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When my SG time runs out here at the end of this month I am dismantling my computer and putting it into storage.
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I dunno....it's hard to feel sad when the sun is out, it almost seems uncontructive....or deconstructive or whatever.
but really I'm doing better.....it's just hard and I don't know what else to say.
but I have things to do.....get 'er...
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When my SG time runs out here at the end of this month I am dismantling my computer and putting it into storage.
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I dunno....it's hard to feel sad when the sun is out, it almost seems uncontructive....or deconstructive or whatever.
but really I'm doing better.....it's just hard and I don't know what else to say.
but I have things to do.....get 'er...
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cynicminded:
Get it yet? 
It has got to get there soon.
It has got to get there soon.
thecowboy:
ya know, i dont do much around here in sgland. but usually the first thing i do when i check it out is check out what youve been up to. its fun because youre fun. and ive been fuckin inspired each time. you fuckin take care, eh pardner? aloha!
my best friend for 15 years is gone. and all I can feel is this hallowed out piece of me.....this phantom shadow that is no longer there, but who I keep reaching out to anyway. it's so quiet and I just want to see her one last time, to tell me she's okay, so I can tell her I love her and I'm sorry. I'm...
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nataskaput:
how you doing?
cynicminded:
"Pssst! Did you get the pacakge I sent you?"
"Pssst! Did you get the pacakge I sent you?"
Al Green - How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
on repeat.
actually every song I hear seems to be applicable.
even the type of songs that get played in marshall fields.
on repeat.
actually every song I hear seems to be applicable.
even the type of songs that get played in marshall fields.
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cynicminded:
Thanks.
I'm hoping you won't need the cds to cheer you up anymore by the time they get there. But if if they do I'm glad.
you mind me asking:
Why so glum chum?
I'm hoping you won't need the cds to cheer you up anymore by the time they get there. But if if they do I'm glad.
you mind me asking:
Why so glum chum?
cynicminded:
I'm not so sure i understand that last entry. Who would have torn up your T-Rex (I am assuming the one in your profile pic)?
she's dying
I don't know what to do anymore. I thought that I was doing better, that life was doing better.
I got the job. and the cold was taking a beating. I came home to my favorite material thing in the whole world in pieces on the floor. it's hard to see something as fierce as a t-rex look so crippled and defeated. I...
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I don't know what to do anymore. I thought that I was doing better, that life was doing better.
I got the job. and the cold was taking a beating. I came home to my favorite material thing in the whole world in pieces on the floor. it's hard to see something as fierce as a t-rex look so crippled and defeated. I...
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mo:
"I just hate being lost. esspecially when someone else is depending on me." i relate to this sentence....
i just wrote an entry in the kitty group... reading this brings tears to my eyes... i can't say anything to make you feel better.... i wish i could.... i try to think when the time comes for my kitty, what will i like to hear from people... and think.... i would just want people to listen and hold..... so if ever you need someone to rant to.... leave me a note... although, it seems you have lots of friends waiting...
take care... and cry! it always makes me feel better
i just wrote an entry in the kitty group... reading this brings tears to my eyes... i can't say anything to make you feel better.... i wish i could.... i try to think when the time comes for my kitty, what will i like to hear from people... and think.... i would just want people to listen and hold..... so if ever you need someone to rant to.... leave me a note... although, it seems you have lots of friends waiting...
take care... and cry! it always makes me feel better
magilla:
Suck deluxe. Sorry.
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nataskaput:
i'm glad i haven't been sick in many years, because i haven't had any type of medical coverage in that time either, and i hate paying for that shit
suiclide:
just don't be sick in like month and half k!
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captainawesome:
What? oh i'm just some guy that drinks and then when he's done drunk dialing all of his friends he drunk messages people on the net and laughs. i just thought that whole bat thing in the photots where you became a vampire was fuckin hilarious so i thought i'd send you a friend in vite. holy shit i'm drunk again. so never mind the man behind the brandy.... shhhhhh
glassheart:
Thanks.
I hate it when you guys don't comment when I want you to, and then comment when I don't want you to......but I guess I rarely give you much to run with anyway.
suckers.
I will work on a word game for you interactive fools.
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going out of my way to stomp the little layers of ice that form above melting puddles that turn...
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suckers.
I will work on a word game for you interactive fools.
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neodrunk:
"chiropractors are dumb"??? 
let me tell you this... without chiropractic i would have had at least one other surgery, maybe more. they save me from the knife. knives scare me.
gender ideology set? who? what? where? when? i feel the need to dig further on this mentioning since your words have sparked my interest. and considering my interests rarely go above the level of monkeys that fling poo...
i deficated in a jar.
let me tell you this... without chiropractic i would have had at least one other surgery, maybe more. they save me from the knife. knives scare me.
gender ideology set? who? what? where? when? i feel the need to dig further on this mentioning since your words have sparked my interest. and considering my interests rarely go above the level of monkeys that fling poo...
i deficated in a jar.
runk:
Um, sorry?
going out of my way to stomp the little layers of ice that form above melting puddles that turn into streams. I defiantly crunched my way home today, breaking the silence with loud icy cracks. I found a particluarly good strech of land and wasted no time in destroying what the wind and snow had tried so hard to make into some show of it's...
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judas:
i'm very fond of springtime streams. they make me very distracted when walking anywhere.
thehighestpower:
i broke my god damn ankle because of the ice on top of a puddle
fuck ice covered puddles
fuck ice covered puddles
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wingnut80:
Is that a deep fried guitar? If so, save me a piece.
Also, just because MCGHANDI's response made me laugh...
"You might be a king, or a street sweeper, but sooner or later, you dance with the reaper." *twirls his scythe*
Also, just because MCGHANDI's response made me laugh...
"You might be a king, or a street sweeper, but sooner or later, you dance with the reaper." *twirls his scythe*
nordicgoddess:
You win. Your friends are WAY cooler than mine. That is okay though! If I've learned anything from t.v. through the years is that it takes different strokes, Willis. 
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rylie:
that's awesome, I want to switch to jrs, but it'll never happen because my manager would never let me go. I basically work all of second floor at brookdale. Kids, Tabletop, housewares, and bedding. joy of my existance...
rylie:
i think so too. everyone's crazy there. yet I still want to transfer to minneapolis instead of just finding a better job. go figure. what are the minneapolis store's facial piercing policy? anyone have their lip pierced that you know of?
I wasted my whole day
watching purple rain
watching purple rain
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contrast:
i'm ok, but i'm no instructional rapping fast food kitchen tv genie.
maybe some day.
i will make next movie night/day. my schedule is now wide open. what did you guys watch anyway?
maybe some day.
i will make next movie night/day. my schedule is now wide open. what did you guys watch anyway?
escottie:
hi. ouch. 
I'm just feeling frustrated and bitter.....
I mean, two seconds ago I was all chipper and hoo-hum....and a one minute conversation with my step dad can turn that upside down.
but on a side note, after being at work for so long, I keep thinking that my computer is touch screen...which it isn't.....but I keep falling for it anyway.
this snow gives me reason to...
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I mean, two seconds ago I was all chipper and hoo-hum....and a one minute conversation with my step dad can turn that upside down.
but on a side note, after being at work for so long, I keep thinking that my computer is touch screen...which it isn't.....but I keep falling for it anyway.
this snow gives me reason to...
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cynicminded:
hey!!! i was waiting to hear from you again before thanking you for the letter. It made you feel not so impossibly far away. and such neat stationary too....
Well, I need to get this spooky cd and possibly more (white ghost shivers?) to you somehow, so an address would be nice.
As for the tattoo, its going under my "Pogue Mahone." I want it to be a substancial size too. i think it looks cocky and I like the simplicity of the design.
And hey! Don't feel bad about missing viva, there are gonna be more. I don't really have the money to spend on the trip now, but would have made sure to save up for it if you were going. Maybe you will try the Rockaround this year? i don't know if they have a car show, but i think i has grown to the point where it would be likely. If so, you have around 8 months to save up $$$.
As for your good news, congrats! what are your duties going to be? do you get a discount at the gift shop? do you have a uniform? Can you bring a sleeping bag and spend the night? can you get me in for the kids price? Pleeeease?
tell me more about it.
you know, i wish there was some easier way to be more like a real friend than just...you know, this.
i was just thinking about how I don't know if you have some goofy Saint Paul accent, if you sound like Dr. Girlfriend too, what your last name is, or any of that other stuff n nonsense.
maybe i can IM you sometime?
Well, I need to get this spooky cd and possibly more (white ghost shivers?) to you somehow, so an address would be nice.
As for the tattoo, its going under my "Pogue Mahone." I want it to be a substancial size too. i think it looks cocky and I like the simplicity of the design.
And hey! Don't feel bad about missing viva, there are gonna be more. I don't really have the money to spend on the trip now, but would have made sure to save up for it if you were going. Maybe you will try the Rockaround this year? i don't know if they have a car show, but i think i has grown to the point where it would be likely. If so, you have around 8 months to save up $$$.
As for your good news, congrats! what are your duties going to be? do you get a discount at the gift shop? do you have a uniform? Can you bring a sleeping bag and spend the night? can you get me in for the kids price? Pleeeease?
tell me more about it.
you know, i wish there was some easier way to be more like a real friend than just...you know, this.
i was just thinking about how I don't know if you have some goofy Saint Paul accent, if you sound like Dr. Girlfriend too, what your last name is, or any of that other stuff n nonsense.
maybe i can IM you sometime?
billybillybilly:
aw... i shoulda called ya. next time i will.
actually, as i understand it, folks are getting together tonight to go to the "vu." i won't be joining the festivities, but it could be interesting.
i wasn't even thinking, it would have been good to see you cats there.
actually, as i understand it, folks are getting together tonight to go to the "vu." i won't be joining the festivities, but it could be interesting.
i wasn't even thinking, it would have been good to see you cats there.