Friday Oct 27, 2006

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Totally watch my account expire before I even finish this post.. confused I think this weekend is that time. *sigh* I'm not sure if I'm returning. I use the site less than I used to, which is a good thing because I get more done and I can do other stupid meaningless shit on the computer without suffering from an SG withdrawal. But I...
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codemonkeym:

For his birthday? Peanut butter and jelly pizza! smile ooo aaa

niobe:

Happy Holidays! kiss

Thursday Oct 19, 2006

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I don't feel like reading about winterim anymore. I'm so disappointed in 99.999% of the students here.

This weekend, I'm going to Green Bay. I guess there's a local metal show and my friend Becky who goes to school up there invited me to come along. She's coming home saturday and then I'm following her back in my...
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bastardo:

Milk comes in bags all right, hey-oooooooooooooooo!

nyhcx516:

Monday Oct 16, 2006

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I got an email today. About Winterim in Scotland..

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
"The application deadline was last Friday and has not yielded a sufficient number of students to conduct the program so I regret to inform you that we must cancel the program this year."

Hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck it, whatever, I don't care. Looking forward to shit is so stupid and pointless.

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clarkekid:

That is so lame. Well, you still have the New Zeland option, right? Or is the new possible boy situation giving you second thoughts on that?

clarkekid:

Nah, I think it's too early for any dates to get screwed up. Don't worry about it.

And good luck with the sex thing. wink

Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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My sister moved back to our parents house tonight. Finally. Since my last post, she lived here in my room/their house/back at her and chris's place, trying to make it through. I guess tonight, a huge fight broke out and he threw things at her and threatened to beat her up, so she called my mom who went down there and helped...
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clarkekid:

Hey, I would enjoy a sex month. wink

Wow, you just attract the creepy old guys. I promise never to follow you around and bore you with stories of my past. wink

So, you're a garden tool, eh? There's some weeds in front of my apartment that need removing. wink

saramonster:

Christ! What is it with old men and young and attractive women? I just dont get it!
Lol!..
You should've gotten up and went to talk to that other guy walking your way.
I woulda been like.. shh.. Just pretend we know each other so this other guy leaves me the fuck alone..
haha.

Thursday Sep 07, 2006

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Somehow I managed to see the future. At the start of this week, I started writing a list of decent or positive things that have happened or will happen so that on my thursday (today) update, I'll have good things to write about despite the absolutely shitty, angry, frusterated mood I just knew I'd be in by this time. I've got six...
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clarkekid:

It's a public school, but it's all the state requirements that affect what I HAVE to teach and the district restrictions on what I can and can't do. To many beurocrats who don't have to step in a classroom making blanket decisions for everyone to abide by. All seem unreasonable and the work load itself is just overwhelming.

I'm usually one to follow my gut instinct too. In the past when it says "run" I ran. When I ignored it, it became something I ended up regretting. Right now it's telling me to quit. It's my own stubborness and guilt that I invested so much time and money to get this far that keeping me in there... but the quitting side is slowing winning the fight.

The zoo trip sounds cool. I haven't been to a zoo in a long time. frown

Sorry to hear about your plans to study abroad falling through. frown

Keep looking for the new job thing. I'm sure you'll find something that you can work around your school schedule and bring in some extra cash. smile

That's cool about the upper level class. biggrin You're probably going to love every second of it. I always thought my upperlevel classes were way more fun than the regular ones. smile

Well, maybe you'll bump into that guy again and you'll be able to start up a conversation... or maybe he will. wink

saramonster:

LOVE!

Monday Jul 03, 2006

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frown My good friend Brendon is in the hospital with a collapsed lung. Send good thoughts his way.
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nc_guy:

I saw a Dragonforce video on Headbanger's Ball recently. They kind of have that "old school" Metal vibe going for sure. Yeah, you might wanna wait 'til later on those tickets just in case.

nc_guy:

I would hate to give you a false "yes", but most venues do indeed sell tickets at the gates. You should double check with the venue to make extra sure. If they don't, I'm sure there will be many extra tickets to be sold by people on the side of the road. wink

Thursday Jun 22, 2006

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clarkekid:

So what if it takes a slow prgression to pull out of your rut... at least it's progress. smile

Why did they give your bike away? That really sucks.

Thanks for you comment. smile I patched things up with my friend, but the weekend still went insane.

foi:

suicidal jumping fish is mighty funny. I laughed when my friend told me - sad, yes, but way too funny.

Friday Jan 13, 2006

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Five hours of sleep in forty hours. I am tired. surreal

Becki and I ended up going down to Chicago yesterday. We had fun. Since Brendon is up visiting from Texas, I gave him a call, we hung out, then we ended up missing the train. So Brendon drove us back up here, and ended up staying overnight. He was supposed to come up today and...
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hotpinkauras:

little sleep and weird dreams, im used to that--Bram Stokers Dracula, favorite film, and favorite horror book, of the old style, cept for Poe, of course. smile

aproximation:

It sounds like you had a good reason to be that tired. I know that tere have been a few times for me when I am so so tired that the world gets all dreamlike and I laugh at everything and its really just perfect. I hope that is how it is for you right now. There are other times when I get grumpy and just want to sleep and thoes are lame so I hope your having the good version of no sleep! confused

I know a guy in Chicago that is just finishing his Graduate studies in art. We did our undergraduate work togeather. He is a performance artist and a sculptor. I would ask him for any tips on the cool places to go in Chicago but he is pritty weird and the places he might want to go might not be for everyone. For example he had been in Chicago for a few months I think and he did this piece where he was dressed up in a suit and took a large gourd to a train station. He then set the gourd on the bench and taped his head to a post. The cops came and took him away, because he would not break character - he kept claiming that he was a designer or somthing and this was how he came up with new ideas.
I thought it was pritty cool, but then again I was in a piece with him where I was wearing a miniskirt and a little kids shirt screaming our made up punk rock lyrics in a mall. The cops came then too. surreal biggrin

Sleep well for tomarow is another day. I am glad you had fun! (or at least I imagine you had fun)
I hope you got a little suggar in your bowl too wink wink Perhaps some kisses to stave off thoes frustrations?
Good night

Wednesday Jan 11, 2006

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I'm glad to see the Milwaukee Group is finally starting to make attempts at getting something started. I don't think there's been a huge get-together for our group since since I joined. I think they used to go bowling every wednesday night or something, but only the same few people showed up. The only big SG event I've gone to is...
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acetracer:

That first paragraph makes it way too easy to make fun of.

With the possible exception of an SG:B show, which doesn't really count because I didn't meet any local members, I've never been to any local event ever, since I've joined.

jonnytrrrash7:

A long time ago i moved into this house and the guy whose room i took over had to leave his cat behind. I bonded with said cat, and didn't let previous owner have him back!

Good luck with school, i could never handle 7 classes at once. In fact, i never finished college!! eeek

Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

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"There are some people who say that life is an illusion, and that reality is simply a figment of our imaginations."

I'm not sure if this is a good or bad mood. I woke up about an and hour and a half ago. I went to sleep about six hours ago. I did that thing where I woke on every hour, and that's...
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ldwarren:

Keep hinting, us men can be pretty dumb. surreal

I think that's a good point. I always feel like the chapter with an ex is still running until I meet someone new. You seem level-headed so dont worry about the rebound-thing. We all want that butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling when someone new is winning over your insides..

aeryn:

Yay! Your not grey...I was going to buy you a few months but looks like someone beat me to it.

Well, I never really "celebrated" the full moon in a ceremonial way though I would like to too. The man I am madly in love with -who lives 2008 miles away - and I used to be able to meet only about once a month...and it just always seemed to fall on the full moon. It's been four months since we have seen each other. I'm leaving tomorrow. I won't sleep tonight.

PS I would say hi ...maybe...
PPS Arm warmers??