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26th birthday today!
I'm getting old

Life went into a tailspin for a while there.
The new love didn't pan out, nor did the one after. It's all very ugh and not anything I want to talk about anymore.
But. Butbutbut.
It's good they didn't. Each time I cried over a boy, I called my ex-fiance turned friend. And now,amazingly, we're trying again.
It's been a year. We've both gotten our...
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My anxiety is running wild and obsessive thoughts are spiking. Driving myself nuts with needless worry. Distracting myself with focused hobbies, the bestie has done her part talking me down (as no one else can,) but can I have some virtual hugs?

Still alive. Just been getting swept away in a very new relationship. I'm sure many of you know what it's like to be all wrapped up with someone new - you barely want to come up for air. But it's so so good so far.
There is bad news tied into this.
My photographer was also my boyfriend at the time, so my next set...
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I'm trying so hard to be active and social on the site lately, but I'm a big ball of fail. So sorry, lovelies. Winter is such a bitch to me. It goes cold and grey, and my head goes funny. It's as if I get greyer, too. No motivation. No energy. No sex drive. Ugh. I like snow, it's beautiful. But all that comes with...
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Why do I feel like i have LESS free time now that I'm unemployed?
It's been an errand-heavy week, I suppose. Running to and fro. Finally requested a new social security card so I can get my ID back to maiden name. Whoo! I hated my married name. Very pretentious, very yuppie....very suited to his family. Next step is my driver's permit, and then the...
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This year I will...

* Exercise more. And not just yoga, but cardio and such, too. Healthy and fit > thin. I want to be up for any adventure.

*Eat healthier. Not a diet, a dietary change. Seriously cut down on soda, sugar, fried foods, and overall junk. If the preservatives can make the food last a year, what's it doing to ME?

*Get my...
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I know I've been absent lately, and I apologize. But great news, I got my requested layoff from the factory, my last day is Thursday! End of seasonal rush for orders, so temps get let go. Normally, I 'd have the seniority to stay on, but I asked to switch out with another temp (who needs the money more) so I can get the hell...
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Just a quick blog, as work has me exhausted (but only one day to go this week yay!)
Wanted to say big big thanks for all the love on my first set. Ya'll are AWESOME! And hello to my new friends, nice to have you here.
Love you all, but I need to veg out, stare at my fish, and pet my attentionwhore cat. <3