This morning arrived entirely too soon. Maybe that's because I was on the phone until 3 trying to figure out what I/we are gonna do about our little situation. I gotta say, it was the most emotionally intense exchange I've been involved in in some time. It zapped every ounce of energy out of me. How could I walk away from someone I would do...
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My dreams were so vivid and crazy last night. I woke up at 6:00 and realized that I didn't have to get up. It was so nice to put on some music and drift back to sleep. Today was a good day: went out with a friend, ate Mexican food, bought stuff, talked about those nutty Nazis. It was just what I needed.
I didn't...
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kinto:
Man, even if it's the hardest part, letting go of someone who doesn't want your love is the only possible solution. You are going to torture yourself forever because you will always have hope (even if totally unfounded) when you see her. And that's going to hurt A LOT more.
When my long(est)-term girlfriend decided to break up, I was down like I didn't even think it was possible to be. But seeing her from time to time was awful because i still felt the same and she didn't.
It stopped in 2001, I haven't seen her for more than one year now, although she called me & tried to see me & told me she was missing me terribly (as a friend, of course). And yes, sometimes I miss her still. But nowadays it's more out of romantic nostalgia than anything else. I'm glad I stopped seeing her at all, eventhough it was very hard not to pick up the phone many times...
Good luck
K
When my long(est)-term girlfriend decided to break up, I was down like I didn't even think it was possible to be. But seeing her from time to time was awful because i still felt the same and she didn't.
It stopped in 2001, I haven't seen her for more than one year now, although she called me & tried to see me & told me she was missing me terribly (as a friend, of course). And yes, sometimes I miss her still. But nowadays it's more out of romantic nostalgia than anything else. I'm glad I stopped seeing her at all, eventhough it was very hard not to pick up the phone many times...
Good luck
K
mutinyonthebay:
hey whats up im back i wish i could dream like i used to. insomnias a bitch. good luck withthe lady. i hope she wakes up to your devastating charm.
If you have ever said, "Things are so bad that they couldn't get any worse", well they can...and they did...and it SUCKS!!! I'm keeping this short, because everything I have to say is very ugly. I can't elaborate, because it would only make me look like a fool. There are very evil people out there. BE CAREFUL!!!
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thistle:
i must talk to you pronto.
saturnalia:
hugs to you! sounds like you need it!
Dear God in heaven, please make tomorrow fly by. This week must end NOW!!! The photographer from The Chronicle came by. I'm a bit worried about these pictures. From the angle he took them, I fear I'm going to look like a rockabilly aardvark. Kinda like that one to your left, BUT WORSE!!! If you live in Austin, it will be in next week's issue....
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saturnalia:
good detective work, sherlock! busted. lol.
and for the 2 of you, i beleive it is jeff pitchell and the texas flood. you can check out the music i beleive at jeffpitchell.com. good stuff. seen 'em play a few times. they have a great stage presence, gets the audience going, and have each player have a few minutes of solos which is always great. (maybe i am biased tho). and just a quick side note, its not med school as in 4 years of crap and then another 4 years of more crap in residency, to have absolutly minimal patient contact and think their shit don't stink. its medic school as in paramedic. 1 year of hell, lots of patient contact and lots of needles (heh heh heh).
i hope your headache is better, and your week gets better. and i am sure that the article will be great! heh, rockabilly aardvark. thats funny.
cheers to you, we owe you a beer. lol!
and for the 2 of you, i beleive it is jeff pitchell and the texas flood. you can check out the music i beleive at jeffpitchell.com. good stuff. seen 'em play a few times. they have a great stage presence, gets the audience going, and have each player have a few minutes of solos which is always great. (maybe i am biased tho). and just a quick side note, its not med school as in 4 years of crap and then another 4 years of more crap in residency, to have absolutly minimal patient contact and think their shit don't stink. its medic school as in paramedic. 1 year of hell, lots of patient contact and lots of needles (heh heh heh).
i hope your headache is better, and your week gets better. and i am sure that the article will be great! heh, rockabilly aardvark. thats funny.
cheers to you, we owe you a beer. lol!
enigma1:
what did they do a story on?
First of all, I must apologize to you great folks who posted in my journal on Wednesday. I've been messin' around all night long, and now I must go to bed. Sorry I did not respond. Like it or not, you WILL hear from me tomorrow!
Here's a quick recap of my (blah) day:
Spent the better half of the morning talking to the police...
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Here's a quick recap of my (blah) day:
Spent the better half of the morning talking to the police...
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zephyra:
So, anything cool going on in Austin tomorrow night?! I'll be getting a new tattoo. That's cool! 
(I'm really excited, if you couldn't tell)
(I'm really excited, if you couldn't tell)
zephyra:
It is fun (to play in the shower...).
Anyway, I'm gonna have to tell you about the boy my best friend and I saw jacking off while driving down Congress in downtown Austin just a couple of months ago. Seriously.
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Anyway, I'm gonna have to tell you about the boy my best friend and I saw jacking off while driving down Congress in downtown Austin just a couple of months ago. Seriously.
[Edited on Jan 08, 2004 7:33PM]
It was/is so fuckin' cold today!!! Not too much happened today. Just started gearing up for all the b.s. that's going to be going on at work in the next few weeks. In February, I will take a vacation. Where should I go?
Very, very cool records came in the mail today. At work, I got free porn. Both of those things will turn any...
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kinto:
Feb holiday? London calling
K
PS: agreed, everything free is cool
K
PS: agreed, everything free is cool
zephyra:
A baby pool filled with PB pie??!! Are you trying to make me puke? 
What's up for this Friday night in Austin? Anything? Let the pantless festivities begin a week early!!
What's up for this Friday night in Austin? Anything? Let the pantless festivities begin a week early!!
This is gonna be a quickie, as the warden called LIGHTS OUT a few hours ago. Lucas stole some caffeine pills from the infirmary. I traded him a Twinkie and a pack of Lucky's for 'em. I'm all jacked up.
My past caught up to me today, as 2 of my closest friends from the ol' Richmond, VA dayz called me. I still talk to...
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My past caught up to me today, as 2 of my closest friends from the ol' Richmond, VA dayz called me. I still talk to...
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zephyra:
No, I am not talking about snacks. We'll share snacks all day long. Hell, we'll even share our toys (and NOT of the grown-up variety). I was talking about beer. We will not share our beer. With each other.
(Wow, I think I'm digging a deeper and deeper hole. I love it when delerium sets in when you're tired.)
I'm not really sure where I was going with that, but it was fun. Maybe. My head hurts now.
Oh, and puking is not allowed in the yard unless both of the bathrooms are occupied and you cannot wait.
I was talking about beer. We will not share our beer. With each other.
(Wow, I think I'm digging a deeper and deeper hole. I love it when delerium sets in when you're tired.)
I'm not really sure where I was going with that, but it was fun. Maybe. My head hurts now.
Oh, and puking is not allowed in the yard unless both of the bathrooms are occupied and you cannot wait.
zephyra:
I will be in Austin this Friday for one night. My Austinite friend is trying to convince us to stay through Sunday morning b/c apparently there is an Elvis tribute at Continental Club both Friday and Saturday. Friday for sure though.
Let's move on, shall we?
Well, I never made it out last night. The Flametrick Subs were at Beerland, but the effort to endure all that would go along with being there was a higher price than I was willing to fork over. Didn't do much of anything today, except run a few errands. I watched "Bugsy" on AMC, which I have't seen since it...
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enigma1:
hey you. i've been reading up on you and your tough luck. that bitch. i couldn't even imagine doing that to someone.
zephyra:
I ate dinner at Roscoe's tonight here in Long Beach...yuuuuuuuuum. So freaking good. 
Oh, and my best friend will be with me down in Austin, but doesn't mean we won't be able to get together. I think she wants go to out on 6th Street Friday night since she has 2 kids and hardly ever gets out, let alone out of town. We would love for you to join us if you'd be down for 6th Street. Otherwise, there's always a round of peanut butter pie at some point.
Oh, and my best friend will be with me down in Austin, but doesn't mean we won't be able to get together. I think she wants go to out on 6th Street Friday night since she has 2 kids and hardly ever gets out, let alone out of town. We would love for you to join us if you'd be down for 6th Street. Otherwise, there's always a round of peanut butter pie at some point.
HA! Well there's a fine how-do-ya-do! I've been stood up. Don't even remember the last time this happened. Oh well. I guess the only part that I'm really pissed about is that I'm probably not gonna go out tonight. There are a few things goin' on around town, so I guess I could still go if I wanted to.
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thistle:
mmmmmmmmexican food. you seem to be in fine spirits.
lipservicejen:
sorry - that suks ass
i missed the party and the last 3 days really. a lot of crazy stuff happend here and i am so tired and agro . . . i will go into it later, maybe in the journal. right now i have to spend some time with the animals, since i have been m.i.a. since thursday.
for sure we'll meet the next time- you better come to my deal!
i missed the party and the last 3 days really. a lot of crazy stuff happend here and i am so tired and agro . . . i will go into it later, maybe in the journal. right now i have to spend some time with the animals, since i have been m.i.a. since thursday.
for sure we'll meet the next time- you better come to my deal!
Here it is, 4 in the a.m.. Just got in from a low-key, yet very fun evening. Went to Annie's party for a bit. It was cool seeing hkphotoaustin, smokepuppet and the inimitable S to tha S (even though I see her just about every day). Got to hang out with 2 friends who just moved to Austin. Just ate some serious grub, and hopefully,...
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thistle:
get some sleep.
annie:
mos def darlin! i love me some mulholland!
love annie
love annie
Well, I'm gearin' up to go to Annie's party. We're running a bit late, so I hope we make it. Looking forward to seeing some of the people who didn't show up last week!
I really have nothin' else going on right now. Maybe I'll have something worth writing about when I return. Have a great night...whatever you do!
I really have nothin' else going on right now. Maybe I'll have something worth writing about when I return. Have a great night...whatever you do!
Thank God the holidays are officially over. This has been THE WORST holiday season I've ever been forced to endure. With that said, let's move on shall we?
It sounds like everybody had a pretty damn good time last night! I didn't do very much. Went out for about an hour. That kinda bummed me out. Other than that, I just kinda hung out, played...
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It sounds like everybody had a pretty damn good time last night! I didn't do very much. Went out for about an hour. That kinda bummed me out. Other than that, I just kinda hung out, played...
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coco:
I haven't been record shopping in ages! I need to do that again.. By the way I'll be in your neck of the woods for SXSW. Maybe a bunch of us SG folks can meet up?
infidel:
Happy New Year, mofo..
an uncle that works for the Waco fire dept.
lucky guy.
i'm a closeted ebay addict.
that place is the devil's work, to be sure.
have a swell day!
but you already knew that, didn't you?