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I never have anyone to play with.

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Seven days into the dry season, and finally it feels like it...

When you step outside, the freeze of the aircon is left floating, unmoved around your body..

The air isn't quite crisp, but softly suggests that somewhere near by, a bush fire's smoldering down..

And when you lay down to sleep, waking brings confusion, and mysteriously goose-bumped flesh.

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tireoghain:
I had to wear an extra garment to bed last night for the first time since moving. Which means I can start looking nicer!
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Bon matin...

OoooooH. I really really actually don't want to go to work for once, today frown

Working all day until 6pm, and then going to my night class which starts at 6pm and goes for 3 hours, doesn't really sound like fun, but rather, like death-by-sleepiness. And I'm already a millions kinds of sleepy frown

Ooooh noes!

*shakes fist at night classes*

If...
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oOoH SoOo tired!

It's such a thing of sadness when you *finally* finish your work week,but are too tired to celebrate it *properly*

*Darling Deaders*

I did go to the Nightcliff foreshore with Els n Jesska tho, and to the beach-front (bar which is on the foreshore) for Jesska's sister's 26th, and then to Squires Tavern for drinks too...except, most...
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Rarr!

I hate hate working Friday nights, and then Saturday morninks, on account of I get hyped up *somehow* by the end of a Friday night shift, but I need to go home and wind down and get into bed asap so that I can wake up for workies again, when all I want to do, is run riot in the shadows, and gobble up...
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Bon Matin...

I'm dressed and fed rather early, and trying to put off the drive in to Darwin for as long as possible...it's soOo far! I wish my units were on the campus in my town...mmm they have the chef unit thingos there, I wonder if it smells yummy?

I'm working forever. Yesterday we had heaps of staff on, with...
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venillarose:
Your blogs are good because you say how you are feeling. Your sad then you say it.

Although it sounds like your a little happier today. Good to see. You should finish your course. There is a only a little left and once its done you'll be glad you finished. I did a traineeship at a pharmacy (boring) and the guy I worked for was a c**t but i stuck it out for a year and finished. Then told him to get fucked and shove his chemist up his ass and walked out when he had no staff. it was very satisfying.
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I survived class!!!

(ok, so I only attended 1 hour of the 3 hour class, but still, *breathing* and happy ^_^)

oOoH my god.

I've decided I want to photo document Jesska. (I flipped from hater to new-old-best-friend pretty fast, huh? Who cares, It's fun, shoooosh)

I think she's agreeing. It wouldn't really matter if she didn't, but I guess...
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Greetinks earthlinks!

I'm writing to you from my Photoshop class. I may not live to tell the tale once the day is through...*boredom=deadders*

I managed to leave work to get here early, but that was 40 minutes ago.

Our brave leader was tardy, and then there was an evacuation alarm (we weren't evacuated, after some lengthy debate between next door's...
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Bon apres midi...

I've given up trying to find new-new sound-things, and settled for finding sort-of-new sound things.

I've got the Spinnerette cd from Jess too, that Lee had her burn me. It's ok, but a little boring, not genius, not sparkling, and her voice sort of blends into the music too much...it's ok though...I don't know if...
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Aloha!!

You know how some days you just wake up and think "I want to swing dance"?

Jesska won't come with me tho *pout*.

It's ok. I figure I'll just plot to enroll into it next term, so I have a little while to talk her into it, or find some horrible secret to blackmail her with ^_^

There is a demonstration...
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I saw our love, smashed across the floor...

Tell me, did the shards rip deep into your flesh,

Or break against your calloused palms?

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how many people do you think are in my head?

it's scary, to think how many people we'd be killing if we did off ourselves.

I'm pretty sure at least one of us is perky and fun loving.

maybe we'll break her first, then it wont matter.

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if you had these things in your head, you'd understand.

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tireoghain:
I hope you're ok miss.




magentahaze:
Is this the only place you share these thoughts? Its kind of hard to reach out to someone on here... I hope you have someone to talk to... love and strength sister