Wednesday Jul 07, 2010

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It's been a while & I know I have no right to ask for help but I am going to anyway.

I'm an actor and 99% of the time I can do it with ease.
I can play anything, any emotion.
I can be funny, ridiculous, terrifying, pathetic.
I KNOW I can do it all except...

Sexy, I can't seem to pull it...
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barekroell:

Now I'm curious... how did it go? What did you do?

lectorvyal:

just think Jessica rabbit wink

Sunday Jun 13, 2010

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Well, the Dr is 99% sure that I have cysts...yes plural.
I have three in one breast and one in the other.
I still have to have a mamo & sonogram & I may have to have one drained (yikes) but he's not worried at all.
He drew pictures of my boobs on his chart which is the first time anyone every drew pictures of...
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panther289:

I have been on and off SG for awhile. Thankfully the medical news is good. One of my aunts just got a clean bill of health from her BC. She came through with flying colours.

Loneliness comes in many forms. I have delt with it for way to long. I wish you the best in finding that which you desire.
Peace, Bryan

realistic67:

Glad to hear your cancer free....get out there and talk to as many people as you can to kill off the loneliness...

Saturday Jun 05, 2010

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OK so here's the deal.

November 2009-my 13 year old daughter thinking she was "cool" left a comment on a youtube video alluding to the fact that there is neglect & abuse in her family. There is not. It was a comment from a 13 year old trying to be cool. trust me it has been dealt with. HOWEVER my sister, a nurse, & my brother...
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nene:

I completely agree with aldremech. Don't put up with it. Stand your ground and take care of yourself.

wyldewolfe:

Tell your mother everything, and I completely agree with aldremech.

Sunday May 30, 2010

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About three months ago my youngest, who is 11, was using my laptop while I was out at work. The "o" key popped off & she panicked. She was under her father's care at the time & because she's terrified of his over reaction to things she used Gorilla Glue to glue the key back on which,of course didn't work but practically ruined...
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king_mob:

Typically nubbins are sold seperately.

dmac:

I don't even know what to say about your kids disrespecting your stuff. That's just a serious bummer. Other than locking things up in a safe, I'm not sure there's much to do other than just keep sending the same message you've always been. I have a friend right now with a 13 year old son who's kind of doing the same thing. I guess just close your eyes and wait until they move out. frown

Wednesday May 26, 2010

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So this 28 year old cute as hell Latino boy who is in one of my classes & hangs around with me & my gf's told me he loved me.
I knew he was crushing on me but a few weeks ago he told me in his broken English that he loves me.
First man in nearly 15 years to day that to me & he's...
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mel13:

I missed you. I am sorry to hear about the lump though; you are strong and beautiful (inside and out).

nene:

I have been there on the still feeling love for someone who doesn't give a shit. It just shows that we are the better person, even if it hurts like hell.
It takes time to feel like yourself again. You are just in mourning, it will pass. Stay strong sweets.

I agree with Mel... you are beautiful inside and out. kiss

Tuesday May 25, 2010

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So I contacted the local health dept & my dr & they both were very helpful & understanding.
I will go to my dr for a prescription for a mammogram & then I'll receive a free one because I qualify.
It's a small bit of comfort as is the fact that the Dr doesn't want to see me until June 11.
He's seen my charts...
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aldremech:

Glad you were able to get things started. And life is still going good lady, keep your head up kisssmile

madviking:

Try to relax until you see the doctor, if its serious they'll find it soon enough.

Monday May 24, 2010

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I'm sitting here staring at my phone dreading what I must do next.
You see, last night I found a lump.
A pretty big lump that wasn't there oh...a week ago.
And for the first time in my life I have no health insurance...nothing.
I'm not sure what to do.
I was told to call my DR but I can...
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wyldewolfe:

hugs

slugworth:

my gosh. i didn't think you'd be coming back and then to hear this news. i sure hope everything is ok. i'd just hate to have that happen to you.

Sunday Jan 31, 2010

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He's a shit but here's the thing...
For four years he was the first thing I though about in the morning & the last thing I thought about before I fell asleep and he still is.
I wish I could just turn it off & make it stop but I can't.
Some hours pass by just fine and some drag so slowly.

I really...
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lilli:

*hearthug*

hentzau:

Having been on the receiving end of your advice, knowing how direct and honest it was, if you turned the mirror on yourself and tried to advise yourself in this case, what do you think you would say?

Excuse the horrible run-on sentence there. And I'm really sorry you have to be going through this. You really do deserve better, darlin.

Thursday Jan 28, 2010

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This past Monday after a particularly GOOD day a friend text me.
She told me that Alex, the man I'd been seeing for the past 4 years, had a profile on Match.com.
The tag line was "I am looking for someone to share my life"

I drove in a furious rage to his house. I wanted to hurt him REALLY hurt him like...
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tunnel_vision:

Time to end the pain and frustration ... just move on to better things in life.

mel13:

He is an asshole. I know just where to bury him; you call me if you need that location, I will bring a shovel.

Tuesday Jan 26, 2010

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I haven't been on here in a long time.
My life is a mess.
I can't seem to make any good decisions.
I can't seem to be enough for anyone but myself and one would think that was good but, really, it's not.

My membership is up next month and I just don't have the strength to renew it.

I...
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mel13:

Please don't stay away.

hentzau:

Sorry to hear that, Pheme. You have my e-mail, if you ever just want to talk. Will miss you around here.

Monday Jan 11, 2010

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So my kids have a crap load of gift certificates and after much delay I agree to take them to the second closest mall.
The older one wanted to go to the Palisades Mall but I wasn't driving an hour to shop, it was bad enough that I had to go shopping I wasn't driving an hour in a Hyundai with two arguing...
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aldremech:

I would have been beaten unconscious for that onesurreal

wyldewolfe:

How long are they grounded for?