What's goin on?
Shit, I'm not kidding.
Strong words fall upon deaf ears
Beauty is shit to the blind.
Crazy, lovely and alone,
But I can't just leave the beef behind.
Late night on a porch
Makes me feel like I'm not even here.
Small minds,
Weak and impressionable.
For the opposite
Who will even come near?
A strong woman
Can only come with her...
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Shit, I'm not kidding.
Strong words fall upon deaf ears
Beauty is shit to the blind.
Crazy, lovely and alone,
But I can't just leave the beef behind.
Late night on a porch
Makes me feel like I'm not even here.
Small minds,
Weak and impressionable.
For the opposite
Who will even come near?
A strong woman
Can only come with her...
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sansseraph:
tonights bad tomorrow maybe?
sansseraph:
sounds good to me hun 
hmmm...
I have felt incredibly ridiculous lately. I don't know.
Drugs are pretty off the wall and they can do a lot to a person. That's something I have always known, but maybe have failed to acknowledge in my own life until recently. I think I need some sober time.
Someone stole/I lost my wallet in my apartment on Saturday night/Sunday morning. In some sort...
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I have felt incredibly ridiculous lately. I don't know.
Drugs are pretty off the wall and they can do a lot to a person. That's something I have always known, but maybe have failed to acknowledge in my own life until recently. I think I need some sober time.
Someone stole/I lost my wallet in my apartment on Saturday night/Sunday morning. In some sort...
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enjoy:
we should be actual people friends instead of just sg virtual friends. because:
i'm on an extended vacation from hallucinogens after my last trip made me start thinking about "time" in this crazy way that i still think about a lot.
also, the things that make me feel better are: Carrie, yoga, gorgeous weather (aka not winter, cause i even like the rain), my good friends, and of course, elliot. he actually went to my college.
have you ever heard "songs from a basement on a hill"? that was his last album before he stabbed his heart. it's amazing. check it out.
finally: (refer to my journal entry for more) i have a really bad problem with burning bridges. i hate most of the people from my highschool, and i've definately cut off most communication from them all. i see them sometimes at social things at my best friend's house when i'm florida, but that's always awkward and uncomfrotable. i do have a handful of reallly great people from that period in my life though, and they're equally as wonderful as the rest of my school is awful.
so, good luck with cutting back, clearing up. bye
i'm on an extended vacation from hallucinogens after my last trip made me start thinking about "time" in this crazy way that i still think about a lot.
also, the things that make me feel better are: Carrie, yoga, gorgeous weather (aka not winter, cause i even like the rain), my good friends, and of course, elliot. he actually went to my college.
have you ever heard "songs from a basement on a hill"? that was his last album before he stabbed his heart. it's amazing. check it out.
finally: (refer to my journal entry for more) i have a really bad problem with burning bridges. i hate most of the people from my highschool, and i've definately cut off most communication from them all. i see them sometimes at social things at my best friend's house when i'm florida, but that's always awkward and uncomfrotable. i do have a handful of reallly great people from that period in my life though, and they're equally as wonderful as the rest of my school is awful.
so, good luck with cutting back, clearing up. bye
funkabella:
I'm going out like a baby,
A niave and unsatisfiable baby,
Grabbing on to whatever's around,
For the soaring high or the crashing down
wow
thats like, i love that!
where are you how are you and things like this, fill me in my sexy little smurf
A niave and unsatisfiable baby,
Grabbing on to whatever's around,
For the soaring high or the crashing down
wow
thats like, i love that!
where are you how are you and things like this, fill me in my sexy little smurf
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l_f:
Thanks! 
(The important is to compete.
)
(The important is to compete.
)
kevykev:
i put you on the guestlist PLUS ONE.
how old ARE you?
i'll vouch.
remember - i might go on at 10:30,
i might go on at 1:30.
we draw straws to determine order.
i'll be there at 10pm (and starting to drink heavily to calm my nerves)
hope to see ya there.
call me if youz got any questions - 404.2567
this message will self destruct in 3... 2... 1...
how old ARE you?
i'll vouch.
remember - i might go on at 10:30,
i might go on at 1:30.
we draw straws to determine order.
i'll be there at 10pm (and starting to drink heavily to calm my nerves)
hope to see ya there.
call me if youz got any questions - 404.2567
this message will self destruct in 3... 2... 1...
For the Record:
New picture... Pirate Ninja Lindsay. You know it's awesome.
Also - I made my first ganga cake tonight - and I am BA-BA-BAKED.
Or something like that.
New picture... Pirate Ninja Lindsay. You know it's awesome.
Also - I made my first ganga cake tonight - and I am BA-BA-BAKED.
Or something like that.
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whens420again:
damn girlie, i' ve sooooooooooo missed hearin' from yer' ass that i just wanted to pop by and say hey....
i hope that you smoked down on 420 and thought uv me, cuz i cant smoke for about 2 more months still, cuz uv rehab...
i'll have been pot free for 9 months by the time i get outta there, but when i do, me an' you are gonna have to exchange #'s and do bong rips together on da phone..
thanks for somewhat stayin' active in my journal, its more than i cant say for most b'sides yuriel's punk ass...
much luv sis, hope to talk with ya soon......
whens
i hope that you smoked down on 420 and thought uv me, cuz i cant smoke for about 2 more months still, cuz uv rehab...
i'll have been pot free for 9 months by the time i get outta there, but when i do, me an' you are gonna have to exchange #'s and do bong rips together on da phone..
thanks for somewhat stayin' active in my journal, its more than i cant say for most b'sides yuriel's punk ass...
much luv sis, hope to talk with ya soon......
whens
funkabella:
John is the singer and guitarist for my brothers band, hes a cutie ultra talented. I mean dont get me wrong i loooooooove drummers but something about his stage presence makes me wana jump him LOL yum he writes good lyrics too love you mama and thanks for the email
ultra talented. I mean dont get me wrong i loooooooove drummers but something about his stage presence makes me wana jump him LOL yum he writes good lyrics too love you mama and thanks for the email To quote a note I just left for Funkabella:
"I understand the mask feeling. I feel really odd/scared/out of it lately. I had an awful day yesterday - I felt like everyone I looked at was frowning at me, and I felt incredibly down.
Today, I feel a little numb - I am trying really hard to slip into the groove of reality and...
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"I understand the mask feeling. I feel really odd/scared/out of it lately. I had an awful day yesterday - I felt like everyone I looked at was frowning at me, and I felt incredibly down.
Today, I feel a little numb - I am trying really hard to slip into the groove of reality and...
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funkabella:
hey my 420 babydoll....everything is gonna be alright. i will burn you some tunes, send me your addy, i'll send ya mine. and they will for surely brighten your day and make you shake your bootie. BRIGHT COLORS i love you lol im all about the bright colors, go big or go home...right? those fests sound cool, i wana go
those fests sound cool, i wana go
funkabella:
wegottajiboo@wowway.com
I really HATE some things people do.
What is it with the using others thing? Everyone fucking has something stolen from them, people get raped, people get used, and it makes me want to rip someone's face off.
But, I AM NOT THAT KIND OF FUCKING PERSON.
I can't express the rage right now.
What is it with the using others thing? Everyone fucking has something stolen from them, people get raped, people get used, and it makes me want to rip someone's face off.
But, I AM NOT THAT KIND OF FUCKING PERSON.
I can't express the rage right now.
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funkabella:
COMFEST? hmmmm dont know it. waist and inseam, and widest part across like hips and belly. colors, etc.
funkabella:
hey smoke-a-licious. yeah i know nothing about comfest, fill me in. maybe i'll go i was down your way for trey, to bad we couldnt have hung out. if you ever ever come up this way you can stay with me and we can hit a show or whatever anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah for the pants time is no biggie. it'll take me like 12 days total to make them. i need how long you want them from your outside hip to where you want them to fall, actual waist, inseam, color choices, are you sure you dont want all patchwork?
and you dont want lace trim do ya?
have a great day!
ang
i was down your way for trey, to bad we couldnt have hung out. if you ever ever come up this way you can stay with me and we can hit a show or whatever anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah for the pants time is no biggie. it'll take me like 12 days total to make them. i need how long you want them from your outside hip to where you want them to fall, actual waist, inseam, color choices, are you sure you dont want all patchwork?
and you dont want lace trim do ya?
have a great day!
ang
tadzi:
i need to trip again...its been too long.
Man...life is fucking crazy.
Spring is incredible.
Spring is incredible.
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geoff_number_12:
Spring? i woke up this morning and it is snowing...Snowing! wtf. I hate ohio weather
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[Edited on Apr 24, 2005 11:54AM]
utsutsu:
Whoa, sorry for the extremely delayed reply... thanks for the comment! seems we share some interests. speaking of which, time to go relax
Redirection of music and school in my life... in T-8 hours.
Gotta sleep - but there is much more to come.
Gotta sleep - but there is much more to come.
enjoy:
ooo what's happening?
In the very near future I will try to write about the crazy tripping madness...but that takes so much thought and work -I want to do it when I actually am feelin' it...
So the horn has yet to be found. Shmrr...I don't even know what to feel about all of THAT. Also - it turns out that Uncle Brooke has his pilot's license. He...
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So the horn has yet to be found. Shmrr...I don't even know what to feel about all of THAT. Also - it turns out that Uncle Brooke has his pilot's license. He...
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mnislahi:
thanks for the bmark comment.. i hate it though.. its too damn big! 
punknitemike:
is there any chance you have an extra ticket for the dresden dolls show? i need one!!!
CRAZINESS:
Friday - Jeremy comes to town, I fuck up my jury. I gave him his necklace and CD and the card before I left to play - and when I came home feeling like a failure - he made me feel so much better...and he showed me what he found when I was gone. He bought ***
We **** around 6 and took the...
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Friday - Jeremy comes to town, I fuck up my jury. I gave him his necklace and CD and the card before I left to play - and when I came home feeling like a failure - he made me feel so much better...and he showed me what he found when I was gone. He bought ***
We **** around 6 and took the...
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enjoy:
hey i totally want to hear about all the most whacked out ideas you had while you were under the psycadellic influence. i'm really sorry to hear about the stressful jury thingy. you'll nail it next time i'm sure.
i also just saw the gorgeous nuggets you posted on sg420 so i know you're at least feeling a little better by now.
update your journal with some experiences, pleeease!
i also just saw the gorgeous nuggets you posted on sg420 so i know you're at least feeling a little better by now.
update your journal with some experiences, pleeease!
sansseraph:
your in my liveing rom right now looking at a treasure map tpe book thing
Lindsay Ciulla = Gigantic failure and waste of time and space.
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collagenrock:
your equatin is incorrect
funkabella:
that state has to be untrue my dear lovelie