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instead of forever
i'll settle for never
call it a day, i couldn't say
what's left to worship anymore
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vixennyx:
ignore this

[Edited on Sep 18, 2005 10:34AM]
lynnface:
well... i know vixennyx but i did a lookup... you live near me... kinda.... yeah, imma nerd... i can't help it!
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what the hell is wrong with me?
i'm so sick and tired of crying my eyes out every night.
of knowing everything that i want and need to do and never doing any of it.
of never paying attention to anything that's going on around me until it's too late.
of being in the exact same point in my life for the...
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every day that we live
we're just another day closer to dying
everywhere that i go
i stay drunk so i don't start crying
everything that i see
reminds me of you which reminds me of me
there's no telling where the bottom is

baby there's a thin line
between love and loss
between right and wrong
between here and gone...
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vixennyx:
I sit back,
relax,
and laugh.

I laugh at all
that wasnt lost.

I laugh at what
will never be.

I laugh at the anger
-the pain-
that lingers.

My heart-
I set it free.

I laugh at us-
The way we were.

I laugh at what
Has come and gone.

I laugh-
And I laugh because
At last,
AT LAST,
I can move on.
vixennyx:
http://groups.myspace.com/lennonmurphy

people go here and join lennon's myspace group! the numbers have doubled overnight- so help raise it higher! show the love!
then check out her website lennononline
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and all our days are done
when it's all said and gone
and i can't say
why i won't break
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i feel lonely and want to throw up
not that it matters
everyone is out in
my self fabricated we like to ignore you land
not that it matters
i cannot concentrate
just for a minute or two
here it comes


but i won't let this build up inside of me

ps- the new slipknot album is fuckin killer
not that it matters
i...
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vixennyx:
what do you do when you meet that "one person" that we only read or hear about in stories, go through absolute hell just to be able to be with this person, decide with all of your mind, body and soul that there is no one else that you would rather be with for the rest of your existence and have them feel the exact same way, and then blow it all away?
vixennyx:
i wish i knew...
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I started a topic in the boards under music. it's a survey about downloading music. if you all would be so kind as to go and fill it out, i would greatly appreciate it. and tell all your friends to do it too! it's for school so the more people that fill it out the better. THANK YOU!!!!!!
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admitourmistakes:
Blah Blah Blah, you need to slow down...
admitourmistakes:
Thanks for the music. I shall miss you!! Get her back!!! tongue
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current mood: drunk off my ass

let's see what the drunken poetic mind of me has to offer, shall we?

yes i know that i am comfined
and everything still is so defined
while symmetry may make sense to others
i resent my spine
pick apart these instances and realize the finite times
just because the words were said i do not think i...
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admitourmistakes:
admitourmistakes@aol.com, send me anything ya got!! : )
admitourmistakes:
Ok, so I totally dug it. You all sound a lot like some guys I used to know, their name is Flaw. That's what I thought of when you started singing, Chris Volz, man... Crazy.
I loved it, please send more.
How is life anyway? You should update more often.
Have you talked to her lately?
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sorry, i know i'm neglectful
been busy, i'm writing a song!
usually my band will give me the music to a song and i write the lyrics and sing but they haven't given me anything lately and i felt like i was gonna explode so i dusted off my guitar that i barely know how to play and wrote a song! i...
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admitourmistakes:
Hey, glad to see you are alive. Sorry I didn't post sooner. I was in Wisconsin for a couple weeks. BLAH!
I'm happy that you have found more of an outlet. Good luck on the song, and definitely post when you are done! \m/
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flowers sudden morning grass stains
and instantly a sentimental shrug
while the separate signs of serenity
the hunted eludes the hunter...
procreate with innocense and style
i live for inevitable denial
join with me and forfeit design
down one hell of a ride
perfect? forgotten misbehavior
and sentimental reconciliation
survive only to find
there's more than what exists in my mind
"how can that...
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hopesfall:
professionl food transporter, that fucking rules
admitourmistakes:
I like all of the above... maybe you should go over to V's house and listen to Tracy with her. *Bulldog makes me dance*
By the way, are you guys back together or what???