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So. Do you prefered projected or reflected light?
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unclepussy:
without projected light you wouldn't have reflected light. right? wait. is that what you meant?
confused
*takes the conversation to the sci-fi group*
prana:
inner light...(?)

Thanks for your message. It's become somewhat of a
defence mechanism over time, the lack of feeling. This just
hasn't been the best of times, but I'm trying to see beyond it.
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Full moon madness. I almost feel better now. I've been much too sad lately. Over foolish things too. Like sentence fragments. Like people who get off on making everyone seem in some way lesser than themselves. Like, oh my gawd!

I wish I wasn't so fat. I've always been chubby but never this bad, and for some reason it won't go away. I lift weights,...
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What the fuck is wrong with people? When did consideration become a dirty word? puke
starvixen:
Oh, ok, got it. smile

Yeah, she was in Terror Firmer. It's a long story, but basically she felt the need to hurt me and make me out to be a bad person in order to make it easier for her to end it. It wasn't exactly a long term or serious thing, but you know, I kinda liked her. I wish we could have stayed friends.

Consideration? Yes, I always expect it from people, and I'm disappointed far too often.
lucky105:
Sometimes I just really hate people. What the fuck is wrong with people? Indeed.
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Would you bother someone who obviously doesn't know you? Who's obviously busy and wants to be left alone? Would you ask a stranger to buy you illegal drugs? When they said no, would you continue to dog their footsteps like a git? Would you then part company with them by offering a cheap insult? Would you like to get your face stomped in by someone...
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radiobastet:
WTF?!?!?!?!?!

People are so stupid because - aw hell, I dunno. This culture we live in now has raised being stupid to the status of coolness. It's hip to be stupid. It's cutting edge to be a moron. There's nothing left, we've done all the other states of being, now it's stupid's turn. Feh. I'll have none of it. puke

I'm getting kind of fed up with this site too. Everything centers on alcohol - I got sooo drunk last night, let's go out and get drunk, did you see how drunk so-and-so was last night, etc. etc. blah blah blah. I took myself off the SGPDX group because no one there seemed interested in any event that was not centered on alcohol. So screw 'em. I don't have time for such nonsense, dammit. mad

Want me to do a binding spell on this Matt moron?? smile
radiobastet:
A binding is a gentler form of a hex, but it doesn't sound like this guy's worth it. He'll get what's coming to him...

You're right about divination working in hindsight. If you walk around all day "looking" for whatever might happen to happen, it's probably not going to happen (a watched pot never boils, etc.). But it's nice to get a "feel" for what's out there and go from there. The trick is to NOT think about it all the time (difficult for me!).

Thanks for the kind words re the other stuff. I don't want my dad to have Alzheimer's. We're going over there on Sept. 13, so will keep everyone posted. As for the alcohol, yeah, I hear you. I don't really like being around drunk people, though, so it might not work for me. My god, what am I doing here???? confused
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I had a good time hanging out with an old friend and getting drunk. It was one of those times when life is worth living, for sure.
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Yum, pizza and movies. Now who to order the pie from and should I go and get a new movie or just watch the old familiar stuff? New movie shopping, yum.

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Turns out I bought three movies: Pecker, Tromeo and Juliet, and Dinner Rush and a pizza from Romio's; a G.A.S.P. sub black olives for the artichoke hearts.

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starvixen:
Ah, Troma films, always entertaining... I haven't seen Tromeo and Juliet, but I did have the pleasure of dating a star of another Troma film. *sad smile*
starvixen:
Oh, you were there? Where were you all sitting? I tried to ask some people if they were the SG people, and I just got an answer along the lines of "We'll be whoever you want us to be." Heh. I was never really sure if they were or not.

But I sang! Nothing especially fun, but maybe next time.
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I ran 1.5 blocks today. Felt pretty good, actually.

A pretty girl is like a melody,

I like my new job, and the old one is still fairly acceptable.

I'm a hopeless romantic, you're a terrible flirt,

Working alot is good for a number of reasons...

You scare me out of my wits when you do that shit, so:

I had a record number of...
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I'm tired.


















No, I mean really tired.

















No, I mean it. More tired than that.





















I love you Becka, kiss
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miss_magenta:
thank you for the birthday wishes! *hugs*
freckle:
it was me, emeris, roxy and dreammaker.

mmmmmmmmmmmm... lemon cake love
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Guess what?!

I have three sutures in my finger now!

The lady who stitched me up thought it odd that I was in absolutely no pain, and that I actually watched as she tried to reverse the damage I did to myself.

If I didn't care too much for the the obvious reasons why it'd have to be done, I'd enjoy seeing someone sew my...
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freckle:
we tried to visit you last night!

it wasn't a total waste... your lemon cake is very nummy.
burnouttherich:
thanks alot! yeah we are happy...hope all is well in seattle....as you can see i changed my name.later....
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Mr. Bungle Rocks. If not for multitudinous reasons then for this one: track eight of the their self-titled album. I really like that track. I really like Mr. Bungle.

That is all.
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freckle:
tongue
vastad:
I respect your answer and I am flattered you told me as much.
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I went to my 'family reunion' this weekend: my uncle Dan is a hell of a lot more fortunate than I am. Really, I admire him a alot. Not because of his huge house on the lake. Or his custom fishing boat. Or the fact that he was seriously thinking about buying a yacht. Or the fact that he could choose to retire pretty much...
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freckle:
there is nothing wrong with just working to support yourself.

it's my dream.
freckle:
i'm pretty much almost better.

i wen thome to my mommies... mommies fix everything smile