nolan_void

What part of florida did you go to? Yeah Florida definitly has it's pros and cons. It's nice and warm all year long but in the summer it's hotter than hell. And in general people in north florida are nice but the south floridians not so much. I was born and raised in S Fla and live in N Fla now, so I'm allowed to talk shit about S Fla haha.

That's the power of love right there hehe

your right. i misread it. i missed the not

'Tis a commendable goal.

I think perhaps the key to being a writer for some is the prospect that they can help someone else with their pen and paper. For others it is a matter of catharsis. I've found that I write best whatever it is I've been reading most recently. To write good comics you'd have to read some first. Got any suggestions...?

Actually it's just a rumor. I meant to put "hear" not "know" that Manson is retiring oops sorry hehe.

I can always have a bad night. I always wonder how I would do in Alaska with the whole day/night darkness light thing. I would like to experiment sometime. If it didn't work out I would like the option to leave for sure.

I've never been pro-three successive days of drizzle and cold. I'll take the sun over that any day. But there's something to be said for a storm.

I don't think I'm going to sci-fi today. I have to do this thing for Butler.

Curse that snooze button...

-thanks man. me and my cousin were sitting around one day making up hip-hop names for ourselves and this is one of the ones i came up with.

The things that used to drive do not at all anymore too. It seems like the meaning of life is constantly changing.

I used to believe that there was a constant ebb and flow, that that which is drawn out would inevitably return, but I cannot believe that anymore. I look into the future and see only loss and conflict. I find myself trying to shut it out, only to become more isolated and disconnected. Where is the happy medium...?

I have a message up on the front page of the site-- the index page-- that just indicates I don't have a webpage proper. There's still content, but I've yet to finish the new site design, so everything is just in raw directories, which you can't access directly unless I provide a link. So when I want people to see stuff, I just direct them to /pics or /art or /photography or whatever. One day, I'll actually finish HTMLing the neato keen site itself, and then you won't have to worry about just looking at lists of titles anymore. :>

Everyone goes through ups and downs. Whenver I'm in a good mood I try to cherish it as long as i can since I know sooner or later it will go away.

Our whole society is paradoxical on every level. It's a dichotomy that forms the two legs of culture, the divine and the vulgar. Dominant Western society has seemingly always separated the two, keeping them distant. There are only a handful of seemingly enlightened people who can bring their spiritual beliefs safely into the realm of the physical world. Everybody else is just closing their eyes and humming really loudly so they can't hear the conflict that their own belief system depends on to in order to exist.

Really, a Satanist?
The upside down cross kind that couldn't exist unless christians were so fucking adamant that the Christ has come and gone and he's the same as God and that he hates our sins but loves us all, but only loves the righteous, and hates gays and free-thinkers and wishes that President Bush would create laws against any other form of happiness but the one his most fervent followers espouse...?
Or that other kind...?
Jeebus, there needs to be a devil smiley on here....

[Edited on Jan 31, 2005 6:40PM]

What is Satanism about? The only think I know about it is that Marilyn Manson is a satanic priest and that Ozzy song "Mr. Crowley" hehe

You guys just read that one in Schroeder's class?

Totally unrelated: I'm looking at your updated profile and remembering that once upon a time, on a MU* I played on, I described a dragon for someone based on Sarasvati/Benten. I remember I did a lot of research about it, and one of the sites I used was this one. If you're interested. It's a pretty nifty article.

And here I bet you thought I didn't know stuff about stuff.

I TOTALLY know stuff.

...even if I did only learn it for an RPG. ;>

[Edited on Jan 28, 2005 4:03PM]

Have I told you I love your fantasy?

Edited to ask you to define "rich"



[Edited on Jan 26, 2005 8:00PM]

I'm glad to see I'm not the only person for whom fictional superheroes have fulfilled meaningful roles in his life...

I don't see any other way it could possibly be. People who use sex as a weapon, or who fling it around like a fifty cent cracker jax toy, and think there won't be consequences because, oh, they're just not attached to it that much--in MY experience--always end up getting burned the worst. And then they can't figure out why.

In regards to your sweet compliment, thank you. I don't feel very creative most of the time, even though I understand it isn't a tap I just turn off when I need to rest... damn dripping kept me up all night last night!
Reading your journal today makes me feel a bit heavy, because I have always had a very polarized relationship to sex. It makes me think you won't have very many 22 year olds over who are ready to experience what you're describing. But you know what, that's okay. It's all about quality control.