Dear You,
I miss you. Your recent visit made it worse. I am aching for that "two months ago" feeling. I know I should walk away. I just keep thinking that the next conversation will make the difference. You have helped me learn so much about myself. You made me feel safe and untouchable, even at my most vulnerable. There is too much in the...
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I miss you. Your recent visit made it worse. I am aching for that "two months ago" feeling. I know I should walk away. I just keep thinking that the next conversation will make the difference. You have helped me learn so much about myself. You made me feel safe and untouchable, even at my most vulnerable. There is too much in the...
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sonicreducr:
I haven't heard anything specific about where people are needed. I was going to pay attention to the local news this weekend and see if I heard anything and head down there and do whatever is needed. I am doubting they will turn any help away.
akirali:
Optimism isn't for idiots hon. It's for people who see and want the good things in life. And you deserve them. I hope you get them 
meanderings...
The First Day of Class
It even smells like back to school. Like pink watered down hand soap and cheap disinfectant. Fresh canvas backpacks and newly sharpened pencils are angled at attention, waiting to strike the page.
My teacher shifted her weight uneasily from one foot to the other. Although she spoke slowly, she tripped over simple words and syllables as if they were...
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The First Day of Class
It even smells like back to school. Like pink watered down hand soap and cheap disinfectant. Fresh canvas backpacks and newly sharpened pencils are angled at attention, waiting to strike the page.
My teacher shifted her weight uneasily from one foot to the other. Although she spoke slowly, she tripped over simple words and syllables as if they were...
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alisa:
oh godno i LOVE yours!!!!!
i'm so blown away by the way that you write and compose a story. i could read more of your journals for sure.
i'm so blown away by the way that you write and compose a story. i could read more of your journals for sure.
alisa:
i feel the same way about my camera. it's like i feel lost whenever i go out without it.
and when i do have it on my hip belt it's like i'm always coming up with all these different projects that i'm working.
and when i do have it on my hip belt it's like i'm always coming up with all these different projects that i'm working.
Yes kiddies, the saucy one is off to class!
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nocontrol:
So, uh... 
buster_hymen:
Hey, package that smile and put in the mail and send it to my address. I need one right now
Sometimes I doubt that the world is ready for my honesty.
I waste so much time accidentally wearing a mask that smiles and says what people close to me want to hear. When I take it off and reveal myself, I am rarely well received.
I am wondering who I am. I have arrived at the conclusion that I am always changing. I am human....
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I waste so much time accidentally wearing a mask that smiles and says what people close to me want to hear. When I take it off and reveal myself, I am rarely well received.
I am wondering who I am. I have arrived at the conclusion that I am always changing. I am human....
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karalynn:
Found these:
murderball - showtimes
Cinema Arts Theatre (703)978-6991 Fairfax, VA 22031
(4:45), 7:40, 9:30.
Landmark Bethesda Row Cinema (301)652-7273 Bethesda, MD 20814
Buy Tickets: 1:40 4:30 7:35 9:35
Landmark E Street Cinema (202)452-7672 Washington, DC 20004
Buy Tickets: 2:20 4:55 7:35 10:05
murderball - showtimes
Cinema Arts Theatre (703)978-6991 Fairfax, VA 22031
(4:45), 7:40, 9:30.
Landmark Bethesda Row Cinema (301)652-7273 Bethesda, MD 20814
Buy Tickets: 1:40 4:30 7:35 9:35
Landmark E Street Cinema (202)452-7672 Washington, DC 20004
Buy Tickets: 2:20 4:55 7:35 10:05
jumpjunkiejoe:
Do I know you? Is there a reason why you left me a comment in my journal as if I'm some sort of caged child who was born last week and who has no concept of the world going on around them? I know that you think you're just being honest or whatever, but when I want you opinon or advice, I'll ask for it. Thanks.
sinus infection+strep= sicky sick girl
more later.
buster_hymen:
Ooooh ouch, it's a wonder you even had the strength to type that shit.
Heal up honey bunny
Heal up honey bunny
In an effort to broaden my extremely narrow horizons, I am begging people to make me a cd of their favorite songs.
I desparately need music because I am really starting to be bored with everything.
I mean everything.
Book and movie suggestions again are welcome. That was extremely helpufl last time. I wish I had the patience to scroll back to that entry from...
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I desparately need music because I am really starting to be bored with everything.
I mean everything.
Book and movie suggestions again are welcome. That was extremely helpufl last time. I wish I had the patience to scroll back to that entry from...
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nocontrol:
Um, wow...I had no idea! 
Sure...why not?! I'm game if you are.
Sure...why not?! I'm game if you are.
dysphunkcional:
lets see.... ive been listening to the marylin manson... lest we forget cd the most lately... and the book im reading now is by Robin Cook... its called Marker. id so go to the museum with u if i was there dude! seriously id drive all the way up there just for that
i hope it gets better dude!
i hope it gets better dude!
Sometimes life is about making yourself feel really good.
I read an entry in someone's journal and it reminded me of that fact.
I am off to change my living room around.
Yes, that would make me feel really good.
I read an entry in someone's journal and it reminded me of that fact.
I am off to change my living room around.
Yes, that would make me feel really good.
dragonflycq:
I think I may be doing the same thing on my day off this week!!!
Are we nerds or is re-arranging furniture really that much fun?
Are we nerds or is re-arranging furniture really that much fun?
Hope everyone is doing well.
I am feeling strangely happy, hopeful, and motivated.
Share some random words that describe how you are feeling.
I started a little writing group with a few of my friends. This is what I wrote today. This is definately a draft. I like where it is going. i fucked up the rhyme scheme, but I don't care. I like it...
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I am feeling strangely happy, hopeful, and motivated.
Share some random words that describe how you are feeling.
I started a little writing group with a few of my friends. This is what I wrote today. This is definately a draft. I like where it is going. i fucked up the rhyme scheme, but I don't care. I like it...
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nocontrol:
Ok, let's.
akirali:
artistic license or not I love your imagery in that piece
I am planning the next tattoo. I am excited already. Who knew the idea of pain could make me so....mmmmm.
*exhale*
Today was great. I got a raise and a compliment from my (usually assholish) boss.
I am still looking for another job. I need a place without ceilings...or at least higher ones.
more later
*exhale*
Today was great. I got a raise and a compliment from my (usually assholish) boss.
I am still looking for another job. I need a place without ceilings...or at least higher ones.
more later
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finch:
i need a new tattoo as well. need one likewoah 
silly money, and not having it.
silly money, and not having it.
dierdre:
I wish i could get tattoos. >.<
I ought to do one set with all the tattoos i really want. I'll take ALL day to draw it all, but it'll look SO good.
And amen to high cielings. god. i'm dying in here.
I ought to do one set with all the tattoos i really want. I'll take ALL day to draw it all, but it'll look SO good.
And amen to high cielings. god. i'm dying in here.
I am excited today.
I hope this feeling lasts. I am motivated.
More later.
yes, I have something up my sleeve
I hope this feeling lasts. I am motivated.
More later.
yes, I have something up my sleeve
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dragonflycq:
Nope. They didn't say.
When I emailed them back about the free membership I asked why & any suggestions. I just got a form letter back that basically said "enjoy the free account & get to know the community".
....but I've been a member for fucking two and a half years...I know the damn community.
And I don't really want to put it up in the hopefulls group. I just don't want a whole bunch of people who think they know everything about pinup photography trying to tell me either shit I already know, or trying to blow smoke up their own asses to make themselves sound smarter. It's not like if I post it they're going to fucking change their minds or something.
It's fucking frustrating.
I'm gonna give it a week or so, and email back and be like "hey, you didn't answer my fucking question."
I'm going to try again...I just have to lose all the weight again that I lost to begin with (shitty summer=want to eat all the time), and work on this costume/plot idea I have. But hey....I have 3 months to do it in b/f I can send in another set.
When I emailed them back about the free membership I asked why & any suggestions. I just got a form letter back that basically said "enjoy the free account & get to know the community".
....but I've been a member for fucking two and a half years...I know the damn community.
And I don't really want to put it up in the hopefulls group. I just don't want a whole bunch of people who think they know everything about pinup photography trying to tell me either shit I already know, or trying to blow smoke up their own asses to make themselves sound smarter. It's not like if I post it they're going to fucking change their minds or something.
It's fucking frustrating.
I'm gonna give it a week or so, and email back and be like "hey, you didn't answer my fucking question."
I'm going to try again...I just have to lose all the weight again that I lost to begin with (shitty summer=want to eat all the time), and work on this costume/plot idea I have. But hey....I have 3 months to do it in b/f I can send in another set.
dragonflycq:
P.S. I love you.