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Super bummed that I am not in Portland right now. But at least I get to see girlfriend tonight. And tomorrow we are taking the boys to disneyland. Things are looking up!

Went on a date last night with a girl who I've been seeing now for the past few weeks. Last night we shared our first kiss. I'm taking this one slowly. We have so much in common and the things we don't is great! She is also the only person I have ever dated who is in the exact relationship status as I am. It...
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So much to do and so little time. This time tomorrow I will be touching down in Chicago. I went and did a little shopping therapy to get my mind off the trip. Don't get me wrong. I love Chicago. I am just feeling a bit (how else can I put this?) fat and ugly and my anxiety is peaking even with my meds. Seeing...
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9 years. Where does the time go? We change yet we stay the same. Thank you for putting up with my crap for so long. Sometimes the best things in the world are accomplished by taking a chance. A leap of faith. You know everything about me...good and bad and you love me anyway. How did I get so lucky?

I'll shut up and carry on.
The scream becomes a yawn.

I think I'm getting sick...again.

99 problems but a bitch ain't one....oh wait..no she is..she sheds all over the house...fuck me.

Being out last night at bar sinister was a nice way to end the night. Yesterday was a bit stressful with all the other obligations I had earlier in the day. Getting tied up and spanked by Master Feenix is the cherry on top of the sexy sexy sundae.

Who are you?

I had been experiencing some moderate anxiety and depression for a while now. I figured it was the typical things: poor diet, lack of exercise, excessive drinking etc. but then it got worse. Little things would set me off into a panicky, crying mess. I found a lump in my groin area in the right side one day and freaked out. Went to the doctor...
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