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Life sucks. That is all.

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almost_missed:
Happy vibes coming your way babe! Hope you feel better :D
shema:
Yes it does. At least most of the time. Hope whatever's bother you, dies.
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Well, not too much has been going on since 2014 has started. I started the New Year by hanging in bed with my man and finishing the first season of American Horror Story. It was pretty good. :)

Then 5 days later I lost my job. Being seasonal totally sucks, but they loved me so they are advising me to bug the crap out of...
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lord_renob:
Happy belated birthday!
skye_:
happy belated birthday. Can't wait to see your set, the teal hair suits you so much!
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I got a job! :):):) I had an interview at TopShop and I got the call back today. The best part....I get to keep my teal hair! I'm so freaking happy about that. It's not even funny. I'm so relieved that I found something!

I'm enjoying life a lot right now, despite all of the crap that I'm dealing with. Vegas is great simply because...
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effy:
So awesome you're in Vegas now! I travel there quite a bit so hope to meet you soon!
pax_:
@catt_ That would be lovely! Let me know when you're coming and we'll definitely meet up! :)
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Why is it when things finally start looking up for me someone has to waltz into my life and fuck it all up?

Because of my latest set of psychotic roommates I had to move to Las Vegas. Don't get me wrong, I love Vegas. But things were finally heading in the right direction for me and now I have to start all over....again. It's...
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jeanbean:
I hope things get better soon. Hugs
scotchnseawater:
head down, chin up!
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Ahhh! I've got so much going on I have had no time to write about anything!

Went to the SuicideGirls Blackheart Burlesque show in West Hollywood! It was so freaking incredible! Got a couple of blurry pics and videos. :)

It was soooooooo much fun! And I fell madly in love with @priddy!

I also got to have dinner with a bunch of awesome babes
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arroia:
Damn, I wish I could see the Burlesque show. I bet it's as amazing as everyone says it is. Doubt they'll ever come to SA, though. *sulks*

Aw, how come the kitty can't come with. I bet that's heartbreaking for you. :(
pax_:
@arroia Because I moved in with a friend who has 3 cat hating puppies. :(
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What does it take to touch a soul? Why do our vices blunt our sensitivity? When did humanity become blind to beauty? How do you keep from becoming jaded?

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bagobolts:
Your second question and your first work together. It does not take much to touch a soul it just depends on how sensitivity you are. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, what might be beautiful to you may not be beautiful to the next person
chefexcellence:
Before someone can touch a soul another person needs to lay theirs bare and open which many people are reluctant to do. You cannot generalize when it comes to humanity as everyone is different and as varying as ones idea of beauty. Only those who want to become jaded truly do become so, and such barriers are difficult for anyone to overcome. 
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quiet

dark

faint light filtering through the blinds

breathing

brush of fingertips against my hip

lips and tongue

whispers of flesh against flesh

needs unmet

cloth drifting to the floor

fingertips pressing

urgent

quickening breath

small gasps

teeth

panting

heat

full contact

confusion of limbs

pressing pressing

pushing

please please please

frantic motion

faster faster don't stop

pain and pleasure as one

ripping tearing

don't...
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arroia:
Those are some sexy thoughts. ;)
pax_:
@arroia it was a sexy kind of night
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So I was scrolling through the site yesterday and what did I find on the FP? My own words staring back at me! It was pretty cool. :)

The love on my set continues, so I thought I share a couple of fun facts about it.

1) I shot it 4 days after my first set. It tickles me pink when people comment on all...
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bagobolts:
Loved the set, and love the quote
hemi:
Awesome.  That's so cool your blog was on fp!
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Oh my goodness! The outpouring of love for my new set is completely overwhelming! Thank you guys so much! It wouldn't have been the same without the incredible @milloux helping me! She did my hair and make up, as well as coaching me, shooting and editing the set, so head over to her page to tell her what an awesome job she did! It was...
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pax_:
@memorandom Thanks! The site gets easier with practice. :)
bagobolts:
The set looks great! Mad Love. Hope you have fun working at the shop
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Okay! Let's try this one more time!

I'm excited to see what happens with the new site. I'm hoping for the articles to come back and for it to be a little more PC friendly than it is now.

I started a new job! I now work a tiny boutique, so of course they are working me to death. Hopefully, things will level out before...
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prune:
You are very cute ! <3
pascipio:
Great set.  You are gorgeous!