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he held on for a minuate...

i slighty binged yesterday, but there wasn't much variety of food in the house so i ate peanut butter, than his mom came home with food i wanted and i ate more than i should of, i've been sick the past couple of days my sore throat is worse, my glands are swollen, my face is puffy, and my...
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i killed his hold over me....

i took a hammer to my scale today, chris even videoed it. it was fun, i'm free-er

.... and i'm winning this battle and soon i'll win the war.

cigs vs mia

he killed me she held me while forcing my death to continue....

so i need to replace my ed with something to i choose smoking mostly b/c i'm not addicted to cigarettes. when i feel mia has left i will stop smoking easy as pie...i hope....

"don't let them see u cry, we are the vikings" ~white oleander

i want it so bad i'm ok with death

my throat constantly feels like it's cut up and bleeding, my teeth are always in pain, my stomach has been upset, i've been getting frequent headaches, i'm always tired, and always sad....al because on my bulimia but i want it so bad i dont care if i die, it scares me. i almost lost chris because...
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rip hermie

my beloved hermit crab

i went to play with hermie today and he was dead.... i burried him with chris

he was my little baby

stop witchcraft supression bill, just because its not here doesn't mean it cant happen

petition

read more dAPagan's journal

so yeasterday was interesting, i went to work n about 4 hours in i ended up on the floor in pain, turns out i was dehydrated of course first the er thought i had a cyst, which i also thought, but no i was dyhrated which we started to figure out when the pain slowly went away when they put a saline iv in me,...
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i'm going to being taking some online courses in psychology to become a child psych n maybe even go into art therapy - yes i know i thought about doing this b4 n desided against it - n yes i know i dropped out of reignbow b/c i wasn't happy - but i think this will be better since it'll be on my time -...
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do a little dance make a little love get down to night

its our 1 year annivarsary i'm soooooo happy!!! i love him so much

"only the good die young"
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Shane, only 19

my friend died last night, just dropped, they're gonna do an outopsy, we figure he overdosed, hopefully were wrong...

well last night was interesting, i hit my head on this wall that comes down from the ceiling but doesn't meet the floor n had to go to the ER b/c i had a very mild concussion, my job basically told me to go fuck myself last night b/c 1st they didn't want to even send me home then they told me to not bother...
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