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Well had a great weekend and then some news has really pissed me off. Will be alright though.

Second round of cutting people from my list is done.

Much love kiss
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twistedone:
wow, thankfully I'm still around. hope everything is ok. *smooch*
van_goghs_ear:
bad news always sucks frown buy hey as long as you bounce back thats all that matters. i hope all is well with you now!!! smile kiss smile kiss
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snowballinhell:
You're so welcome kiss Sorry it wasn't a letter but I've been so busy crazy with work that I haven't had the chance to sit down and do any proper letters recently frown I aim to rectify that when I have next Friday off biggrin I shall spend the day doing heaps of letters kiss

Hey, I'll send you a postcard from London when I go if you want?

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
snowballinhell:
No problem kiss

I'll probably put up a thread the week before I go to see who else wants one, but I'll mark you down as a YES now! biggrin

Thank you sweetie kiss

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
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Alright well proper update soon..

BUT ON A MORE IMPORTANT NOTE!!!

Go please check out one of my closest friend's pages....Hyperboy. He is participating in a walk to cure Autisim. I know that money is not something that all of us have a lot of but every penny helps. Please open your hearts and donate...It goes for a great cause biggrin

Ok well I...
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brokenhouse:
at least joss whedon had the good sense to finish buffy and angel before it became a tired and boring concept wink kiss kiss
brokenhouse:
catch me if you can.. it was on the movie channel.. it's very good smile

so i'm off for a hot bath.. and hopefully an early night.

sg is behaving really strangely for me tonight.. it's like slower than dial up when it loads a screen (i have broadband so you can imagine how irritating it is)
i've tried surfing and it's only sg behaving badly.. is it the same for you..? kiss kiss
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Good song... Right Here by Staind

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?

[Chorus]
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right...
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brokenhouse:
i think i'm gonna give up.. for tonight at least tongue

i'm off to bed sweetie.. glad you had a fun weekend.

sweet dreams.. speak soon kiss kiss kiss
brokenhouse:
ha ha... catch you off guard when you think i've gone to bed. you gotta play dirty in war mad







nighty night sweetie kiss kiss kiss
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Ok so you ask what is new with me? Not a damn thing. Just been working and spending time with some friends. Have birthday plans already in the works biggrin

Work sucks as usual. One of our older patients died a few days ago from his long battle with Cancer. Damn this shit always happens in three.... frown I wish that rule never was true, but always...
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mneylu:
thanks...
no i havent... they are taking their sweet time
thanks for the good luck.. i think it helped.. for real. I had some confidence boost come out of nowhere during the thing and i did okay. biggrin
lastbadger:
Wow, Roxette? I'd almost totally forgotten about them. I know your thinking "but how is that possible?" yet here we are. I'm sorry about the loss of a patient, are you at a home or one of the hospitals? I hope you have an absolutly magical weekend. Its in the air these nights you know?
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Ok some changes need to be made.....

So I want some suggestions from you all that read my journal.

What color should I dye my hair or keep it the same?

What should my new screen name be?

Should I cut my hair or should I let it grow long?

Now come on folks, I know everyone will have an opinion on this.

Love to...
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_sarah_:
Deep, rich red with gold tints (not chunks or highlights...subtle tints)

Keep this name. I like it. It fits your picture.

Long smile
syh:
She just might. shocked
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Warning\

This is going to be an emotional journal entry and it is not intended to get pitty or anything like that so please don't. This is the most revealing journal entry for me but I just have so much bottled up right now that I just can't think straight.

Have you all ever had so much emotion in you that your airway consticts and...
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spellbinder:
One of my best firend's child died 4 months ago. Only 15 months old and he had to have him on a DNR order. His ashes are somewhere within the Deleware River. i couldn't begin to imagine his pain just i can't begin to imagine yours.

i've grown calous to pain yet it still consumes me all the same. All i've learned to do now is move on as if nothing's wrong.

i'm not saying you'll grow numb or anything like that, but to be truely honest here i can now see you in a different light. i look up to you for choosing what you do and what you have to deal with.

Because for all i'm worth i don't think i could pull it off. You're an inspiration to me. i should be the one thanking you.
van_goghs_ear:
i really wish you the best in what is a hugely difficult struggle you're going though. i'm not sure if you're relgious or place faith in anything, but if you do just pray for some solace. what you're doing though is really something special, not everyone(well really almost no one) could do what you do. just the fact that you do it at all shows your emotional and mental strength. try to stay as strong as you possibly can, you'll be in my thoughts.
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Ok first round of people are gone....I feel much better.

I am not a good person to talk to right now. I have so much going on in my head that I can't really think straight and I have to focus on work.

To all I have made mad or sad, I am sorry. Wasn't my intention. Have a good weekend.

I think I just...
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panthro:
hey, you forgot the salt to rub in my freshly opened wounds! tongue

3 days into the 6 day work week! good luck!
cheech:
Wow, MI State, huh? I always preferred Michigan. tongue

Well, until a few years back... I just stick to my Maryland Terps! TESTUDO!


I understood how shitty you must've felt. I just, dunno, think you should feel proud of your profession, but change it if it's too nervewracking and sad.
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People suck ass.....enough said.

If you want to remain on my friend's list...tell me. Other wise when this week is over with...you all are getting deleted.

***UPDATE***

I was going to write a long entry about what I was feeling. I decided not to. It isn't worth it. I just hope you all have a good week.

No matter if I am being a bitch...
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cdt21:
That was the loveliest thing you wrote in my journal.

thank you kiss kiss kiss kiss
cdt21:
I just testimonialisated you again - that's $20 you owe me wink biggrin
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Here is a song that I can't get out of my head lately. It is "Only One" by Yellowcard.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I...
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brokenhouse:
kiss kiss kiss
hyperboy:
thanks!

Btw, I like your current profile pic. Have I said that previously? Hmm, well... anyhow, I hope things are going better for you today then they have been. I know, after talking to you, and seeing some of your posts, that the kids can get you down!

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Thanks for all your truths...that was great.

Things are absolutely beautiful right now, except that I have been working my ass off. No fun time.

Anyway I will have a proper update next time. I am just so squeazed for time right now.

Have a great weekend everyone kiss Much love kiss
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rowan:
Thank you for your comments on my set, sweet one. blush

xoxo
~Ro
osoesoteric:
ThanX biggrin