mortae

i have been in a very good mood lately. i'm almost done with the haircutting part of my freshman lessons of cosmetology school. saturday i'm going to my school to get a bunch of free stuff done (hair cut, dye, mani-pedi, arm and leg wax, brow wax) sooo...i'm going to look really different saturday afternoon. haha

in other news, my puppy is horribly sick. she's...
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sooo....

I'M ENGAGED!!!

my boyfriend popped the question earlier today!

OMG!!!

the ring is beautiful. just what i wanted. three sapphires surrounded by little diamonds.

i'm so happy right now. i got happy tears when i realized what he was doing when he proposed. i never get happy tears!

AHHHHHH!!!

*edit* shooting will be happening momentarily. just waiting for the camera's batteries to be charged. so, this idea is adorable, and you will all love it! be back later! *edit*

Cassie - Spin Psycho

...I don't get it.

anywho, i'm thinking a shoot is happening today. it all depends on if i can get some "alone time" with my photog in the backyard.

sooo...i finally found a wireless internet connection in my house that doesn't require a password. my neighbors are greedy with their internet...requiring passwords...but, I FOUND ONE it's slow as fuck, and it's hard to keep it for long, but i'll be able to surf the webs again

in other news, i've decided to take a break from modeling unless i'm being paid obscene amounts. i...
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*Sigh* I'm going to be without internet for a few days to a few weeks. I'm on my mom's computer right now, but only because she's not at her house

Anywho, thank you all so much for the support and whatnot. I'm still feeling bleh, but not as bad.

I cut my hand twice last night while cutting my maniquin's hair. Bled for quite a...
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just when things were looking good...

just when it looked like i was over my depression and anxiety....

today happened.



i think it's because i'm so exhausted from school and shit, that i just broke today.

i cried so hard...i had a panic attack. i couldn't breathe. i felt so...horrible. it hadn't happened in almost a month. that's the longest i've gone....

OKAY! so EVERYONE in the nor cal area HAS to go to the TEMPLE in SF for the SG party on the 10th! there's going to be tons of cool girls there, like my homies NIXON and TAYE. there will also be a casting call for girls who want to be SUICIDE GIRLS!!! there will be a lingerie fashion show and gogo dancing...you know,...
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my set should be going up tomorrow-ish, but i'm not sure. just keep checking back

OKAY! so EVERYONE in the nor cal area HAS to go to the TEMPLE in SF for the SG party on the 10th! there's going to be tons of cool girls there, like my homies NIXON and TAYE. there will also be a casting call for girls who want...
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