We all woke this morning with some unkown gloom in the air. I have yet to figure out what it is. It is still lurking, but not as potent.
The parents have people over for dinner/meaningless sports games. So, our family room is occupied and the tv is loud, and here I am, infront of the computer, door closed, surfing the web because I'm such...
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The parents have people over for dinner/meaningless sports games. So, our family room is occupied and the tv is loud, and here I am, infront of the computer, door closed, surfing the web because I'm such...
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Around 2 this morning, my parents stumbled into the house, drunk. Their ruckus woke me up. Across the entire house. With my door closed. I had gone to bed at 11, so I could get nice, uninterrupted sleep until 7, when my alarm goes off on weekend mornings. So, at 2 am, a confused little me puts on her bathrobe, and stumbles her own way...
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psychotronic:
I have not seen Drawn Together. That would require cable, and I'm not about to pay for cable. It seems like a neat idea for a show, though. I'll check it out if they release a DVD. It does combine my love for cartoons with my hatred for reality shows.
I will say this about your journal entry: Sleeping under the coffee table is a rocking good thing.
I will say this about your journal entry: Sleeping under the coffee table is a rocking good thing.
I can be such a jerkass to myself sometimes. After the sudden panic hit me, I can finally laugh about it now because until I hear from other people, there is nothing I can do about this situation. See, this morning, I forgot to put on my new birth control patch. Tonight, I remembered, no biggie, it's still friday. Come to realize the open and...
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array:
Hey, it's just my opinion, but if they are intimidated by you, then it just wouldn't work out anyways. Finding cool people isn't easy.
psychotronic:
It's nice that no matter how silly or inane my question is, you'll write me a serious reply.
Was it the Milwaukee Art Museum you went to? I looked up the installation piece you saw, but I couldn't find a picture of it. Of course, they don't have photos of everything, and it's hard to take a picture of something where the room is part of the artwork.
My father is an artist, so I got dragged around to all sorts of interesting galleries when I was little. It's interesting to see what people are drawn to.
The one you described reminds me a little of something I saw last year at Consolidated Works here in Seattle. A little room, painted black, with a mattress on the floor between two standing waist-high pale blue light sources the length of the mattress. You lie down on the mattress, which was a weird combination of traditional mattress and water bed, and listen to the droning sounds coming from speakers underneath you, and let the dull blue light wash over you. Within seconds, it felt like I was out of my body and floating in Limbo. Like capital "L" Limbo, where the dead babies go. Even though I had never imagined what Limbo might be like before.
I dig that.
Was it the Milwaukee Art Museum you went to? I looked up the installation piece you saw, but I couldn't find a picture of it. Of course, they don't have photos of everything, and it's hard to take a picture of something where the room is part of the artwork.
My father is an artist, so I got dragged around to all sorts of interesting galleries when I was little. It's interesting to see what people are drawn to.
The one you described reminds me a little of something I saw last year at Consolidated Works here in Seattle. A little room, painted black, with a mattress on the floor between two standing waist-high pale blue light sources the length of the mattress. You lie down on the mattress, which was a weird combination of traditional mattress and water bed, and listen to the droning sounds coming from speakers underneath you, and let the dull blue light wash over you. Within seconds, it felt like I was out of my body and floating in Limbo. Like capital "L" Limbo, where the dead babies go. Even though I had never imagined what Limbo might be like before.
I dig that.
O, so sleepy, so sleepy. I suppose I can only stay up so late so many nights in a row before my body decides to sleep when I'm not exactly wanting to do so. Sometime, I'd like to be in bed by 10 in the PM, but seeing as I'm more of a nocturnal creature..that's just not happening. For example, it's 11:08 PM and I...
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psychotronic:
Thank god her fingers are finally too stiff to move at super speeds.
Wait, did I say that out loud?
I have a couple of random thoughts/comments. If you figure out what that taste in your mouth when you wake up is called, will you tell me? I've been calling it "Affertham." Did you see anything at the museum you particularly liked? Is it possible that you got a chicken salad sandwich? I am disheartened that you all remembered your first time in inches.
Wait, did I say that out loud?
I have a couple of random thoughts/comments. If you figure out what that taste in your mouth when you wake up is called, will you tell me? I've been calling it "Affertham." Did you see anything at the museum you particularly liked? Is it possible that you got a chicken salad sandwich? I am disheartened that you all remembered your first time in inches.
oracle:
um ya, I would consider tuna sea food
Sorry about springing that last entry on you all like a beaver trap. I just get into these ruts every so often that die away within a few days or so. Then I'm all better . But it happens and cannot be helped.
Today, a magazine came in the mail. Wisconsin Outdoors or something. My mother let me use her credit card, and I ordered...
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Today, a magazine came in the mail. Wisconsin Outdoors or something. My mother let me use her credit card, and I ordered...
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joshof13thfloor:
You're still in high school?!?
Mother of God, no wonder you're so emotional. I think you'll see that life will improve for you a lot once you get out. I know it did for me.
And what the fuck is a hobby? There are things we do in life because we have to and then there's the stuff we do because we want to do them and those are the things that really count as far as i'm concerned. Hobby, pffft.
Good luck with all things dad related, your relationship with him reminds me of me and my mom. The stupid bitch, lol.
-Josh
Mother of God, no wonder you're so emotional. I think you'll see that life will improve for you a lot once you get out. I know it did for me.
And what the fuck is a hobby? There are things we do in life because we have to and then there's the stuff we do because we want to do them and those are the things that really count as far as i'm concerned. Hobby, pffft.
Good luck with all things dad related, your relationship with him reminds me of me and my mom. The stupid bitch, lol.
-Josh
altoid:
I got a magazine subscription for my dad for xmas too: Scientific American. I don't know how I came across your journal, but I've been much enthralled by it. Hope you continue to get re-cocky-ed....
The waking-up depression has settled deep within me for the day. It's been awhile since it's gotten this far. Alot of the time, it's not noticable that something sad and lonely also resides within this body, and whichever words I choose to say could hide it completely, but I can never fully ignore it, or set it aside. I can thrive in my happy states...
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doctorspooky:
Try Amazon dot com they have a pretty decent selection of LEXX DVDs.
You're pretty wordy with the journal entries, but I like it even if it is a bit depressing. Doesn't anything really good or exciting happen for you? I find that if you dwell on the negative too much it just gets you down.
You're pretty wordy with the journal entries, but I like it even if it is a bit depressing. Doesn't anything really good or exciting happen for you? I find that if you dwell on the negative too much it just gets you down.
Alright, update needed. I had quite an eventful day. The waking up wasn't so great again, and I had only gotten about three hours of sleep. I came home around noon to get right down to business. I swear, I've done this three times before, and I still can't get it right. I took only an hour this time trying to get myself trimmed and...
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psychotronic:
That. is a lot. of work. Holy mother. I hope that went well.
mcbane13:
heheh
Do you have to shave? I mean, if you're going in for laser hair removal, why can't they do it themselves? I really don't know what's involved in this type of procedure, but i would imagine that the laser could take the whole hair instead of just the root or whatever it is they zap.
I tried once, not actually shave, but just try to see if I could actually get into a position to see if i could actually handle a razor to shave my butt....why you ask? Blame it on all the shaved man ass i've seen in flics...so i thought "either that is easy or it's hard as hell"....had to get my shoulder popped back into place..hehehehehehe
Jeezus...the one time i dropped trow for a doc was for a colon check....let's just say that i avoided human contact for 2 weeks...that's how weird that felt.....
pics seems fine, mebbe a tad small?
Do you have to shave? I mean, if you're going in for laser hair removal, why can't they do it themselves? I really don't know what's involved in this type of procedure, but i would imagine that the laser could take the whole hair instead of just the root or whatever it is they zap.
I tried once, not actually shave, but just try to see if I could actually get into a position to see if i could actually handle a razor to shave my butt....why you ask? Blame it on all the shaved man ass i've seen in flics...so i thought "either that is easy or it's hard as hell"....had to get my shoulder popped back into place..hehehehehehe
Jeezus...the one time i dropped trow for a doc was for a colon check....let's just say that i avoided human contact for 2 weeks...that's how weird that felt.....
pics seems fine, mebbe a tad small?
moya:
pictures of lovely me
I'm doing something very insane. I'm neglecting my carrot cake to write an update. Hey, carrots, healthy, yum.. I am no longer dying, as I was earlier. I laid in bed and just about passed out, and stayed warm, so no cold sweats and shivering. I cracked, and finally took some pills. Only three. I used to take so much medication, that the amount of...
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joshof13thfloor:
Hahaha...that's adorable. My wife has seen that movie probably a thousand times and she still cries each and every time the unicorn dies.
I'm sure you can probably guess it by this point but Darkness is my favorite part. Damn, he made evil look cool.
Wanna be friendly like?
-Josh
I'm sure you can probably guess it by this point but Darkness is my favorite part. Damn, he made evil look cool.
Wanna be friendly like?
-Josh
joshof13thfloor:
By the way, is your username from Farscape? If so then we have another geeky love in common.
-Josh
-Josh
I'm home from work early. Major headache, nausea, cold sweats and shivers, I cried in my car on the way home. I'm going to bed with a bucket beside me.
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oracle:
oh I know the feeling
niobe:
Yep, that is what I am going through right now. With Brad.
Working sucked. My co-workers were awesome. I came home wet, covered with mud, chemicals, ice, snow, and who knows what else, all over me. But there were laughs and snorts and flying spit/snot.
We are hiring again, full and part time. It says so in the sign right infront, lit up and clear 'Now hiring full and part time positions'. As I walked out on...
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We are hiring again, full and part time. It says so in the sign right infront, lit up and clear 'Now hiring full and part time positions'. As I walked out on...
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niobe:
Where do you work?
cmaxwell:
ok, short stuff. start barking out some orders for me. I will comply.
I had a last minute dream this morning that it was snowing, so I didn't have to go into work today. I woke up believing that it was snowing out.
And it's not. Nonetheless, I woke up in my usual lonely state and I'm not feeling that great anymore. But I'll put up a profile picture (or try atleast), congratulations, you get me at my...
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And it's not. Nonetheless, I woke up in my usual lonely state and I'm not feeling that great anymore. But I'll put up a profile picture (or try atleast), congratulations, you get me at my...
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irish:
welcome to SG luv
and I would so come over and keep you warm
and I would so come over and keep you warm
fahrvergnugen:
My work has car wash bitches too..don't you love detailing a car where kids puked and dirty diapers were shoved under seats..so much fun.
I work on interior trim and garbage like that..so i run into alot of crap, i hate my job!
And don't be so down on yourself
I work on interior trim and garbage like that..so i run into alot of crap, i hate my job!
And don't be so down on yourself
Alright...I'm off to read an actual book! Talk to you later....
Barring actually getting laid, it's what i'd do.
-Josh