Well, I spent the weekend at the Stanford hospital with my friend and his Mom. I walked in the door to see my best friend in tears. I didn't know what to do, what to say, or how to help. That was at 11:00am. They had made the decision to take out the ventalator, and it would happen at 2:00pm. All the visitor were put...
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Update on my buddy in the hospital.
They have ran all the test they can. In doing so they found to be minimal brain activity and zero activity from the ceribral thing in the back of the brain. The doctors say he his brain dead. (Cant they come up with a better term than that, it just sounds bad) They hoped he would come out...
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They have ran all the test they can. In doing so they found to be minimal brain activity and zero activity from the ceribral thing in the back of the brain. The doctors say he his brain dead. (Cant they come up with a better term than that, it just sounds bad) They hoped he would come out...
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hotpockets:
That really sucks, I'm sorry to hear the outcome of that. Although I'm glad that he had the sense to voice those wishes before he was comatose. No matter what the outcome, I was really scared that it was about to become another Schaivo case.
My best wishes to you, your best friend and his family.
My best wishes to you, your best friend and his family.
twilight1:
I'm so sorry...
I meet this really cute girl working at Tower Records in Portland. She asked one of her co-workers if they have ever heard of The Birthday Massacre. He said no, then I said YES I HAVE. Well I wasn't quite that exited. I just heard the news about my buddy and wasn't really in the talking mode, but I tried to talk to her. She...
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hotpockets:
It's my last physics class I have to take. We do experiments with electron beams and ionized gases. yay.
I really hope there's no brain damage. Safe recovery to him.
I really hope there's no brain damage. Safe recovery to him.
severus:
thanks for the flower sweetheart. 
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i'm so sorry about your friends brother, i dont know what to say =/
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i'm so sorry about your friends brother, i dont know what to say =/
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Today my bestfriends girlfriend called me and told me that his brother had drowned and is on life support.
God I hope he makes it
God I hope he makes it
littlemitten:
that's very depressing 
i totally just took lifeguarding class. i hope no one drowns on my watch.
i hope he's ok.
i totally just took lifeguarding class. i hope no one drowns on my watch.
i hope he's ok.
severus:
Oh my god
hotpockets:
Not much of anything, uh?
haha. Are you keeping Portland safe and sane?
haha. Are you keeping Portland safe and sane?
actionverb:
Hey, what's up? Going for the Rutger Hauer as Roy look?
So I got a new cell phone yesturday Talk about being nickeled and dimed to death. I've been with AT&T forever, and they still didn't throw me a bone. Blood suckers they are! They're like used car salesmen.
It's really hard to write an entry, when all I really do is work. I could tell you about that, but then you'd wunna strangle yourself too....
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Talk about being nickeled and dimed to death. I've been with AT&T forever, and they still didn't throw me a bone. Blood suckers they are! They're like used car salesmen.
It's really hard to write an entry, when all I really do is work. I could tell you about that, but then you'd wunna strangle yourself too....
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littlemitten:
you know you love nasty hairy sweaty guys mmm.
hahaha i'm good baby how you adoin'?
hahaha i'm good baby how you adoin'?
severus:
Yeah tell us about your work, really.
I'm doing fine fine fine, great music, people, weather, food.. yeah.
I'm doing fine fine fine, great music, people, weather, food.. yeah.
Ahh work sucks, anyone else feel the same way? I dont say this with wanting to be lazy in mind. I just dont like working for the machine anymore. Hopefully getting back into school this September and doing the things I wunna do will be better for me. I never thought there would be a day that I said I wanted to get back into...
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tessabbie:
besides the rain, things are going good. my car died. but that's not really a big deal. but i did win $5 off a scratch it the other day!
tessabbie:
ha.
the pic you have in one of you folders that say everytime you masterbate, god kills a kitten, i have a t-shirt that says that! i love the looks i get!
the pic you have in one of you folders that say everytime you masterbate, god kills a kitten, i have a t-shirt that says that! i love the looks i get!
I have to work tomorrow. Tomorrow being Saturday. What a bunch of Shit! Who's with me?!?!
Also it's my best friends birthday tomorrow.....and is still Saturday-Fuck! I hate work. But you know what I love? Rum, and Long Islands. So thats what I'll be doing Sat night.
Anything exiting going on with you this weekend?
Also it's my best friends birthday tomorrow.....and is still Saturday-Fuck! I hate work. But you know what I love? Rum, and Long Islands. So thats what I'll be doing Sat night.
Anything exiting going on with you this weekend?
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girlrobot:
I'm free from 3pm-11pm most mondays-fridays, so let me know.
severus:
HA HA, yeah it's a messanger program and you can call anyone who have it for free...it's crazy cool. 
So I just walked in the door from my bike ride,...which was lovely. Did I mention it's damn muggy out. I rode about 8 miles or so. Dodging near death with passing by motorists is always exiting. I figure if I keep mostly to the side streets I could avoid wearing the helmet. Now I'm starting to have second thoughts. I think people actually swerve...
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evilwillow:
thanks. 
and put the motherfucking helmet on. you don't want your brains all over some bug-encrusted grill, do you????
and put the motherfucking helmet on. you don't want your brains all over some bug-encrusted grill, do you????
twilight1:
Dude...you're a trooper - Sorry to hear about disgruntled motorists 
... I'm with evilwillow on the helmet thing though, no matter the muggiest of weather.
Indeed, I was born in brooklyn - I've also lived in Queens and Connecticut (which is really just a huge suburb of the city
), about an hour north. And you're right, NYC is incredible... but no matter, I hate the east coast. Fun to visit...not so much fun to live.
I've been in Portland for a little over a month now. Yet it seems no matter how many times I've been asked why I moved here, I still can't seem to come up with a legitimate answer. I missed the west coast terribly, and it just seemed like a good place to be. So far, I haven't been dissapointed yet
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... I'm with evilwillow on the helmet thing though, no matter the muggiest of weather.
Indeed, I was born in brooklyn - I've also lived in Queens and Connecticut (which is really just a huge suburb of the city
), about an hour north. And you're right, NYC is incredible... but no matter, I hate the east coast. Fun to visit...not so much fun to live.
I've been in Portland for a little over a month now. Yet it seems no matter how many times I've been asked why I moved here, I still can't seem to come up with a legitimate answer. I missed the west coast terribly, and it just seemed like a good place to be. So far, I haven't been dissapointed yet
Edited because I can't spell today.
[Edited on Apr 08, 2005 9:01PM]
Yeah so I'm still being lazy and not getting any more pictures of me. I wunna get peoples take on my short hair. I still look in the mirror and forget that it's not black. Really gets me by surprise.
I hope you all like my cool new profile pic. Of course I no longer have the hair, but oh well.
I feel like a...
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I hope you all like my cool new profile pic. Of course I no longer have the hair, but oh well.
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severus:
Nice to be back on your friends list anyway. I need to do something new with my hair too it's a MESS really. Looks like shit. Well, what's up today? I'm trying to get through to the dentist so I can cancell an appointment there but the line is occupied all-the-time. 
I didnt fall asleep before 3 a.m. last night either so I'm tired today, and can't get much done it feels like, it's lame and I hate it.
I didnt fall asleep before 3 a.m. last night either so I'm tired today, and can't get much done it feels like, it's lame and I hate it.
fenix___:
I'm on the cover of sfx this month... I work at cabaret downtown 5th and burnside..
So.......I shaved my head. Not Neo-Nazi like or anything. I just wanted to get the black off for some reason. Wow, I haven't seen my natural color in a long time. I'll take pictures for you all some time. I kinda like it. I can just wake up and go. I think I'll keep is short for awhile.
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severus:
Russian is cool. And I hope you meet someone too, don't worry about it too much I'm sure it's going to happen you know, it just does.
So earlier this month I spent a week on the East coast. My buddy Adam and I had no plans for the week exept we had to be in Philidelphia wednesday night for a hockey game. We flew into Philly Friday night, and promptly left for New York in the morning. If you have never been to NY before, go, now before we lose any...
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severus:
Ehm, I don't know why... maybe because I'm a writer. 
Oh, Atlantic City, that makes me think of a Bruce Springsteen song, duh... whatelse? Nerd I am. Why is it so much old people there? Haha, in one episode of Newlyweds they was there and all Jessica said was "SO MUCH OLD PEOPLE HERE! I DONT THINK YOU CAN COME IN IF YOU ARE UNDER 60!!!"
Oh, Atlantic City, that makes me think of a Bruce Springsteen song, duh... whatelse? Nerd I am. Why is it so much old people there? Haha, in one episode of Newlyweds they was there and all Jessica said was "SO MUCH OLD PEOPLE HERE! I DONT THINK YOU CAN COME IN IF YOU ARE UNDER 60!!!"
severus:
Check my journal again.
It's unfortunate that you have to go somewhere that you consider so beautiful for such a terrible event. As a small consolation, at least they were able to fulfil his last wishes and say goodbye one more time. I'm really sorry.
*gives huge hug*