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Sorry i missed you honey!

Have a good night

Bugger just missed you again

As i'm back on my factory job tomorrow night i try to stay up late on a Sunday. I'm going to watch some bike racing now! Sorry to miss you. Take care

oh sweetie...I wish I had an answer for you but only YOU know what guy is best for you. and who knows, maybe it's neither of them!! maybe somebody else is out there. it's just a choice you have to make..go with your gut feeling.

same thing with your grandfather. I mean..I dont remember my grandpa or my g'grandpa..and I wish I did. but sounds like your situation is different. you said they appologized for what they did..not that it makes it any less painful but..why dont you think you could have him in your life again.

I guess my way of thinking is...he's old. he'll probably die soon..and why beat yourself up for years to come saying "i should've helped him" when you can do it now and who knows, maybe have a couple nicer memories of him once he's gone.

on the other hand..maybe you should just sit tight and see who else steps up. you cant do everything ya know..and you just got into a new place,ect...it wouldnt be horrible of you to say you just cant do anything right now.

have a good weekend!

oh and I dont think I can get the 12th off work.

Damn that's a tough one.

I think guilt and anger tend to go hand in hand, and if you are doing something out of guilt you may find yourself alternating between the two states. I see this in people a lot (and have experienced it myself).

It is much better if you can do something from a genuine position of LOVE. (In a perfect world this would be possible).

In my experience, the more I do to take care of my father, the less appreciative (and more abusive) he becomes. Nothing personal, just doctors giving out huge dosages of steroids and not doing any followup (arrrg!!!).

They say ethics is the most challenging branch of philosophy. That is, of course, assuming that is exists at all.

yeah, i just have been busy!

Have you tried maps.google.com....it is phenomenal...I even found Groom Lake in Area 51 with it!

I know, it is very sad. My sister works in labor and delivery, and though she sees a lot of good things, seeing the babies with diseases and such is very hard for her, as it would be for anyone.

I haven't decided. I always change my mind. There is so much hidden drama to it.

I'm going to Chicago this weekend to hang out with some the SG crew out there.

Acording to the quiz this is who I am.

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I found a room to rent in one of Ann Arbor's nicest neighborhoods. The lady who owns the house lives in New York, and the lady who showed me around has been renting the house for the past several years. There's another housemate (a guy from England) and then me. We're looking for a fourth, which would mean lower rent.

YES..hungry howies is good. if its the one up the road, thats where our friend works..

I'll call you saturday afternoon . probabyl around 3, thats when he goes to work.

Hows your move going? Are settled in yet?

moving is a giant assfuck. ugh.

well dave has to be to work by 2pm so. I'll be up and around anytime after that. just give me a call anytime between then and night. hehe. whatever works for you.

yeah? you had fun? even though the movies sucked. AGAIN! haha. glad you had fun, I did too. seems like we can talk for hours!

Geez hope something's happened by now....

what about something old?

or something blue?

what are the other ones? hmmm

i found a flat too, it's house finding month wooohooo

good continued luck on the apartment hunting. I hope it goes well.

The apartment you described sounds nice!

Haven't talked to you in a bit, have been busy, saw your IM. Hope everything is going ok with you now!