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so my nose is a stuffed up...i came home early to go to bed cause sleep is good when you're sick

i slept for one measly hour and now i'm up again and i cannot go back to sleep...i've been trying for a half hour and it hasn't been working just laying in bed

so now i'm up and will hopefully tire myself out surfing...
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reed_:
thank you! kiss
i just got over being sick and now i'm getting sick again only a week later. i didn't think that was even possible!
xoxo
acidevangelist:
When can you start?
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Tool relaxes me
normally i wouldn't put a whole song in my journal, but stinkfist just felt like me last night...in fact i'll put spoiler tags so you don't have to read the lyrics if you don't want to

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
and I wouldn't have...
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aficionado:
TOOL and the Eels. a winning combination. I was always able to fall asleep to Nine Inch Nails for some reason. and not cuz I think they're boring. They just have that sound that's easy to fall asleep to. good times.
slavewire:
i wish i could wake up sometimes not knowing what day it was and not caring either.. but.. work stops me from doin that privilege.. frown

i know being broke is really crap, but still.. enjoy your work-less days as best you can..
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how is it that i manage to get crushes on guys who have absolutely no interest in me? or perhaps they are but they never tell me...

i was pondering that among other things while talking to some people at a party tonight

i very easily fall into the box of friends, i'm not girly, and for the most part i get along with guys...
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shacolwal:
So tell me (us) about the crush...I must know. How do you know that they don't have an interest in you? confused
rylie:
Cricket just meowed a lil, then explored about 3 square feet of outside, before climbing up to the wilndowsill that looks inside the apartment building.

That said, I'mma go do it again.
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so if i don't have a job in two weeks i'm going to be working at hallmark shocked

not only that, but my mom's the manager at the hallmark

oh baby jesus let me get a job
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aaardvark:
Ha ha, well, we all know thats not true.
randomrockstar:
I think that that pretty much summed it right up! You kick ass!

I know, I know...that was a really bitchy journal entry... shocked
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what i could use is a really good sex dream...i deserve it
if i'm having them i don't remember them the next morning

i still haven't heard whether or not i got the job i interviewed for last friday...i really want it

i need to get the oil changed on my car, like yesterday

i think i need some actual sex as well
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fridgemagnet:
Gargling cum sounds like it would be no easy task.
tinyelvis:
interpol
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i dyed thread with kool aid today biggrin velocity taught me how...she dyed some yarn too, the color made me think of a vegas showgirl

aww yeah, getting down with the knitting...making scarves, cause that's all i know how to make

and my favorite pillow has gone AWOL, hopefully i'll find it before i go to bed or there will be one pissed off camper

also...
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aficionado:
You DO have a cock! I don't really have the need for another penis. I'm just kinda lonely for man-friends. I do love the females, but sometimes it's nice to just hang around another guy and BE A GUY. Having a girl who is a friend who's bisexual can make for some interesting conversation, but I still can't let down my hair. The closest man-friend I have at the moment is living in L.A. yeep. so that's my sad sad story.
styphilis:
i dyed my hair with kool-aid once. that shit does not come out. mom made me cut my hair. frown
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just got back from the interview...i think it went well

and another thing...i like my vagina!

i don't know, just thought everyone might like to know
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shacolwal:
I like vaginas too. They are the coolest thing on the planet. The giver of life. Care to tell us what you like about your vagina? wink
aficionado:
How dare you like your vagina! Don't you know those things are evil! All parts between the legs are evil!

but then. I suppose I'm rather fond of my boys, too. well. not soo much fond of them as I am fond of doing stuff with or to them. ahem.

so how about that local sports team?
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interview tomorrow, i'm nervous

i'm beginning to feel downtrodden about the aspect of ever getting a decent job again frown logically i know i will if i keep at it...but some days it feels like an exercise in futility

to count my blessings i've got a place to live, a car to drive, clothes to wear, food to eat, and friends and family who love and...
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scoots:
the old saying for interviews and public speaking is to just imagine everyone else in their underwear.
velocity:
^^ If I did that, I'd be giggling all the time, and interviewers tend to find that creepy.

Anyway, want to do some dyeing this weekend? I have either Saturday or Sunday mid-morning and afternoon free, and I have to do some grapes. It might also be fun to do some KoolAid.
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i have another interview...

will someone just give me a job already?!?

it's quite frustrating looking for a job and then not having money to go out with friends

in other news:
there is a mole on my shoulder that i've decided is really hot
my undies say "cute but dangerous"
i think i might take a nap
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colette79:
Hey, thank you for the birthday wishes!

I had a lovely evening.

You have a crush on David Krumholtz? That's awesome! biggrin
grumpyoldbastard:
no just when it matters.


the not so mad ARRR!!!
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one thing i really miss about not having cable is Mythbusters i really truly love that show

there are a few shows on the food network that i miss, but otherwise i haven't missed watching tv all that much. i watch wheel of fortune occationally with my grandma...

i've really taken to reading again, but i read too damn fast and go through books so...
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crayne:
You know, I think I prefer actual melted chocolate instead of chocolate body paint. Seeing it slowly roll over the curves of my partner would be a very interesting sight indeed. Not to mention hot. wink

[Edited on Sep 21, 2005 5:46PM]
crayne:
I think I'll risk that. What's a few second degree burns when you're playing with molten chocolate, right? biggrin
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sometimes i wish i had my own place so that i could put some of my more risque photos up in my room...one's i've taken and others that i just enjoy, but since i live with my grandmother that won't happen for a while frown

plus it may conflict with the iconography my grandma's got going on tongue "jesus please meet untitled nude #3"
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kallisti:
not a problem, love. It's best shared.
vaux:
ha ha! Mythbusters rocks!

I tihnk if find stuff that you think is risque, it might just be better to place it as a desktop instead...kinda personalizes your 'virtual" space, y'know? wink
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i had a weird dream about condoms...i don't even really remember what it was about, just that there was something weird about the condoms

i have another job interview tomorrow, which is good...maybe i'll have a job soon

i'm going to go to the park for a bit...i like the park
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aaardvark:
Yeah, at in your butt!
slavewire:
ha.. i like that last pic too. except for my face. which is crap. but otherwise, yea..

dreaming of safe sex eh? tongue