This is the fourth scene in my second play, "The Two Megans". If you missed the previous parts, scene 3 was two journals back, then 2 and 1 were the next previous scenes. In other words, it's all in order aside from one whiny non-play entry you can skip over.
If you haven't read the other parts and plan to, please do so now. There...
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unravled:
Oh, they're neat people, you'll have fun. Plus I'll be up there for a limited time in July and if you meet them then we can all do dinner or drinks or something.
phoebus:
Thanks for the tip-off to the Film Club.
I miss my Uncle today. I sit at home, nearly finished with the job I've had for the last three years and I feel very melancholy.
I sit without a sense of self worth. Not a worthlessness... just a complete lack of understanding about my worth to the world. I don't know who cares for me, who thinks about me in idle times or who...
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I sit without a sense of self worth. Not a worthlessness... just a complete lack of understanding about my worth to the world. I don't know who cares for me, who thinks about me in idle times or who...
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juliana:
I am completely guilty of this.
... What can I do to make it up to you?
... What can I do to make it up to you?
thatmikeguy:
I've spent my whole life being funny and strong, and having decent morals, and I don't take drugs, hit people, or steal things. But I've found that these are just the least I should do. (Actually, the drugs part I'm iffy on, depending on how you define drugs... let's just say I've never even come close to a 'druggie')
My point is that those things do not make you likeable, loveable, or interesting... they are baselines. It's the quirks, the tiny facets, the meandering oddities that make you an individual and interesting to others. You seem to have plenty of those things. I'm just saying look at those instead.
And in my opinion, to place your self-worth, enthusiasm, and motivation in the hands of a stranger, a friend, a companion, or someone you desire is to remove your core. Define and motivate yourself. you are good at looking at the world around you and finding inspiration and fascination... I've read your entries before, and they conveyed that. Your interaction with others shouldn't be about confirming your importance, it should be about learning about and appreciating them.
I understand the melancholy part, and realize that sometimes it's just good to be there... and I understand the need for interaction and communication. I just feel like those things are all cyclical, and chasing the tail end of them will never get you to a destination. Stop. Appreciate where and who you are, and they will come to you.
I'm sorry if I'm interrupting, or if my words are unsolicited, but I saw your post on levezletoi's page and stopped by. hope things get better, and sorry about your job.
My point is that those things do not make you likeable, loveable, or interesting... they are baselines. It's the quirks, the tiny facets, the meandering oddities that make you an individual and interesting to others. You seem to have plenty of those things. I'm just saying look at those instead.
And in my opinion, to place your self-worth, enthusiasm, and motivation in the hands of a stranger, a friend, a companion, or someone you desire is to remove your core. Define and motivate yourself. you are good at looking at the world around you and finding inspiration and fascination... I've read your entries before, and they conveyed that. Your interaction with others shouldn't be about confirming your importance, it should be about learning about and appreciating them.
I understand the melancholy part, and realize that sometimes it's just good to be there... and I understand the need for interaction and communication. I just feel like those things are all cyclical, and chasing the tail end of them will never get you to a destination. Stop. Appreciate where and who you are, and they will come to you.
I'm sorry if I'm interrupting, or if my words are unsolicited, but I saw your post on levezletoi's page and stopped by. hope things get better, and sorry about your job.
Over the last two entries I have posted the first two parts of my second play, "The Two Megans". Here is the third.
Scene Three Megan Ponces Apartment - KYLE ENTERS from the bedroom, in boxers. Throughout the scene he dresses in a nice, but now rumpled shirt, and wrinkled pants. MEGAN PONCE follows moments later, wearing just a nightshirt.
MEGAN PONCE
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Scene Three Megan Ponces Apartment - KYLE ENTERS from the bedroom, in boxers. Throughout the scene he dresses in a nice, but now rumpled shirt, and wrinkled pants. MEGAN PONCE follows moments later, wearing just a nightshirt.
MEGAN PONCE
You have to...
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unravled:
So you are single?
fluffy17:
Traveling supergirl rocks, by the way
This is the second scene for my second play, The Two Megans. The first scene is one entry back and I'd highly advise checking it out first, if you haven't already. Actually, if you like the play, you'll end up having to come back and check stuff there by the end, anyway.
The Two Megans
Scene 2 - Used Book Store - CORY sorts books....
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The Two Megans
Scene 2 - Used Book Store - CORY sorts books....
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christopher:
Dorothy, while a model of the adventurous woman, is also a model for the cult of domesticity. While she meets many interesting men, compassionate, robotic, intelligent, and powerful, all she wants to do is leave this magical land where she has absolute power over herself and others and go back to Kansas. Dorothy chooses, and keeps choosing, Kansas over Oz.
There, hard brutal life, followed by marriage, children, and death.
There, hard brutal life, followed by marriage, children, and death.
christopher:
Perhaps you are right about devalueing that, but I do think there must be something said about Dorothy's continued drive to return to Kansas, despite the huge drive for the habitants of Oz begging her to stay.
Again, I appreciate your comments, I look forward to reading them, and I would like to continue this debate at a later date. I'm not wanting to dismiss your comments, nor do I agree with them, but I simply do not have the time.
And I concede on the misuse of the word misogynistic. My bad, I own up to it.
[Edited on May 12, 2004 10:38PM]
Again, I appreciate your comments, I look forward to reading them, and I would like to continue this debate at a later date. I'm not wanting to dismiss your comments, nor do I agree with them, but I simply do not have the time.
And I concede on the misuse of the word misogynistic. My bad, I own up to it.
[Edited on May 12, 2004 10:38PM]
In the previous entry, a cute little fairly tale... more and more fantasy. Two entries back, an essay on Pat Tillman. Setting politics aside, I feel it's some of the best writing I've done in a while.
Today, a new play.
"The Two Megans" was written for last year's Seattle Fringe Festival. It is the day in the life of two friends; touching on religion,...
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Today, a new play.
"The Two Megans" was written for last year's Seattle Fringe Festival. It is the day in the life of two friends; touching on religion,...
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phoebus:
Damn it. You ambush me on a Saturday night (well, early Sunday morning anyways) with art.
Now you're forcing me to get up early and read!
Now you're forcing me to get up early and read!
unravled:
When The Cure start writing haiku, I'll try haiku.
When's the next scene go up? I wanna meet Rachel.
When's the next scene go up? I wanna meet Rachel.
Once upon a time there was a girl named *BEEP*, sometimes known as Juliana, who's eyes were full of stars and who's lips full jasmine tea and Pocky. In the dark and mysterious world of San Francisco, Juliana walked with a quiet bounce, her journeys leading down cigarette strewn streets and wind blown alleys.
Descending down dark staircases to brightly lit dining rooms,...
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Descending down dark staircases to brightly lit dining rooms,...
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phoebus:
Nicely written words, though I don't know that I should be complimenting something probably directed to someone in specific.
ghostdad:
I think we must have subliminally expressed our mutual respect for Peter Sellers when we met this last weekend. Did you see that I posted him 5 comments earlier?
Once upon a time there was a girl named >BEEP
Go one page back if you want to read my Pat Tillman rant.
Otherwise, I am off for the weekend, to go to Wondercon. While I'm gone, push your little heads together and come up with a subject you'd like me to write about when I get back. The last couple entries have been all dramatic with a capital 'D' and it's time to appeal...
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Otherwise, I am off for the weekend, to go to Wondercon. While I'm gone, push your little heads together and come up with a subject you'd like me to write about when I get back. The last couple entries have been all dramatic with a capital 'D' and it's time to appeal...
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phoebus:
Heve fun!
This is pretty long, but fuck it. If you want a short thread, check the news or Zumbi's journal.
THE OPENING
The Declaration of Independence states that all men are created equal. While interpreted as an all encompassing idea, what it really means is all men should have the same rights under the laws of the land.
All men are not created equal. Due...
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THE OPENING
The Declaration of Independence states that all men are created equal. While interpreted as an all encompassing idea, what it really means is all men should have the same rights under the laws of the land.
All men are not created equal. Due...
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adecius:
hey
you dont know me, and ive never happened across you on this site before, either. I just finnished reading what you wrote about Pat Tillman. I wept. I am unsure if its because i decided a short time ago to stop taking my medication, but i think its because something about Pat's sacrifice touched me.
I live in Australia, and though in a country some of us consider to be the 51st state, we dont get the same sort of coverage on the news about the war. We get intelligence officials coming out saying that someone lied about what we knew before sending troops into the middle east. We get our leader of out opposition party telling us that if elected later this year he will have our troops home by Christmas. Sound familiar? Someone made a similar promise just before elections in Spain, and look what happened there.
It recently made the paper that some prick cant be taken to court for burning the Australian flag at a 'peace protest'. I think of coffins bringing our loved ones home draped in that flag (none in the current conflicts yet, we only have a few thousand military deplyed... but its all we could spare), and it makes me angry that theres those over here that want to change our national flag not in spite of the thousands that died defending the flag and everything it stande for, but because of it.
And then i think of myself, of my life, and the astonishingly little that ive made of myself. It hurts to compare myself to someone like Pat Tillman. He was ten times more a man than i will ever be. So is each and every one of those of our people that put their life on the line. For the flag. For freedom. To fight the good fight, and to protect people like us from having to live in fear of another 9/11, another Bali bombing, another tyrant that hates the western world rising to power.
I apologise for the disjointedness of this, i just needed to get some of this off my chest.
God bless America
God save the Queen
Thank Christ for Australia
you dont know me, and ive never happened across you on this site before, either. I just finnished reading what you wrote about Pat Tillman. I wept. I am unsure if its because i decided a short time ago to stop taking my medication, but i think its because something about Pat's sacrifice touched me.
I live in Australia, and though in a country some of us consider to be the 51st state, we dont get the same sort of coverage on the news about the war. We get intelligence officials coming out saying that someone lied about what we knew before sending troops into the middle east. We get our leader of out opposition party telling us that if elected later this year he will have our troops home by Christmas. Sound familiar? Someone made a similar promise just before elections in Spain, and look what happened there.
It recently made the paper that some prick cant be taken to court for burning the Australian flag at a 'peace protest'. I think of coffins bringing our loved ones home draped in that flag (none in the current conflicts yet, we only have a few thousand military deplyed... but its all we could spare), and it makes me angry that theres those over here that want to change our national flag not in spite of the thousands that died defending the flag and everything it stande for, but because of it.
And then i think of myself, of my life, and the astonishingly little that ive made of myself. It hurts to compare myself to someone like Pat Tillman. He was ten times more a man than i will ever be. So is each and every one of those of our people that put their life on the line. For the flag. For freedom. To fight the good fight, and to protect people like us from having to live in fear of another 9/11, another Bali bombing, another tyrant that hates the western world rising to power.
I apologise for the disjointedness of this, i just needed to get some of this off my chest.
God bless America
God save the Queen
Thank Christ for Australia
bmb:
When i was in Iraq, I saw a Seargent give his ballistic vest to a private that had the old kind without the ceramic plates in it. He ( the seargent) was later killed by gunfire that that vest would have stopped had he not given it to a young kid that was scarred and needed it too. That's a hero.
If you want to read my play, go here.
New this week! Desktop of the lovely Louise... who's pale lankiness makes me dumb in the head. Currently found in my art section or in the desktop downloads in the Army section, here.
It was partially as an experiment, as I haven't done one before. I may be going back to school *gasp* for graphic...
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New this week! Desktop of the lovely Louise... who's pale lankiness makes me dumb in the head. Currently found in my art section or in the desktop downloads in the Army section, here.
It was partially as an experiment, as I haven't done one before. I may be going back to school *gasp* for graphic...
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elvgrenink:
I thought what you said was really nice (refering to what you said about me in a thread(
You're an art director? How did you get there? I really want to be an art director for photo shoots. I have no idea about how to work up to that position.
You're an art director? How did you get there? I really want to be an art director for photo shoots. I have no idea about how to work up to that position.
zumbi22:
hey - i really appreciate your comments about Pat Tillman. he was a remarkable man. thanks again.
If you want to read my play, go here.
So, I had a dream last night. The kind of dream that makes me understand why people in the dark ages (and, maybe, sometimes now), believe in alien abduction or demon possession.
I'm not going to go into a lot of detail, but in the dream I was talking to two women. One was shy, but...
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So, I had a dream last night. The kind of dream that makes me understand why people in the dark ages (and, maybe, sometimes now), believe in alien abduction or demon possession.
I'm not going to go into a lot of detail, but in the dream I was talking to two women. One was shy, but...
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juliana:
Women have been on your mind a lot lately. Is this unusual for you?
cassiopeia:
That dream was very interesting... what was the name?
And now! The final part of my play, "Searching For Julie Wisch." Part of the 2002 Seattle Fringe Festival, "Julie" had six showings and sold out 3 of them. The original poster and such can be found here:
Original website
The previous parts are found in between my daily rants and raves as follows:
Prelude
Scene One
Interlude
Scene Two
Second Interlude
Scene Three
Third...
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Original website
The previous parts are found in between my daily rants and raves as follows:
Prelude
Scene One
Interlude
Scene Two
Second Interlude
Scene Three
Third...
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juliana:
FIFTH!
... Herb-soaked chicken! mmmmmm
... clean dining room! ooohhhhhhh
so far all i've had this morning is 1/4th of a cigarette and most of a cup of coffee -- 2 spoons sugar, almond milk stirred to a toffee color.
... Mornin'.
... Herb-soaked chicken! mmmmmm
... clean dining room! ooohhhhhhh
so far all i've had this morning is 1/4th of a cigarette and most of a cup of coffee -- 2 spoons sugar, almond milk stirred to a toffee color.
... Mornin'.
louise:
bees and nutrias and hotdogs, oh my!