poiyzin

Hey guys sorry i havent written in so long... its been so boring lately... my hubyy and i are doing alot better though.. and im almost getting done with my 1st trimester! woot woot! thats about it... i'll write more later!

More of the reflections of a jaded mind...


This morning my son and his wonderful curiosity happened to stumble accross the remote control, however since my son is only 1 he doesn't exactly know how to navigate it, so instead he pressed a random button and put on the "Christian Channel" I guess thats what you call it... now of course he then proceeded to...
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Hey guys I know I haven't written in a while. Shits just been bad over here. I dont really know where I'm going anymore, and I'm not sure if I'm just hormonal because I'm pregnant or everything is really as bad as I'm making it out to be. I just feel like shit. I really fucking hate my job, and where I am right now...
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Hey guys, well I went to the hospital last night, got out of there at about 4 in the morning **rolls eyes**....

**Edit: everything is fine with the baby btw, super healthy pregnancy**

but the plus side is I stopped at Barnes and Nobles first to get a book cause I figured I'd be there for a while. And honeslty although I am a book...
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**HUGE EDIT** OMG I just wrote a HUGE post and my son came up and pressed one button on the keyboard and the whole thing got erased!!!*****

OMG AHHHHH!!!!! Okay **phew** calms down!

Okay so I JUST NOW got back from the hospital after a 5 hour wait! Drum roll please!!!

My hormone levels two days ago were 450..
They wanted them today (cuz they double every two days) to be 900-1000....

THEY WERE 1750!!!! They TRIPLED!!!
WHICH MEEAAAANNNNNSSSSSS>>>>>>>

I could very well be having TWINS!!!!!!! OMFG I KNOW RIGHT?!!??!?!
I am...
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Well, I went to the hospital last night, I thought I was about 5 weeks pregnant so thats what I told my doctor, Apparently (long story short) I'm either not 5 weeks pregnant and everything is fine and the baby is just really small. Or I am 5 weeks pregnant, the hormone levels are too low and I'm slowly lossing the baby. I was there...
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EEEEEHHHH..............

Okay so this the post I have been dreading because I'm not quite sure how I feel about it yet... well here goes...

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yup yup I'm pregnant, I dont know how far along, I dont know what it is obviously all i know...
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It got to a point I couldn't sleep anymore, I had to do something. Everyone around me got worried and they all collectively bought me everything to make one big clusterfuck just so I would be able to sleep. I kept telling my mom and my grandma all along what I needed but no one would listen, they said the dreams had to leave, so...
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well blah blah blah and rotten eggs!!!

I called the dude yesterday, (the one for the job), and nooowww I have to call on Monday, because the fuckhead decided to leave early!!

Yesterday was fun, I had a good birthday, my family is pooling there money together to get me the tags on my car, the registration and my license and insurance, so I'm quite...
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OMG!!!! I'm finally done moving!! Jesus Freaking Christ!! Thank GOOOOOOODDDDD My husband did everything because I was SERIOUSLY not in the mood for a move!! Hee Hee!

Well I'm getting settled in and I'm considering working at a strip club in the area, I went to apply at one and they told me that there might be some girls that are not going to work...
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