Today I had to stop what I was doing at work and call into question whether or not I still believe in love. I guess there has always been this division of love for me, many different varieties and flavors, and the more I start to tear down the dichotomies in my way of thinking, the more I start to feel that I may never...
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nolan_void:
Good times had by all.
Today I find myself once again gazing into beauty that is without parallel. No matter how long I stay away, no matter how many other women I behold, there is no comparison to the raidiance which this one sheds. I wonder if everyone is so easily drawn in by someone. Is it a failing to hold someone in such high esteem, or a virtue? I...
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Like the fallen Morningstar, and the great hero Prometheus, I feel the fire of defiance burning in my breast. I sever all that was, renounce the former corpse of myself and arise from the ashes with wings spread wide. I encourage everyone to reach up and steal the fires of heaven for the good of all mankind. All the guilt and all the pain and...
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Today the shadow people have stolen my mind energy in hopes of crippling my omnipotence with lethargy. Their tendrils will not bind me though, and I shall tear myself free from the writhing deathgrip which they have so cleverly tried to ensnare my spirit in. I will find my sanity in nonsensical ramblings, a magick ritual to burn away the madness and convert it into...
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Going back to the shrink today, and none too soon. The stress from being back in school is building up and wearing me down. So far I have been hanging in there fairly well, but I missed class today and this is only the second week... There's no point in beating myself up over it though, I suppose. I wouldn't have slept in if I...
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Classes have started back, and this school year seems as if it is going to be odd. I've been taking notice of social patterns, and it seems that there are a lot more cliques, and a lot less general friendliness with the new crop of students than there was in my previous years. Also, there is a trend that I'm trying to shatter that I...
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mork365:
How was your summer?
fringes:
Congradulations for taking the xtra effort! The problem is that quite often youll find their eyes glazing over instead of yours....zzzzzzzzz. 
You wont know if theres a treasure of conversation waitng to be released untill youve pryed a little. 
You wont know if theres a treasure of conversation waitng to be released untill youve pryed a little. Last night I had one of the most clear moments of realization that I have had in a while. I've been reading all kinds of philosophy and books on spiritual guidance, feeling as if I have been learning a lot of good things from them, and yet I still find myself feeling bad about the same things I did before I read them. I felt...
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monica:
thanks! i think i look silly, but i honestly can say i make some of those faces often
School is starting back and so is my neurotic dread of it. I've met some nice people, but for the most part the sight of them all over campus fills me with a sick sort of unpleasantness. There is still so much suffering in me, still so much that I have yet to accept, still so much that I want to be different. All of...
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fringes:
Hi! I noticed your comments under BREE's journal and thought you might be interested in this article- Using GOOGLES search engine > US religious fanatics driving Bush's Middle East policy by George Monbiot < [he's a highly regarded reporter/writer.] And something that will NEVER get reported in mainstream media! 
Read your journal and realised how fortunate I am! You have so much baggage for one so young! Wishing the best! 
Read your journal and realised how fortunate I am! You have so much baggage for one so young! Wishing the best! It's raining a lot today. I'm so psyched that the weekend is almost here, and I'm about to get paid. I have a whole weekend of geeking the fuck out to look forward to with my friends. Today I have an appointment with my therapist. Depending on how I feel when it is all said and done, I think this will be my last visit...
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legionnaire:
Thanks for the newswire article submission. However, I've decided not to run it for two reasons. First, there's a topic about it that's already being discussed on the boards, and as you probably know we usually scan the boards before posting articles to make sure that they aren't duplicating existing topics. Second, the general format for a newswire posts incorporates opinion and fact, we generally try to stay away from strictly opinion-based pieces. However, thanks for taking the time to write it, and I look forward to reading more submissions from you in the future.
bree:
Thanks for the info, I will have to check that out! 
Last night I came up with some of the greatest comic book villains I have ever written while thinking up ideas for my next Mutants and Masterminds game. I've found I get a lot more joy out of gamemastering roleplaying games for my friends than I used to now, and I think this in part has to do with my approaching the process with a...
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paleenchantress:
thankyou ! 
the_alchemist:
Thank you for your insight.
I see my therapist today and I'm not really sure what to tell her. I haven't really been up and I haven't really been down. I've been somewhat complacent I suppose. There is one issue that is starting to creep up on me though. I think I am afraid of losing my identity. All of the practices that I have been doing to help keep...
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