hmmm, life gets so interesting....anyway - today is my day off - getting ready to go to my class for a bit. i get an email from my old boss. His office is across the hall from my new office - so it's not like it's a "Hi stranger" type thing. He has been supporting my changing majors - will hook me up with great...
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wicked embarassment - throughout the course of the day - i men were staying at my ass...yay me - i think it means i have a really cute ass - i actually had a rather large rip along the seam of my dress - showcasing pink panties...god i almost felt so hot!!!! 
not that it really bothered me - just i kind of wish i...
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opticnerve:
Yeah, well, I think we're all looking for an FWB (Friend With Benefits).
northern:
I think you've misinterupted the stares.
Any guy I know, myself included, would have been staring at that hole and wishing it were bigger, or that the dress would give out completely and fall off.
Any guy I know, myself included, would have been staring at that hole and wishing it were bigger, or that the dress would give out completely and fall off.
I dragged my sick ass out of bed to come to work today! Uggh - I really feel like shit...So, I will be going home really soon..But, had to share my amusing story of the day. I drive too fast. Always have always will, I live in Massachusetts - this means I am (and will be) paying surcharges until I'm too old to drive. This...
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nullarelicta:
I used to walk past that place from time to time back when I lived in Salem. (Well, the Salem location, anyway.)
Hope you get well soon.
Hope you get well soon.
opticnerve:
That is usually the case. Such is the miserable lot of the single person in the new milennium.
i am still sick! i went to the dr. and he told me (this won't be a song quote) i have an ear infection and a respiratory infection...so, what happens when I'm sick? I am turn into a six-year old child. I really do..I want tea, hello kitty jammies (which I do have!), my hello kitty slippers and I am having other thoughts of what...
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stardiva:
ahhh I see that you can understand where I am coming from 
hope you feel better soon! I hate to be sick, i'm sure you do too.
tea is good anytime, but even more so when you don't feel so well.
spend the day in bed, it'll do ya some good!
hope you feel better soon! I hate to be sick, i'm sure you do too.
tea is good anytime, but even more so when you don't feel so well.
spend the day in bed, it'll do ya some good!
societyspliers:
Thanks for the well-wishing! Mom's flight was only delyaed for a matter of minutes! One of my best friends came over last night and said to my Mom, whom I was trying to calm and convince to take a small dose of Xanax, "Ma, if you're flight is canelled or it looks too risky, I"LL drive ya to Philly!" God bless ya, Billy! But she made it out fine and Alberto passed us by pretty much and I got out of work EARLY (I might have less than 50 hours this week at that job!)
I hope you're feeling somewhat better now. I am putting on Cheech & Chong's "Earache My Eye" from the Big Bambu album in your honour (we used the giant rolling paper that came enclosed with it back in . . . well . . . when it first came out. Fit a fat half ounce quite nicely.
Ahh, the Good Old Daze.
I'm home ridiculously early from work - usually I get called in on my days off but they somehow werenm't expecting me today although I was scheduled. Wonder if my booty call friend is home . . .
I hope you're feeling somewhat better now. I am putting on Cheech & Chong's "Earache My Eye" from the Big Bambu album in your honour (we used the giant rolling paper that came enclosed with it back in . . . well . . . when it first came out. Fit a fat half ounce quite nicely.
Ahh, the Good Old Daze.
I'm home ridiculously early from work - usually I get called in on my days off but they somehow werenm't expecting me today although I was scheduled. Wonder if my booty call friend is home . . .
i am so fucking sick!!! i am whiney and disagreeable when I'm sick...
But, last night was pbb....Here is an excerpt of a conversation with a random fisheman last night while having dinner...
FM (fisherman) - So - do you think people (mankind evolved from the sea or the apes)
PBB - Why the sea. The evidence demonstrates that the old idea of evolution is...
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But, last night was pbb....Here is an excerpt of a conversation with a random fisheman last night while having dinner...
FM (fisherman) - So - do you think people (mankind evolved from the sea or the apes)
PBB - Why the sea. The evidence demonstrates that the old idea of evolution is...
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gamma:
I know! I'm so confused too...did they warn us they were going to launch the site overnight? I know they were Beta testing it but I don't remember them saying it was going up last night 
caffeinemonkey:
Even Spock was shocked
and if we should meet through some misunderstanding
ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
and if we should meet one another in passing
despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
we'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
declaring the land we're on...
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ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
and if we should meet one another in passing
despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
we'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
declaring the land we're on...
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nokturn:
Sorry I do go on, don't I?
I've drafted a letter to my ex.
Its all the things she's never given me a chance to say.
She probably won't read it, but if I send it I felt I've said it then I can move on, but its still open enough to allow her to take in my feelings and get back to me.
Because sad as it is I still want to know her
I've drafted a letter to my ex.
Its all the things she's never given me a chance to say.
She probably won't read it, but if I send it I felt I've said it then I can move on, but its still open enough to allow her to take in my feelings and get back to me.
Because sad as it is I still want to know her
punknitemike:
you're pretty fuckin cool too ya know!!!
its so fun to have a crush who actually likes ya back! im having fun getting to know her & just hanging out, nothing serious right now which i like! but i do want her to be my girlfriend, but she's not ready yet cause she was just in a 4 year relationship so i can respect that! but we talk daily which i love! we'll text message each other throughout the day, talk on instant messenger later in the evening & usually end the night on the phone togheter. its pretty great! and you're right, with the computer (instant messenger, email) its alot easier to say things that you wouldnt probably say in person. i dunno if this is a good or bad thing though, whaddya think?
its so fun to have a crush who actually likes ya back! im having fun getting to know her & just hanging out, nothing serious right now which i like! but i do want her to be my girlfriend, but she's not ready yet cause she was just in a 4 year relationship so i can respect that! but we talk daily which i love! we'll text message each other throughout the day, talk on instant messenger later in the evening & usually end the night on the phone togheter. its pretty great! and you're right, with the computer (instant messenger, email) its alot easier to say things that you wouldnt probably say in person. i dunno if this is a good or bad thing though, whaddya think?
i think there are times in life when one thing happens and just alot of shite is there to follow...my lovely canadian is no more...i hate limbo, i hate indecision, and while it may take me awhile to make damn decisions....i finally just asked him to stop contacting me altogether....big decision for me as he is amazinlgy wonderful....but good decision for me as i truly...
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societyspliers:
Ah! I love Bowie and have seen that title listed but apparently have never heard it. Guess it's time to acquire new music. Curse the blasted dismal jones of the music junkie!
Now I'm also inspired to do more Bowie (I've done Ziggy solo acoustic (or with harmonical players) and electric with bands since the 80s and have done Space Oddity->Ashes to Ashes and Rebel Rebel and some others with bands, but am trying to work out solo arrangements for Cracked Actor (proving difficult) and Golden Years (I've played Young Americans that way maybe twice with completely opposite reactions).
But I've been neglectful of him lately
And it gives me a new reason to paint my face onstage.
And I must need sleep pretty badly as I apparently told a childless friend I hope his son feels better. so please allow me to redirect that motion in your direction.
[Edited on Jun 08, 2006 11:36PM]
Now I'm also inspired to do more Bowie (I've done Ziggy solo acoustic (or with harmonical players) and electric with bands since the 80s and have done Space Oddity->Ashes to Ashes and Rebel Rebel and some others with bands, but am trying to work out solo arrangements for Cracked Actor (proving difficult) and Golden Years (I've played Young Americans that way maybe twice with completely opposite reactions).
But I've been neglectful of him lately
And it gives me a new reason to paint my face onstage.
And I must need sleep pretty badly as I apparently told a childless friend I hope his son feels better
. so please allow me to redirect that motion in your direction.[Edited on Jun 08, 2006 11:36PM]
nokturn:
Hey-
Hope your son's doing OK
Well, its a shame to lose contact with Canadian guy, but its good to be honest.
I hope you told him why though, rather than just told him not to contact you.
Men can be much more sensitive than their egos allow them to appear, and he'll hang on to it and let it crush him for years if you don't tell him the reasons why and let him make his own decision, as in the end, whether you want him or not, you can't make the decision for him over what he wants- an explanation would let him know where he stands.
Sorry, you've probably explained but speaking as somebody who's hung on for years and not been able to move on because of lack of a simple explanation, I think I speak for the male population saying he deserves to know.
BUT, there's no need to worry because you're having fun with PBB (I hope) and wherever that goes, you've got something you're enjoying so carry on enjoying it, that's the main thing!
Hope your son's doing OK
Well, its a shame to lose contact with Canadian guy, but its good to be honest.
I hope you told him why though, rather than just told him not to contact you.
Men can be much more sensitive than their egos allow them to appear, and he'll hang on to it and let it crush him for years if you don't tell him the reasons why and let him make his own decision, as in the end, whether you want him or not, you can't make the decision for him over what he wants- an explanation would let him know where he stands.
Sorry, you've probably explained but speaking as somebody who's hung on for years and not been able to move on because of lack of a simple explanation, I think I speak for the male population saying he deserves to know.
BUT, there's no need to worry because you're having fun with PBB (I hope) and wherever that goes, you've got something you're enjoying so carry on enjoying it, that's the main thing!
Todayhmmm, yesterday was a shit day! I hate work at times and yesterday was one of those days. I recently took a new job at the campus I work on so I can finish my degree before my son graduates from high school. As part of my old job, I was managing a budget for a renovation on campus as the renovation is to benefit...
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punknitemike:
yay for not smoking! but boo for stress at work!!!
ninjatoes:
yay for a happy ending!
well, i made it past the second date with paintball boy. believe it or not, not much to report. we had dinner plans, but he does photography - which i find interesting as he is very analytical. it shows in his work however - everything is technically perfest - but seems to be devoid of emotion. but, i suppose it's not for me to psychoanalyze...
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nokturn:
Yeah if only dating worked like a text book- it would just be a case of tick the boxes and you'd know what you've got!
Well, you'll just have to open up PBB's hidden depths... and if he hasn't got them you'll just have to corrupt and diversify him!! It could be fun!
Well, you'll just have to open up PBB's hidden depths... and if he hasn't got them you'll just have to corrupt and diversify him!! It could be fun!
nokturn:
I dunno if he's a nice guy he may just be wanting to find out what you like.
I've known girls with whom I've been very vanilla at first because I do believe in that old chivalroous notion that its not right to push what you like on a woman, so perhaps gradually if you share what you like, he'll share too, or grow to like it!
(Not that this strategy has ever worked for me...)
I've known girls with whom I've been very vanilla at first because I do believe in that old chivalroous notion that its not right to push what you like on a woman, so perhaps gradually if you share what you like, he'll share too, or grow to like it!
(Not that this strategy has ever worked for me...)
well - i tried to update and my fucking network at home went down - 
but anyway, i did try to post a picture of my mum (as she is my hero) in my journal - but being as retarded as i can be - it didn't work. she's now in my pics with my son...she is the cutest little person! quute a hottie for...
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punknitemike:
i absolutely LOVE the comments you leave me, you make me smile! 
gigglestar:
^^I agree with hey_fukko, masturbation in any form is great.
punknitemike:
pic isnt working!
dudewtf:
Hey. Thanks for the b'day wishes. How's the summer going?
How's the summer going?wow - it has been a few days since i updated...the paintball date was so much fun!!! of course, the night before was alot of fun too i think we both got about 3 hours of sleep, then went to run around in the woods with guns! all of paintball boy's (pbb) friends are in the military (as is he) so needless to say -...
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nokturn:
Yeah I often think homosexuality is the way forward- but damned it I'm just not often attracted to men!
Well, I do know the girl I like on account of her being my ex, but I've never been able to work out with her whether she wants me, wants me as a friend or wants me to fuck off.
Perhaps time will tell?
Well, I do know the girl I like on account of her being my ex, but I've never been able to work out with her whether she wants me, wants me as a friend or wants me to fuck off.
Perhaps time will tell?
nokturn:
Its not really a crush, more that we were dating 2 years ago, it was going well then she just dropped all her friends and dissapeared for reasons still pretty much unknown.
She's recently resurfaced, but because there was never a breakup or structured 'relationship' I now feel I'm back in that 'will we try dating will we not' scenario.
She's very confusing and I suppose I should avoid wanting to spend time with her...
She's recently resurfaced, but because there was never a breakup or structured 'relationship' I now feel I'm back in that 'will we try dating will we not' scenario.
She's very confusing and I suppose I should avoid wanting to spend time with her...
of course guys dig smart chicks, at least i do! so do you wear glasses? if so, this i have to see..and i wanna see the black hair too! i actually prefer girls who have rips in their dresses!
A lot of the teachers at my dad's school in Bangkok are totally unqualified, but are great at their job, so he gets them to buy fake degrees (fake certificates of all kinds are very popular there and quite convincing) and with those he was able to keep them on when the government cracked down.
Probably wouldn't work in Boston tho.
Yeah work is the goal I suppose- enjoying it and making enough to get by, now that would be a heaven sent!
Yeah, she didn't contact me- I know that's what she's like tho: constant cold feet, although I'm only asking her to come out for a friendly drink. Its annoying, but fact is she just isn't ready to deal.
How are things with PBB?
Any follow up dates yet?