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I am feeling quite down about myself and life in general at the moment.

Sorry for the lack of pictures. I'm slack I know. Please, please feel free to come and punish me in any way you see fit...


All-in-all. Life sucks balls.
And not even fun balls...
entese:
a lot of posititve energy for you!
hexcoderose:
frown

I love you!
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I am on the lookout for somebody with some sort of artistic flair, and the ability to hold a camera steady.

Hopefully I can find somebody to help me put up a full set in the near future. <3


Love you all.
XOXO
MonteMay.
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montemay:
Oh my, Then it is a shame I live in the country =( What about ideas.. I'm drawing blanks for ideas for a set..?
contini:
I know a few people in QLD (Brisbane) who could be keen.
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Well. It has been almost a week. I mean. You can call it almost a week right?

More to the point. I still have not gotten naked on camera yet. I feel I need some peer-pressure to push me over the line.

So everybody out there, have a go at me for my laziness. And together lets get this ball rolling.


**PS. Anybody in my...
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pokai:
What are you waiting for? :-P
physis:
Come on sweetie!!! Get naked, you know we all want to see!!!!
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I have come to the conclusion that I need to spend more time naked.

More naked time with all of you.

Please post requests for my time and or services. As I have plenty of time and digital-film I feel I should be taking requests for the pictures and videos that you do so desire.

I also have to put a shoutout to a certain...
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pokai:
Looking forward to anything you put up smile
contini:
What about Spock!
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Had an amazing weekend. Tasted Kangaroo mince (in a tortilla pie I might add), Drank gin for 10 hours straight, watched a young man snort chilli powder not once BUT TWICE and enjoyed wishing an old friend a happy twentieth. Life is grand!
Also.. The Avengers - Paint it Black.. <3
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montemay:
Hahah, well we were trying to think of worse things than Tabasco for him to snort that, we'll definitely youtube it!
tireoghain:
That young man's sinuses won't be very happy with him, that's for certain.

Kangaroo is delicious, isn't it?
<3 it.
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I need some advice.

I'm in denial. I'm in denial about my life and who I spend it with. The more I try to grasp that the more I panic. This has happened before so I dont know if I'm doomed to spend the rest of my days finding reasons to not be happy or if anyone else was in my situation...
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littlejohn22:
maybe a move home will allow you to ground yourself and do some rethinking
montemay:
Thinking that moving to Brisbane might be the optimal solution. <3
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My first blog...

I'm troubled by something, a man to be exact. Not the man I should be dwelling on but that deters me nonetheless. What if the person who you had pictured being around for years to come to pass on their knowledge was suddenly leaving, for money of course, to a far off Island to help feed those who put holes in...
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tireoghain:
Drinking to excess and finding a distraction is usually a good way to start, but its not really the most healthy option.

Hello, btw.
montemay:
Hello! Thankyou, I definitely need the luck.
I've tried that.. with him as well, it's most certainly a start but its the end I'm concerned about. Bring on the distractions! =P
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Somewhere that only wants to know your vices.. I'm in love!
bromopar:
Welcome. I think you'll like it here. If for the only the boobies.
montemay:
I absolutely agree!
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A group where only your vices are asked about.. I'm in love!