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Do not go after the past,
Nor lose yourself in the future.
For the past no longer exists,
And the future is not yet here.
By looking deeply at things just as they are,
In this moment, here and now,
The seeker lives calmly and freely.
You should be attentive today,
For waiting until tomorrow is too late.
Death can come and take us by...
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sunfeather:
This has always been my biggest problem.
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I'm finished reading about the Resplendent Crane. I'm starting a Kindred of the East game with friends and that's my dharma. I think you can now definately categorize me as a geek. robot

I still didn't receive any news from school and I'm starting to worry. confused

Now that my man and me are at the same state of credit card trouble we met a bet on...
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paintedbat:
hey thanks for the random comment!!

hahahanad I hope you win the bet too!
sunfeather:
'you cannot live on 80$, wine and love. Don't believe the dream marchands.'

I like this, thank you.
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Does 'winning' on credit card debt mean the first one to pay it off or the first one to have items repossessed?
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I don't understand the first two sentences of your journal so, yeah, I guess that makes you a geek!
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However, I like the phrase 'that's my dharma'.
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Time for a real update. smile

Everything is going pretty fine right now. I was very depressed these past weeks, I think I should speak to a doctor. My depressions starts when I ovulate and ends when my period begins, well, that's depressing. And of course, when my period begins, my boy starts his depression biggrin Just joking.

Still, every month I think about suicide, even though...
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llamapuppet:
Sounds like you have a clear understanding that depression is something you can manage - and it's not anyone's fault. Get the doctor to turn the volume down on it a little.
sunfeather:
'supersize your lovehandles' is a very fine phrase indeed!
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I love the smell of bakeries, especially French ones (we don't really have proper bakeries in Britain any more), but I have occasionally wondered whether you would get sick of it if you worked there all the time...

Do you have to start work at, like, 5am?
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Dusty is gone frown frown frown
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alottanada:
hi honey...i'm in new orleans right now doing relief work...

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goblintcat:
You too young lady! kiss

Actually a house for a serial killer would probably be a great conversation starter...assuming he didn't do the killing IN the house frown
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Today, I don't work. smile Horray for me. I love my work but two free days by week is what is necessary to keep me mentally sane (if that's possible). wink

All my friends are back to school, except for those who finished in May. It's interesting to see half of my friends who have finished schools and the other half still looking to find their way....
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sunfeather:
So you said Yamakasi was a French group, but does it originate in Japan?
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big gender differences in astrology - not sure about that, i haven't especially noticed, but maybe I haven't been looking!
tongue

You would be a Leo then? How do you get along with your sister, another fire sign? I'm guessing pretty well, apart from the occasional really violent argument!
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againstmebomb:
Thanks
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I've just found a path that looks interesting, I'll walk it for a while see where it conducts me.

See you all next week.

And here's Otsu leaving the building to go enjoy a little pre-fall walk. smile
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niobe:
Enjoy your new found path! smile
goblintcat:
Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you!!!

You rock! love

That is absolutely going up over my desk at work. That'll cheer me up when everyone goes crazy!

And of course I'll think of you each time I see it too! love
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Oh, yes, I can feel it, it's just there not too far away: autumn!!! love love love

Oh, yeah baby, the good temperature, the rain, the light air to breathe, the wonderful colors, the cool nights and the Halloween partys are just around the corner.

I made my autumn cleaning today. The dryer worked all day and I had things drying all over the place. But now, I'm...
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karnivale:
The fall is the most beautiful time of the year. The temperatures are great as well. It's been so bloody warm lately that I can't wait until for the colder temperatures to kick in. robot
digipunk:
Autumn is great. Not to hot not to cold. smile
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I've been thinking about love a lot lately.
Feel like sharing your thoughts??

I want to update but I've got nothing interesting to write about. I'm much of a listener not a talker. For me, silence tells a lot. And I tend to thing that everything has been said, and that what I know is what everybody knows.

Actually, lately I'm much of a reader...
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goblintcat:
Boring? Never! These journals are little glimpses into everyone's daily lives. Some days are less eventful than others and that can be a good thing!

Who wants a life full of perpetual adventure? When would you sleep? kiss
niobe:
You win my friendship. A rare prize! kiss

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Went to see the Naheuband yesterday. It was great and very funny. tongue
It was also a test to see how much I could drink in a evening since I have a little evil plan for -fear and loathing in montreal- evening at the Fouf next sunday.
Turns out, I just can't drink beer. My throat simply refuse to swallow it. That's okay, I prefer liquors....
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sunfeather:
What is the Naheuband?

Last time I was in Montreal, I was about 9 years old, so can't help you I'm afraid. Though I would like to go again...
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goblintcat:
I hope so! You too! kiss
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I've just discovered what causes me insomnia: pot.
Ok, ok, ok, I cheated. I was just tired of substituing my crazing for cola, But I've learn my lesson. Time to reset the counter to 0 days. frown
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alottanada:
sounds to me like you may have ADD (attention deficit disorder)...i do, and i react to pot by getting hyperactive (hard to sleep)...cocaine (yuck) slows me down and makes me very calm...most ADD people react to pot and cocaine this way...

i'm glad you liked my story...and if i could touch your lips i would, you're a cutie!!!...

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alottanada:
writing is something new to me, it just popped into my life this weekend...i'd like to continue the story soon though, this weekend?...

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I've been a lazy bitch for the past two weeks. But here's my way of making you forgive me: I added pictures in my pictures folder, and yes, my own personal picture, check it out if you dare. wink

Now, what about my week. Well,

1- Saturday of last week: I had supper with my mom, in a buffet again. So, I ate like a oink ,...
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vrulovwrath:
Be unpredictable as a leaf falling from a tree...
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goblintcat:
Yay! We get to see your face pretty lady! love

Glad to see you're back and keeping busy! smile

OK, that's it! After seeing those apple cinnamon rolls you make I'm moving to Montreal! Of course, I'd probably end up weighing a thousand pounds frown