mykel

I don't want to bemoan my bad luck any longer.
There was a time when such a rejection would have utterly destoyed me. But I'm better than them. Mere mortals can't destroy me! muahahahahaha!

You know what I love about My So-Called Life? (which has been singing me to sleep every night lately) Not the only thing of course. But one of the things, aside...
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Well, shit.
At least I get one free year, that's kind of like getting paid, right?

(to be honest, I wasn't sure SG was the right place for me anyway, I just kinda wanted the money. So now I'm free to do other things!)
Also, I wasn't expecting such a direct decision so soon. (I sent it in on monday)That kind of hurts. Like... is...
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To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.
Fullmetal Alchemist

Soda cans clinking together sound like church bells to me.
I'm starting to think I have a problem.

I feel like someone put me into a magical sleep. And I'm dreaming that this is my life, but it's really not. I just have to wake myself up and start living my real life and rescue Inuyasha... wait. Scratch that last part. The rest of it...
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I wanted to use the last of the cheese, so I made a cheese sandwich. It was too much cheese, so I had to take a piece out and throw it away, and my stomach is upset. (I'm a little lactose intolerant.)

Sometimes I get so involved with some minute detail, I focus on it so hard that I forget a big important thing. This...
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Things I am addicted to Right Now:
-Freaks and Geeks (apparently I can sleep only when this is on, and only with the sound turned down enough so that I can't actually hear what they're saying.)
-diet coke (always. only now I drink like 6 cans a day. It's really sick.)
- SG videos (now that I have my own computer, I can download these...
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What I thought was going to be a storm turned out to be nothing more than shadowy clouds and a slight evening breeze. The air rustling in the autumn trees whispered to me that everything was ok. The leaves fell and made me think about mortality. But even though it seems like an eternity, the spring will come again.

I can take all my pants off without having to unbutton them. (Including pants that were too small for me to wear last year.)
I need to buy something weird. Not like sweater boot weird, but something I normally wouldn't think I would wear, but it turns out it looks fabulous on me. I need a pick-me-up.
I'm more terrified than I let on.
I'm...
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I'm at a loss for words.
I've learned a lot about myself via this internet porn site. It's strange, but true. How much can change in less than a year? A hell of a lot.
Tyler and I talked. I think we're broken up, but not in the usual sense of the word. We need to invent some new words. So don't be sad. It's...
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*exhale*

Ok, screw that.
How can I stay grumpy when pictures like this exist?

I must constantly reek of desperation.
Or everyone else is so self-absorbed that they think anyone who takes the slightest interest in them wants to fuck them.
At any rate, I have too hard a time making friends, and it's upsetting. Especially when the friends I do make tend to disappear on me.
All I want is someone to take me out dancing or drinking...
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