new friend smile

im pretty sure i saw you a couple weeks ago somewhere?

stevie_mcc:

i agree forsure. i sometimes listen to people talk and i just think to myself, what the fuck is this person about? i cant even fathom where this person is coming from or what their motives are. Its scary really, it actually makes me feel super lonely. Like am i the fucked up one or are they? i feel like i got my shit together, but then again maybe im the crazy one and theyre sitting there looking at me thinking that im fucked up...

im pretty sure that i saw you in osbourne, im thinking kustom kulture? i think i was asking if you guys were selling new years tickets for the albert. im pretty sure it was you anyways, im usually pretty good with faces.

ps yes that is my art stuffs. i used to be in art school.


Saturday Nov 29, 2008

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So i was wondering are any of you fans of conspiracy theories? confused
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niobe:

Happy Holidays! kiss

mahui:

biggrin

Tuesday Nov 18, 2008

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friend requests.

first of all, i'm sorry i still haven't been able to talk to most of you yet, but on that note, most of you haven't seemed to have the chance to talk to me either; so please, feel free to drop me a line.

to those that are going to add me, i realize that there isn't much chance...
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lickrish:

wow, love the set! thank you for the wonderful comment on my first set! glad u liked it wink

mahui:

love love love

kiss kiss

love

Wednesday Nov 05, 2008

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So election coverage last night was funnnnn!!

i actually feel hope for a government for the first time in my life!
Democrats took house and senate!!!

And now, our PM has to work with a more liberal government in the states that wants to focus on green jobs and green energy. i fucking love it!
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lazarusisdead:

You must be loving all this snow!!! eeek

bird:

your music taste is perfect.
you have no idea how much i love all of them!!!

i havent listened to iron and wine in so long! i just went a downloaded a shitload!!!!!!!

Thursday Sep 04, 2008

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hey!!

i'm sorry i'm not on here very much these past weeks. I'm looking at apartments, just started school and am working whenever i'm free. So, i'll be back on, as soon as i find a place- smile

i really want to talk to all of you, thank you sooooo much for all the love and messages!! i didn't know...
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bonezz:

thankyou doll,

xxxx

how is all??

x

checkforpin:

Take care of your self, that's all we can try and do... keep being beautiful.