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My little man. Shea. turns 3 on Sunday! No lame rapture excuses for forgetting.

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POST #RAPTURE #TATTOOING ON SUNDAY BABY! YAY!!!

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Lost, doesn't begin to explain where I am in my life right now.
pax_:
Is everything okay darling?
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KILL THE WEAK!!

That should be the Republican campaign slogan. All we hear about is Paul Ryan's plan. It's very easy for an upper class or upper middle class white middle aged person to say let's cut Medicare and Medicaid. Have him walk in our shoes or roll on our wheels for a day. Hell he wouldn't last an hour.

Quietly...
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Injections to the hip always suck for me, even after 82 injections to the hips.
There was no site reaction, no itchiness, just the the OH WOW THAT SUCKS! sting of the injection.

Went to see my pain management doctor today; got scheduled for a few injections to my spine. Yipee *can you feel the sarcasm?* But, a little pain to get rid of the...
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pax_:
I read about that too. But I'm not sure where I'd find it.
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on my way to the pain doc...."when you're strange..no one remembers your name ..jamming in the car with pop

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BE WELL: When you are healthy, even when you are fighting a chronic illness embrace it. Grab those moments with both hands.

LIVE WELL: Live up to your abilities and beyond if you can. You never know when theyll no longer be there.

NO REGRETS: Regret will kill you as sure as disease.
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what to do? getting called in for several PHASE II clinical trails.

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How do you prove you are willing to do everything you can for someone, and that you've changed when the outside forces you can't control make you seem like you haven't.

My son's mother had suddenly changed her tone on texts and we were having dinner and watching a movie. All very friendly. Friendlier than we had been in a long...
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Funny how I sometimes have a hard time remembering yesterday. But, I can remember the day and way I met someone, well, what seems like an eternity ago. I remember meeting my son's mother (insert HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER omg here). I remember how we drove around in her car, with me trying to hold her hand and kiss her at every red...
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Monday was reserved for hanging out with Shea until I had to take him home. Disaster followed that as my truck became completely useless and his mom had to come pick him up. If you've been following any of this over the last year, you probably still wouldn't realize how I felt about my ex.

Apparently, I feel a lot. It was the...
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Wow 8:47, I've been up for 7 hours!!! and yet I'm still not done with the blubbery bullshit. Someone just put me out of my misery.
nocturnalink:
Monday was reserved for hanging out with Shea until I had to take him home. Disaster followed that as my truck became completely useless and his mom had to come pick him up. If you've been following any of this over the last year, you probably still wouldn't realize how I felt about my ex.

Apparently, I feel a lot. It was the 1st time in, I think 3 weeks, since I had seen her. And I was struck by how much I missed her. We kissed like more than friends but, less than lovers and I subconsciously made a reach for her hand. She slipped any touch, as if she was dreading the feel. And then Shea was ready to go.
and that's pretty much when it began.

I was overwhelmed by the feeling that I had thrown away something/someone extremely important. And that's when the flood gates opened and quite frankly they haven't stopped since. I feel better MS wise but, I'm typing this about 36 hours later and I STILL have a tears rolling down my cheeks.