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*grumble* I absolutely hate the rain. hate it. I want the SUN! give me SUNSHINE!!!

Woke up to a suprise package filled with love from a friend Adressed to... "Lady *****..." it made me giggle.

I realised that some of my favco-workers will not get their gifts till after xmas. But that's ok.. something to look forward to for them!

Lots to do today!

Hope...
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...the house is almost too quiet.

I'm unbelievably grumpy. My set was only 2 songs long, but I can't really be mad as I agreed to do it for fun and support.

Regardless, the boys put on a good show.

And now I smell like club. Like spilled liquior, smoke and sweat...

sleep. 8am comes to early.

HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF!!!!

*blasts Bjork*

*dances around*

Anyone in SF area should check out the Calendar and go to the show tonight @ Slims!

New pics uploaded.

Feeling better... had a good night at Stiletto...

However, I don't want to even think about the crowds I will face tomorrow at work...

One Aunt physically assaulted my Mother. Another Aunt is being investigated because she was administering prescribed painkillers to my Grandmother before her illness took a turn for the worse which lead to her death. I went to a service for a 4 year old girl in hopes to be of support to friends and their family. Work is crazy.

I'm broke and I need to...
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Too much... too much going on.

Irritated. They changed my schedule at work without telling me.. and now i have to close, which means I'll be there till 1am. I'm not going to last till 1am...

It has been the crappiest 2 weeks... And I can't even blame it on it being the holiday season... everything is just... crappy.

...just keep swimming...

Did this in photoshop:
http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/art/10716144570.jpg

uploaded a few new...
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When you look into the eyes of the wise and old... when they are tired, lived a full life and fragile, you fear that you may never see them again... But you have a lifetime of memories to keep them alive...

When you look into the eyes of a child, you should never have to have that fear...

My heart goes out...

What a fragile...
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Shoot of my friend went well, here are my 3 favs:

http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/art/10714665240.jpg

http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/art/10714665241.jpg

http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/art/10714665242.jpg

Been trying to keep busy and keeping my mind off the million things going wrong this month. Went out to a movie with my Dad... saw Haunted Mansion... save your $ folks... i mean, it was OK, but that's it... just OK... there were a couple funny parts, but the humor...
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Im doing a shoot today... a friend wants some pics done on his bike... vroom vroom... i was out testing the sunlight and added a pic to my gallery...

It's a photo shooting day! I'm so happy the sun is out! The rain. while it can be nice... just brings me down down down... I love the sun! I'm so much more a summer girl...
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Work is kicking my ass. Did I mention I hate retail durring the Holidays... I think it's a general agreement that everyone should be required to work a holiday season in retail. So they know how those of us stuck with retail work feel. I have lots to rant about, but i'll probably do that in the retail group when I have more time to...
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ksfjdsajljelfa!!!

If you say you need me, and I drop things to show up where you are... don't fucking ignore me. Don't act like nothing is wrong when not but 3 hours ago you were complaining about them toying with you... no.. i drop what i'm doing to go where you are, to comfort you because you ask me to.. and you're there with them......
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