therapy went well. i go back on monday. actually spent some time here at the house today. tossed out half of my makeup collection, it went from being three boxes to just one. i also went through some of the sentimental shit i had been holding on to and trashed most of it. old letters from joe when he was in basic training and shit...
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it's a sure sign that the end is near. i have appointments with a new shrink and a new therapist tomorrow. what is going through my head? a permanent headache, lack of sleep, a sense of impending doom, and a fuck-ton of stress. mmm...stress. while at one point stress and i had a brief but torrid love affair, the honeymoon is now over and i...
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thefreak:
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zarth:
You're better than you think you are.
And I don't say that lightly.
And I don't say that lightly.
it's all fucking kinds of complicated. i feel like i have until the first of december to undo all the shit i've spend such generous amounts of time fucking up. nice. the way i've been living lately is making me physically sick. i have a headache just about every second of every day, i might be running a fever but don't have the desire to...
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rudiecantfail:
Thanks! 
Sorry to hear that you're in the dumps
My sister also has a bad habit of lashing out at people when she's upset at something totally else.
Sorry to hear that you're in the dumps
My sister also has a bad habit of lashing out at people when she's upset at something totally else.
tinyhobo:
gah.. your avatar is so pretty
not for you!
thefreak:
Yuh huh. 
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perspective and boundaries...where the hell have i heard this shit before?
thefreak:
When you tried to touch my bum. 
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minecreeper:
driving school?
this is the longest i have been home in three days. next week will be different, working six days again. haven't been on the computer for more than fifteen minutes in over a week. my cpu fan is busted so it overheats and locks up. suck. it locked up during some good girl squirt porn the other day. made me sad. i have the cover...
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prockgirlscout:
Pretty savvy of you to realize that's why he was asking you those things. He might not have even been aware of it.
thefreak:
Hope you're well.
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-TM
keep on keeping on
tenaciousb:
sometimes you just have to....
oh, to be young and retarded. which i am. very. so here is the score kiddies, i am in love. that's right. i, the emotionally stunted bitch that i am, is in mad love. to be honest it scares the fucking shit out of me. the boy is unbelievably wonderful and i fear that he is honestly too good for me. he treats me right,...
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thefreak:
oh, to be young and retarded.
Sorry, figured you could use a chuckle.
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subnatural:
Thank you for making my life seem relatively sane?
pizza, movies, and possibly booze and sex. this is the life folks.
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d_day:
Possibly booze and sex? Doesn't sound like the life to me.
tinyhobo:
I agree..if you were closer We could have a pizza and booze party
the things i have to do to calm myself down are not the things i should do.
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thefreak:
Everyone should have a margarita and rub one out. What are you talking aboot?
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zetamale:
It's the same for everybody. I myself like to calm down with a glass of scotch, a bit of tv, and then going out and beating the hell out of a random stranger. Every one of those someone would say that they're not the things that I "should" do, but they just help me unwind at the end of the day.
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