rexa

Dear Calgary Flames;
Why, man? Why?
Enjoy the golfing. We'll get 'em next year.
*sigh*
I'm not entirely sure why I care. But it sucks.

fuck you, university. fuck you and your inconvenient class-scheduling that forces me to take an extra year of class instead of graduating with two degrees next april. fuck the fact that i can't go to a GOOD school to get a degree because i have too many credits to transfer. fuck you for only offering stupid shit, even though i was willing to sacrifice my...
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xanippi:

ya i was bitching about this on my xanga. i wish my university would work with my schedule too... i can't work, get bills paid, and go to school.

Apr 27, 2006

Freedom, Fatalism, and the Divine Properties - DONE
Twentieth Century European Philosophy - DONE
Theories of Epistemic Justification - DONE
Classical Political Thought - DONE

That's right baby. all fucking DONE. I'm going to read books for fun. I'm going to do crossword puzzles. I'm going to watch movies and stare at walls and buy lingerie on the internet. I'm going to get tattooed. I'm...
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It's so nice to feel better. Buying new corsets helps. As does knowing that, you know, I'm smart and funny and pretty and if boys can't see that, they're stupid anyhow. So there. You may even say I love myself today.

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rexa:

exactly.

Apr 14, 2006

fast_aire:

happy easter:

Apr 16, 2006

And another thing: if you must crawl all over my friends, please refrain from doing so until I have left the room. This would be preferred infinitely to your current practice, which makes you appear remarkably similar to a junior high school ex who, upon being dumped, necessarily feels the compelling urge to flaunt how much better he can do. May I politely remind you...
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You know, just when you think you've grown out of your junior-high self-mutilation mentality, you realize that all along you've had a terrible tendency toward internal self-mutilation by consistently falling madly for emotional unavailable men who begin by suggesting that they'd really like to be with you, only to suddenly realize that "they're not ready for anything right now", even though you're not after anything...
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brotherofmetal:

Oh dear...
I'm really sorry to hear that things don't seem to be going any better for you. You know when someone you care about is clearly in pain, and your heart just kinda goes out to them, but ultimately you know that nothing you say or do can really make a meaningful difference? Anyways, all I can say is that we're not all bad, all the time, and I hope you feel better soon. I'd suggest swearing off these emotionally unavailable persons, but I'd totally cave by the end of the week. Anyways, take care of yourself, and if you need someone to rant to (I realize I'm probably not the most ideally suited for this task given our past, but I thought I'd do a good friend the courtesy of extending the offer anyways), feel free to get in touch.

Apr 3, 2006

gosharkz:

Internal mutilation- I agree with you. Its not the same for me, but definaetly have done enough of it. oh and about the run on, spelling,grammar content- very true. I agree. Hope things get better.

Apr 9, 2006

If only, if only there was something to say.
*She obliterated everything she kissed*

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yuriel:

that shoudlnt have been so hard.

its celebrity skin.

geesh yuri. get a brain.

Mar 21, 2006

deadsweetheart:

cheer up my dear everythign doesnt ahve to be dismal.

T

Mar 30, 2006

Current State: Self-Inflicted Broken Heart
Who Cares? Exactly.
None of the usual self-destruction is helping. Not even good music or ice cream. Nothing, nothing, nothing. All I can do is stare at the wall, absolutely terrified. It's so exhausting to be so unhappy.

alexstar6:

"What other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart!"
- Nathaniel Hawthorne

"Hope, like the gleaming taper's light,
Adorns and cheers our way;
And still, as darker grows the night,
Emits a lighter ray."
- Oliver Goldsmith

"La coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connait point."*
- Antoine De Saint Exupery

Perhaps... something to think about...

(*The heart has it's reasons which reason does not know at all)

Mar 13, 2006

brotherofmetal:

What he said