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i'm feeling grim today. things are still going well as far as plans and making a record go, but i'm just feeling grey for myself. i'm not used to being alone and it plays tricks on me....i get anxiety about psychic apparitions over which i have no control. i have no idea what's going to happen, but the whole thing is on the line. send...
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chai:
yeah london is always a great experience .. wink nice day too

kiss
libra:
awwwww loads of positive energy coming your way and kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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i get the apartment to myself for a month. i haven't been solitary for quite some time now. i felt strange but really good when i woke up today. dreams were vivid and positive for a change. i went to 'work' and worked on mixing one of our songs and brainstorming about stuff....so many things on my mind at once now, i'm glad that for...
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madeleine:
Awww, thanks! blush

Yes, I must admit - I love moving. Hopefully things will work out well.
libra:
haha i love your picture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i must try that one day

kiss kiss kiss
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the world has gone mad and i'm loving it.

my creative partner and i have been blessed w a budget to finish our album, which has been 2 years in the making. i'm going crazy right now getting mixes together and sorting out all the duties for our producers to work on. the legal stuff is insane but somehow i've ended up with the perfect...
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libra:
oooooooohhhhhhh cool!!
lizzi:
But did you see it before the edit? Total garbage blush but thank you, I'm glad someone understands my ramblings!
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it figures the only sunny day i've seen in 3 weeks and i have to be indoors working.....

hopefully tomorrow will be nice...i have the day off.. shocked
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frolleinsuzy:
I wish you a nice weekend with a lot of sun kiss
bonfirecollapse:
now check this out.

i checked on the dj shadow tour and the closest he is coming is new york. money is kind of thin right now so i won't be able to check him out. but becky and i are going to see tool next month.

also let caro know that we'll do our best to help her out next week when she gets here but money is kind of thin so we'll just have to wait till she gets here and see what we can do. tell her to give me or josh a call. when are you gonna be here? after the 15th we won't be living here anymore. i'll be with becky and j&j are moving back down the other end of sumner ave only this time they'll be on the other side of the street and right across from the entrance to the park.
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lucille:
I imagine she is doing just wonderful these days. yeah. She sure is a sexy beast. wink
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whoa...

so yesterday we had to battle in an all out screaming and shoving match with our room mate's obnoxious boyfriend. this bitch is here all the time, pays nothing, cleans nothing and works for free massaging in our living room. we've been dealing with his never closing, lie spewing mouth for months now and ignoring him hasn't worked. so we ask him to clean...
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frolleinsuzy:
I hate to share my flat with other people than my bfriend. mad
bonfirecollapse:
that sucks. why doesn't mark say anything to him?
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Living the crux of birth and destruction. everything these days is either unbelievably great or on the edge of some black hole. so basically i can't complain, but yeah i totally can...

i cannot wait to leave SF and thats only because i feel in some weird standstill here. life cannot begin, yet. and there is certainly a few hurdles to get through coming up....
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frolleinsuzy:
Sweetie, you are ok? Dont feel sad. I send you good vibes and kisses kiss
bonfirecollapse:
thanks for the Bday wishes from you and caro.

when you are home in sept. we should have a trade. i really need a massage.
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well today was LEO holy day of the CHESS San Francisco experience. this time we ate the sacred manna on a Leo sun w full moon in Aquarius. for the past 4 months we've eaten on every new moon, to cancel out the moon's heavy influence, but this time we wanted the full moon. Leo sun means a fresh proud boldness for everyone, a healthier...
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bowie:
Wow! I love big cats, but zoos always make me kind of sad. I wish I could go see some in the wild and not get my face eaten off.
chai:
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so yeah

i found the perfect throwawy job: neighborhood convenience mart

i found the perfect musical guru: this SF legend Maestro

someone very close to the organization just inherited $12K

so in november i move to LA

and we will finally release the 2 years in waiting CHESS albumCHESS

things are all coming together perfectly! i've never been happier...and this is just the beginning......
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frolleinsuzy:
This sounds great. I cross my fingers for you kiss
satya:
awww thanks!! that was very nice.
i hope you had a good trip, and congrats on moving to l.a.
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a satisfying job is so hard to find these days! especially when you know you're moving in 2 months....i need the money now but lack the passion to go get a paycheck in the mean time. it's hard enough finding a massage job, nevermind one that you will be throwing away in 8 weeks....but still i don't want to go into debt hanging around SF...
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bonfirecollapse:
"Your revolution is over, Mr. Lebowski. Condolences. The bums lost. My advice is to do what your parents did; get a job, sir. The bums will always lose. Do you hear me, Lebowski? "
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i love how circumstances can just switch on a dime and all of a sudden you can see the path clearly. you just have to Be.

i had the overwhelming urge to go to green apple books today after a long walk. i hate shopping and rarely go to stores unless i need something. i was on a quest for some new reading. i'm waiting...
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sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
malloreigh:
I made a very, very active choice to not be stuck in my hometown. *laugh*