today was my last day of work. for a second, i almost cried.
i worked at shuttle for 2 1/2 years. the people were cool. the money was good. there were parties and get togethers. if u look past the bullshit of late, it was an awesome job, possibly the best i've had. i hugged a lot of people bye and got a lot of... Read More
Why did you have to leave? Are they discontinuing?
I also don't work; I saved up this money to move, and I have some now, but I have to keep shouting at myself to not go out for food! I keep having to remind myself- eat out of boxes and cans 'til I've gotten my next employer's handshake. I got pretty used to lunch out every day.
it's 4am and i'm awake.
last night, meaning saturday night, i went to Gallagers ("the gay bar," as Cairo likes to call it) and had a pretty kick ass time. one of our friends was turning 21, so everyone got her good and drunk. we mingled, met new people. there was this absolutely adorable baby dyke there named Tiffany. as soon as i saw her,... Read More
I didn't mean that particular part of Milan's book was a real downer; it's the endings/ way things go in their books that are often a bit, or a lot, that way.
I don't remember Atwood's short story books (Wilderness Tips, Bluebeard's Egg) being too depresso; her poetry was way too harsh, though.
so....
work and life have gotten in the way of me updating in almost a week. sorry bout that. thankfully, i will be done with my job next wednesday, so hopefully my long lulls aways will end.
i bought my mother a computer for christmas. well, actually my mother asked me to buy her a computer for christmas and i said yes, sinking myself about... Read More
sometimes i have these moments when i go completely inward. my body will tense up, my heart will skip a beat and start to pound, and all i want is for nothing and no one to talk to me or touch me. well, at least that is the emotion that is going thru me. i am silently screaming for everything and everyone to get away.... Read More
i bound my wrists today while at work. we all were bored cause everything was covered, so we started messing around/playing with these zip ties we had randomly in the office. on guy was figuring out how to unsip them with a toothpick in his mouth. the other was just twisting it in circles. i first bound my wrists behind my back and, later, in... Read More
so, i had a depressing thanksgiving, follwed by an annoying black friday, but the ickiness was ended by a wonderful time at BOUND last night. i had my first scene, so incredibly hot.
the last time i went, i met this dom named czar peter (fucking sex god hot male). he promised to spank me the next time he saw me. i was not disappointed.... Read More
I would be scared and apprehensive going to BOUND, do want to go, but I'm afraid that some big ass black dude with start slappin me 'round..........if it was with his dick......then maybe...........I've never tried the BDSM thing, might like it, may not as well.......but ill still go with you
tonight was the first snow of the year for us, and a very crazy night at work. crazy, but fun. lots of people doing nothing, and getting paid for it. pizza and cookies. loud talking and very few passengers. oh, and i froliced in the snow a little. all-in-all, a goodnight.
i wrote a poem in my dream last night. it had something to do... Read More
Did you get much snow? We got a very light dust here.
I had to shop today, to buy a cassette-attachment for my CDWalkman to play in my car tapedeck. I then broke down and bought a few Dollar Store items, since I'd broken the taboo.
i went to a party tonight with this cool chic from my work and it was awesome and i just got back so this entry may be a lil less lucid than others so just try to stick with me.
i'm horny and that happens when i get drunk and it's kind of annoying cause i didn't get any tonight. there were all these guys... Read More
What the hell is this BOUND place, would I be interested in going? And why is it that when someone mentions BOUND they do it in caps........omg, I'm doing it......
Where is that place? Ur gonna get some from the dom, and ull be like CURIOSITY SATISFIED........
so, i have solidified my dorkdum by just getting back from a midnight showing of Goblet of Fire, and i QUITE enjoyed it. i will say this, i went to a friday night showing (instead of a thursday night showing, tho i will admit i wore my scarf and tie). surprisingly, there were A LOT of people at this showing. the theatre was completely full,... Read More
i just had the weirdest fucking dream, EVER!
i went to the dentist, it was a chic, and she looked at my teeth, of course. she saw that my back most teeth on either side at top and bottom were bad. so, she had to remove them. and the method she used to remove them: she showed me a device that looked like a knitting... Read More
soooo, i had a fucking awesome time at BOUND n i WILL be going back!!!
my saturday was spent recovering from my friday night, so sunday will be errands and oddness. hmmm, maybe some coldstone.
I also don't work; I saved up this money to move, and I have some now, but I have to keep shouting at myself to not go out for food! I keep having to remind myself- eat out of boxes and cans 'til I've gotten my next employer's handshake. I got pretty used to lunch out every day.