i have been trying to update my journal here for weeks....but every time i get through with writing one, i end up hitting some button or the mouse with my some part of my hand and everything disappears....so, i am going to try to be super careful today....and update this fucking journal and get it over with. as usual, i am at work.....it is a...
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hump_a_punk:
Thankz for the commont on my sluty situation. Your life seems to have some problems also. 
That sucks about your car, even though I love them they still upset meat times. Hang in there and enjoy your vacation. 
That sucks about your car, even though I love them they still upset meat times. Hang in there and enjoy your vacation. 
sicmonte:
hey babe.....A JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!! hahahaha. Im not sure at all about your car. That kinda stuff happends all the time...those mystery problems. I hate those. Hope you have fun on your vacation!!!!
OH MY GOD! IT HAPPENED AGAIN!! FUCK!
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sicmonte:
u ok??
hump_a_punk:
What happened? 
i just fucking typed about 6 or 7 paragraphs worth of "blog" and something happened and i lost it all
whats the fucking point?
whats the fucking point?
sicmonte:
hey babe...i wanna read the blog. How you been??
zgrat:
gah! that sucks 
i just wanted my last post to go away.
we went to the salton sea on sunday. it was fucking wonderful
beautiful dead
so dead
everything dead
it was interesting how i felt so alive
we took many pictures but i can never figure out how to get pictures from my digital camera on here. its really annoying
im at work, since this is the...
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we went to the salton sea on sunday. it was fucking wonderful
beautiful dead
so dead
everything dead
it was interesting how i felt so alive
we took many pictures but i can never figure out how to get pictures from my digital camera on here. its really annoying
im at work, since this is the...
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yoshi_____:
Sorry to hear that your car was stolen. I definitely know the feeling. My car was stolen at a bowling alley in broad daylight a few years ago. I felt really violated when i did get it back. I'm sure you can come up with something creative that you can do for his birthday that wouldn't require transportation. you can also try planning out a trip using the goldline or metro. that would be cool to me.
sicmonte:
hey rox...i hope you are doing well.
its after 7 now, and i still havent done everything i need to do to open this place up. the fucked up thing about it is i dont care. i havent put the bagels in the bagel case, or put the table and chairs out or got ice.
i woke up with this fucking awful headache and feeling sick to my stomach.
i dont know...
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i woke up with this fucking awful headache and feeling sick to my stomach.
i dont know...
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sicmonte:
roxie...not sure if this helps...but every guy watches porn. Shit..I had a g/f of over 2 years and I still watched porn....even when she was around I watched it. Im sure you are ok. Your a great girl...garrett is lucky to have you. Keep your head up.
another quickie update..... well, ill try to make it quick
still working six days a week
still going to school 5 of those days
still overwhelmed....and its getting worse.
this week, we found out that we have to move out of our apartment.
our landlords mom had a stroke and he wants to move her into our place. we understand. it just sucks.
thursday morning,...
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still working six days a week
still going to school 5 of those days
still overwhelmed....and its getting worse.
this week, we found out that we have to move out of our apartment.
our landlords mom had a stroke and he wants to move her into our place. we understand. it just sucks.
thursday morning,...
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sicmonte:
how is the apartment search going?? I hope you are all better from your cold. and yes..Biology does suck!!!!
kathleen:
sorry things are hectic /shitty but good to hear from you roxie
(updated photo)
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hi!
quickie update:
working 6 days a week still
going to school 5 days a week now
so fucking overwhelmed
super tired
there have been no drugs or alcohol in my body for a year and a half
my boss is so lucky im reliable
i make a hell of a cup of coffee, but i cant do this forever
quickie update:
working 6 days a week still
going to school 5 days a week now
so fucking overwhelmed
super tired
there have been no drugs or alcohol in my body for a year and a half
my boss is so lucky im reliable
i make a hell of a cup of coffee, but i cant do this forever
sicmonte:
I WANT SOME COFFEE!!!!!!! listen...i cant explain to you in words how proud i am that you have been sober for over a year...that is just awesome. Im so proud of you its silly...lol.
hello!!! so, its been over a month since my last post...sorry. i just hate the fucking internet so much lately. but i do miss this place sometimes. pretty much, when im on the computer, i'm checking my e mail or watching porn ads and previews. yesterday kinda sucked. it was mine and garrett's anniversary....his phone broke and i couldnt get a hold of him for...
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wakesetter:
happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!
roxiekill:
Wow. I'm doing this from my phone. Sweet. Work is boring. I like my new phone
i dont have cancer.
i didnt think i did. but its a relief to know for sure.
anywho, garrett is back and i am oh so happy!!!
except that his ex is in town and keeps calling him and leaving him messages. its not fucking with me too much. but its still fucking with me. a little bit.
and the fact that my mom is...
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i didnt think i did. but its a relief to know for sure.
anywho, garrett is back and i am oh so happy!!!
except that his ex is in town and keeps calling him and leaving him messages. its not fucking with me too much. but its still fucking with me. a little bit.
and the fact that my mom is...
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song:
1. im REALLY glad you don't have cancer
2. if i had a boyfriend and his ex kept calling and he was taking the calls i'd fucking flip my shit
3. cheating is emotional murder, i agree with evey single view you have on it.
4. when friends fall out of touch no matter how much i love them i start to hate them a little bit too - it's totally insulting to vanish without warning on someone - unless you have a fucking brilliant excuse !
5. other then all that i hope you're going well - hey your man's back afterall !
2. if i had a boyfriend and his ex kept calling and he was taking the calls i'd fucking flip my shit
3. cheating is emotional murder, i agree with evey single view you have on it.
4. when friends fall out of touch no matter how much i love them i start to hate them a little bit too - it's totally insulting to vanish without warning on someone - unless you have a fucking brilliant excuse !
5. other then all that i hope you're going well - hey your man's back afterall !
zenlunatic:
happy holidays...... 
my boyfriend is gone from here now.
its weird that i am sad about it, even though i see him every day at home.
so, update?
well, i enrolled in school. i'm working 8 hrs a day now, six days a week, and i love it! even though im tired as fuck. i needed to get busy. i got what i asked for.
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its weird that i am sad about it, even though i see him every day at home.
so, update?
well, i enrolled in school. i'm working 8 hrs a day now, six days a week, and i love it! even though im tired as fuck. i needed to get busy. i got what i asked for.
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song:
huzzah ! for the roxy and her por vag ! happy thanksgiving darlink !
sicmonte:
what did I miss? what happened down there? but on the other hand...more anal...that can be all that bad!! hope all is well.
today was weird.
i was hired at this coffee shop because two people were leaving. now that they're gone, there was me, and two other people i hadn't met yet.
today, my boss fired both of them. apparently, he's been wanting to do that for a while now, but didnt have the balls. he finally got sick of their bullshit and fired both of them....right...
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i was hired at this coffee shop because two people were leaving. now that they're gone, there was me, and two other people i hadn't met yet.
today, my boss fired both of them. apparently, he's been wanting to do that for a while now, but didnt have the balls. he finally got sick of their bullshit and fired both of them....right...
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yoshi_____:
Congradulations! That sounds like it could be a lot of work for just one person to take on though. Hopefully more help will arrive.
yuriel:
grats to ya
hope the day treated you well
hope the day treated you well
Birthday has came and gone.
Spent the day with my love and then he took me to see The Who at the hollywood bowl....it was effing wonderful.
Today, I spent the day with mom. We went shopping, like we usually do for my birthday. Got some new boots and pretty new dressies. Now i'm tired.
The past couple weeks have been insane. Well, for me...
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Spent the day with my love and then he took me to see The Who at the hollywood bowl....it was effing wonderful.
Today, I spent the day with mom. We went shopping, like we usually do for my birthday. Got some new boots and pretty new dressies. Now i'm tired.
The past couple weeks have been insane. Well, for me...
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