paintedbat

i'm back.

things were (or are) fucked up for me.
i'm not going to talk about.
but i'm alive.
i pray things can only get better.
i'm my own worst enemy.

but i'm back...and i missed you.

i have to move again. don't live with 8 other people. sure rent is uber cheap, but roommates are assholes.


the plus side: i think apartment hunting is fun.

word. been a while sine i have updated it seems.

my trip to the montreal tattoo convention was lots of fun.
i wasn't able to get tattooed by kim saigh, but i didn't manage to get work done that i am very happy about. so i am going to throw in a bunch of pictures to make this a fun blog to read.

but before...
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I have booked a hotel in Montreal for the tattoo convention that is going down in a month. I love booking with Hotwire. I have used them a bunch of times and HIGHLY recommend them. I'm paying $89 a night for a normally $120 a night room. Now i just have to figure out how i'm going to get there. I've been looking at...
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ok i have lots to share so i am going to make fancy bold headlines for each part of this breaking news.

i quit my job
7 years of retail is enough to break a persons will to live. The last handful of months i was finding it really hard to go to work. when i had early morning shifts i didn't want to get...
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being MIA when you don't want to be blows.
my life right now is fucking fantastic. I'm living in my new place and i really couldn't ask for anything better. I'm living with these really gnarly dudes I've been getting tattooed almost weekly and i might have found my sould mate. i just finished dying his hair.
I'm at a really high point in my...
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So i got that apartment that i went to see. Yeah it's awesome. I can pretty much walk to everywhere i like being. it's right across this huge park which will be great for the summer. My room is at the back of the house and i have my own door to come and go as i please. i love toronto.

i think i am...
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so i'm apartment hunting. i can't afford my place on my own and i was planning on getting a place with my best friend, but she just got laid off and can't afford to move if she has no job. BALLS. so i've been looking online and i am going to go see a place tomorrow night that is located at BATHURST and DUNDAS which...
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So when it rains, it pours.

I spent the better part of the weekend at the hospital. i woke up Friday morning with really bad 'cramps'. this is a really long story that might go back as far as a year. but i'm going to skip all the fun details. it turns out i have an ovarian cyst. it's about the size of a grape....
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I have been MIA.
I'm sorry.

Things are confusing and heavy right now. I'm trying to figure everything out and hope i am not making a huge mistake. i'm worried i'm losing my best friend and i have no one to blame but myself. My apartment is a clutter of boxes and memories. He was the best thing. i'm a monster.

even though it was...
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