narcissus

Sooooooooooooooooo... the fights at my gym were yesterday. It was pretty cool, the place is a little small to hold that type of event, but then again, it does mean that you can't be too far from the ring! There were several highlights:
1. There were some good fights, even a chick fight and a knockdown.
2. There was a Mexican roach coach out in...
Read More

I'm so flaky, I can't even figure out how to say what I want to say. What's my focus here? Is it my non-commital self, my drive, or my lack of respect?

Anyways, I am having a problem with my trainer[s]. The main guy hasn't been doing much with me and I need to learn how to slip punches before I spar anymore. But he...
Read More

I was wrong, I still hate life.

Yesterday, I started getting all teary-eyed on the microscope at work when I was thinking about why I was alive. Sometimes I think life is just a ridiculous waste of energy necessary to keep the world in balance. You know, why not keep people alive who do good deeds? Well, anyways, I found something to keep me in the game: sparring.

I finally got...
Read More

What's up? I got a Nextel phone and most of the rings sound like someone is trying to play the songs on a recorder or any of those other instruments from elementary school, worse than anything you'll ever hear on hold or in an elevator. And those fuckers have wallpaper of Yankee Stadium but not Fenway Park! What nerve!!

The b/f and I are training...
Read More

All right, SG Homies, it's on. Next Saturday, June 12 at 2 pm there will be some amateur boxing (three 3-minute rounds w/ headgear) at my boxing gym. I won't be fighting, but I'll be there! I'm not sure how many fights there will be, but it should be going for hours. $15 at the door.

King's Boxing Gym
843 - 35th Ave, Oakland CA...
Read More

I'm feeling incredibly stressed and I don't know how to relieve the tension. Exercise, check; sex, check; shower, check; food, check; comfortable jeans, check; cancelled cell phone service, check. Hmm, no dancing, there's dirty laundry, the apartment's still a mess, I owe a trillion people money... Plus, some bitch I hate showed up at work today. We used to be friends until I found out...
Read More

What kind of record is 4-3, did i ask? Well, that's Tim Wakefield's record right now, your favorite pitcher's record. 5-4, WTF IS THEIR PROBLEM? WHO CAN'T COME BACK FROM THAT KIND OF DEFICIT? Not that I could watch the game to know what really happened.

What a day in Hell for baseball. The Red Sox, A's, Tigers, Mets, and who knows who else lost,...
Read More

Ah, 2 out of 3 games is wonderful... I love you, Boston Red Sox. It really does feel like true love, after all these years, they still get my blood flowing like no other...

Feelings, eh, gooey, yick. That punk ass Pedro better effin win tonite, what kind of record is 4-3? Also, why are there no Dunkin Donuts on the West Side? I think...
Read More

THERE IS A GOD

Today, my DISH was installed. And, today, the RED SOX WOO HOO WON KICKED ASS WOO HOO WOO HOO!!!

I don't know what it is, but I have a thing for hitting inanimate objects on sidewalks. Today, I hit the garbage so hard that I think it kind of broke the front license plate. My Navigator has this thing that beeps when you get too close to something in the rear, but that also didn't stop me from hitting a huge sign in front...
Read More

I am fucking tired. I spent the past two days finishing my move. Now the new apartment barely has any room to move, we need to organize, do laundry, clean, ARGH! And, someone parked in my space at my old place so I am now blocking two people in. No peace.

My mother is still being a pain about the boy, she's always frustrated now...
Read More