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I think I'll escape into my imagination for a bit after reading that

Good Morning..since you were one of the other girls Fanny demands become suicide girls in her latest entry,I thought I would drop by and take a peek
I just took a look at your website, and it is absoutely wonderful, all my dreams come true in fact. I'm hopefully starting a lingerie design course in London this fall with hopes of setting up a sexy pant empire or something similar. I wish I had a job that involved swanning about in fancy nipple tassles and all that finery you make! Anyway hello, and you are gorgeous.
love Loulou xoxox

i like it when you are secretive

It's good to read a chirpy entry from you. I still want to fit in one more night at Lady Luck before I go at the end of July...

Awwww, that story is kinda sweet.

headed out to sea tomorrow...wish me luck!!

I have yet to go to TG. I'm probably a bit too tame and timid, if I'm honest.

Good to 'ear you 'ave found ze man...

So what exactly did you wear after all the ripping and how did you get home?!

Cheers!

let there be naughtiness!!!!

i like that.

Those piccies are amazing, you look like such a glamour puss

It is totaly ridiculous aint it?! I just went and got a fuck load of tablets and sprays and eye drops and stuff in the hope that i can bring myself up to health to go to my friends exhibition to night. I had thought that somewhere like bricklane would have NO pollen but i was there lastnight and my eyes where just glowing red! It sucked!
Stoopid allergies.

Hehe. Hope i get similar effects. I dont mind staying home if my mind is gonna space out and entertain me.

uh-oh?

you ok mate?

Hey hey...yet another Friday gone by but this time I had an excuse. I was in Lisbon eating, drinking and carousing, all to glorious excess.

Another rough night at Lady Luck?

Physical or emotional trauma, or a nice mix of both?

You can leave me love any time you want to, sweetness. You're cute! I like your bum...

Hey that pic has really inspired me! You should do moth pasties/nipple covers in really tropical colours!! I'm quite a good drawer i design my own tatt!

Hello darling. I have diabolic PMT and no money, so I'm afraid that I would be no fun at Lady Luck. I wouldn't even make it past the door charge.

I am jobhunting and it's not helping the PMT. I DON'T WANT ANY OF THESE JOBS. But I must, or I will bury myself in debt, and anyway it's no fun being skint all the time.

Someday we shall meet again! If you're up my way we could meet for tea in town, or you could come for a swim in the ladies pond if the sun ever pops it's face through the clouds.

Its a valid point about people get together because they just want someone to be with or whatever.

But I disagree about `you don`t know me` and therefore your interest isn`t `real`. You underestimate the power off `chemistry` and recognising something in someone.

I`m not sure about this guy because he goes on about himself too much but you have to give yourself a chance.

Anyway that`s my 2 pence worth.

1)When was the last time you cried?

I cry all the time. I am proud to be in touch with my emotions and believe myself to be strong by letting them out and admitting i have them. Last time? last night during A series of unfortunate events movie.

2) What possessions that you own have the most sentimental value?

Old gifts from people, a leather pouch, photos, a few other bits. I could live without them though.

3) What place in the world do you feel most peaceful in?

that`s a good question. Cyprus is pretty peaceful, so is Cornwall (on the moores with noone around. There was a stretch of road in London I liked because you could shout and noone could here you. I feel good by mountains or water.

4) What's the most romantic things you hvae done for someone or that someone has done for you?

I once set up a poem treasure hunt for an ex. I was living with a Landlady and my girl used to let herself in and just come up to my room. One day my door was locked and a poem was on the door, directing her to the toilet cabinet, another note and a key, then in the bedroom low music playing, glass of wine and a rose and another note sending her downstairs where she finds another note, a chocolate bar (her favorite). While she was downstairs I made my way from my hiding place back to my bedroom and after a few more notes and small gifts sent her back to the bedroomwhere I was waiting with a necklace.

Turned out she had never finished with her ex boyfriend and had been seeing us both for 6 months.

For my current love, on our first date (we had known each other for a few months first) I visited the restaurant in the day and picked our table, flowers, a walk up the thames, and a cd. I made it very obvious I was interested. All went without a hitch, and here we are 5 years later.

Keep well

Satanic tendencies is all.

I`ve been reading some inspiring spiritual healer shit (a friend gave it to me) and its blowing me away.

amazon link
american amazon, reviews are more detailed

You`ve said there, Kill the things we love, rather than Hurt the people we love, so I am a little confused.

My girl has problems with that, hurting people she loves, namely me. She does it because she is upset already, and in small ways wants to make others unhappy. She could never do this deliberately to a stranger, but its ok with people you love. They should understand and not take it personally. Off course that`s only true 50% of the time.

Misery loves company.



I suppose another reason is to test. Subconsiuosly if my girl is awful and I still love her, then that does two things, reinforce our love, and allow her to feel bad about herself too for being so awful.

I suppose another question could be -

`Why do we feel the need to put ourselves down so much?`

That book by the way starts giving you answers immediately. Give it go, I was so pleasantly suprised.