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This will be the last journal entre that i do in a long while. if seems that i will be leaving sooner than i thought, tomorrow night. again it has been a blast, i have enjoyed each and every one of you, good and bad. you guys have made my pathetic little life somewhat manageable. my email is outlawtrick@email.com or outlawtrick@yahoo.com ill do my best...
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smuffy:
Haha what the...? You're not even here yet you get 4 pages of comments...wink
smuffy:
you're supposed to be back! shocked

where are you?

miao!!
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this coming thrusday (feb. 12) ill be leaving for a while, well a long while about 8 months give or take a month. so i wont have much time to be online, ill do my best but i cant make any promises. its been a blast but there is stuff going on in my life that has to be taken care of, or should i...
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vader_____:
if you leave how am I gonna laugh my ass off on da boards, square it away- then get your ass back to the site-that is an order -- good luck!
smuffy:
after looking at your pics i would be more then willing to kill all your pain

It was rather nice reading this comment first thing in the morning. How are you today?
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pretty much got out of work all day today. went to work, feel asleep in someone else's truck. around 7am got woken up by my cell phone vibrating my nipple. it was one of my coworkers asking if i wanted to go to vegas to drop some dude off at the airport, so i did. i stopped and kicked it with a buddy for a...
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devastator:
what exactly do you do? besides being a robotic ninja and all...
devastator:
oh, saw the pictures. i especially like the "giving skull". ahhh. so nice.

you have pretty eyes.
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kinda a gray day. i was in a pretty much of a 'fuck you' mood all day, and yet i couldnt put down my nat king cole records. kinda contradicting, but hey so is life.

i found myself drifting off into day dreams a lot today. mostly about meeting that 'perfect girl'. you know the dream that everyone has, or has had. where she makes...
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smuffy:
TiVo is a digital recording device. It's the best thing that ever happened to my TV life. LOL. I originally bought it while I was in law school and I had a really fukked up schedule where I ended up taking day and night courses. So I was stuck in school and working in between all day. I would get home around 11 pm or so most nights. Anyway, I was sick of missing Friends and I couldn't be arsed to set up a VCR so my bf suggested I buy a TiVo. Being the impulsive shopper that I am I immediately went out to buy one. I haven't missed Friends or any other show that I love ever since. It may be silly but it makes me happy.

So you don't have a girlfriend? That's a surprise. But you are young anyway. At your age I was still a virgin. Now I'm in a 6 year relationship and I'm at the point where I long for the days when I was single again. Take advantage of the fact that you are still single. I'm not trying to sound like a cynic but being single has its advantages too.

kiss
thursday:
remove head from ass.
even if you find that, it only lasts for a month or two and then you're stuck with the former-dream girl who just gets on your nerves now.
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i got unbelievable drunk saturday night. i usually just have a few beers to the point that im buzzed and thats it, but i went all out saturday. myself and a couple of my friends, friends went a mission. one team went to go buy the booze the, another went to go buy the food, and the other went to home depot, to buy the...
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tracyramone:
man i havent done a beer bong in YEARS! nice one!
devastator:
haha. that's quite an interesting night. go figure.

san diego == much more interesting than oklahoma?

i hope this weekend is even more fun!
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another day of getting out of work, cannt get out of all of it but still for the most part i work to much anyways. in about 8 months or so im going to start flying to all kinds of place for find out where i want to set up me* barbiggrin, and possible live for a long period of time. im stick of...
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lysistrata:
ani.. rocks... smile
lucky105:
Thank you for the kind words. kiss

And remember that you're only as young as you feel! So try not to feel so old! wink
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im playing hooky from work...shhhhhh

one more year, and ill have a house and enough money to start up the jazz/piano bar ive been dreaming about for so many years.

sit back and relax for a minute in my life. im not really sure where i want to open it up though, im thinking new york, new orleans, or toronto.

maybe get a life for...
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dragonchylde:
yesh playing hooky is very fun..and good luck on the club that would be so cool! Don't ever give up on your dreams that for damn sure!
tracyramone:
you bad boy! bring your piano bar to nyc -i need a new hangout!
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got myself out of work for most of the day. biggrin went to go get something to eat instead and get some coffee.smile

i need a change in professions badly i cant take this life anymore, i got a few offers for modeling but i dont think it would work for me, ill just end up feeling used and unsatisfied.

i need to start dating again,...
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koleeta:
I'm kinda worried that when things do finally pass and I look back I'll realize I haven't done anything really great, and what's life without greatness? Maybe I should just give up on goals? that would probably make things a lot easier.heh.

oh and joss is right, she IS a dork. tee hee.
lucky105:
Would you dislike modeling more than your current job? Maybe modeling could just be a temporary thing while you search for other things to do?
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got back around 4 or 6 or something today, im beginning to lose track of time these days. should be back for at least the whole week. this past week sucked balls, i worked the whole time, and slept about 2 hours a night or whatever i could slip into the day,

kinda got screwed doing this new intel shit. its alright, kinda feel like...
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freakpirate:
I am many things in regard to the situation. Thankful is certainly not one of them.

dravenraine:
hehheeh yes, yes you are kiss
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have to go back to work tomorrow morning, frown going out of town for about 7 days, doing nothing but pure workpuke ....i hate life. im not even going to have time to pop online or talk on the phone much. the only real time im going to have off, is most likely to sleep for a few hours.

im in another one of those moods...
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dejajeva:
Hi hi! I need your email address if you feel comfortable giving it to me!!!
dravenraine:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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im getting the weekend off, im so freaking happy, im going to sleep the whole time. biggrin biggrin
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siamesekitty:
how come you don't like radical cheerleader? tell me why? just wanted to know your opinion.
rskapcat74529:
Aww...I saw the pic of you in glasses. You have the prettiest eyes!
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[current events]i got really stupid last night,somefriends wereover drinkingand i almost got in a fight with like 8 guys with just me and this other dude. i'm not really sure why we were going to fight though,luckily my friends got back from buying more beer before i got my ass jumped.

been working to much and im not getting any real time off. i...
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rskapcat74529:
Your poor mind...not even imaginary sex? Weird.

The friends that keep you from getting into a fight are the best kind of friends.
freakpirate:
My friends and I almost got gang beaten once. It was not cool. Drunk skinheads are mean people sometimes.